“I know that I’ve got to make a lot of changes, both in what I wear and how I think and act but I’m not sure that I can change the way you want me to.”
“Claire, it’s not how I want you to change, it’s how you want to change, and you can Claire, you can become the girl of your dreams and I want to help you get there. You’re stronger than you think Claire. Baby steps, maybe we should stop talking about the endgame and just concentrate on the next little step?”
“That sounds good to me Ethan.”
“Good, now let’s go and sit down and watch some TV.”
“Oh, I thought that you’d want to, you know, have sex Ethan.”
“I do Claire, I really do, but we are not going to make love until you are ready. You’ve told me that you are still a virgin and the first time has to be when you want it to be.”
“Thank you Ethan, can we just cuddle please?”
“Of course we can, come here.”
I sat right next to Ethan and leant on him. His response was to put his arm round my neck, his hand hanging down right in front of my right tit. I both wanted him to put his hand on my tit but at the same time I knew that it would embarrass me.
We talked about all sorts of things ignoring the TV that had some boring program on.
I kept looking down Ethan’s front to the bulge in the front of his trousers which wasn’t getting any smaller. I kept wondering what his cock looked like and what it would feel like to have it inside me.
After about an hour and Ethan’s hand occasionally, accidentally brushing against my tit causing me to get quite aroused, after it happened a few times I said,
“Sorry, Ethan but I have to go to the bathroom.”
His arm moved out of the way, I got up and went.
I didn’t need a pee I, I just needed to think. I wanted Ethan’s hand to touch my tit, hell, I wanted him to fuck me, but it would be so embarrassing taking my clothes off. I realised that I’d finally come to the conclusion that my mother was wrong and that it was okay for me to dress like the other girls at work, and for me to have sex with my boyfriend, but how do I get over the embarrassment of getting and being naked with a man, even if he is my boyfriend.
I decided that Ethan was right, baby steps, but which baby step was next? Ten seconds later the top of my dress was getting unfastened and my bra was coming off before the dress was fastened up again.
It felt very strange not having a bra on but my nipples had gone rock hard, they obviously liked not being covered by a bra. Taking a deep breath I opened the door and walked back to Ethan.
He lifted his arm and we resumed the same position as before. With his right hand so close to my right tit that it was tingling a little. That was something new to me but it felt nice.
After a few minutes of talking about the TV program I shifted my butt a little and Ethan’s hand suddenly found that it was holding my tit.
“Sorry Claire, that wasn’t intentional.”
“That’s okay Ethan, leave it there, it feels nice.”
Not only did Ethan leave his hand there, he moved it a bit so that he was cupping it from underneath and his thumb was resting on my nipple – through my dress which was made of thickish cotton. After a short time his thumb started caressing my nipple then he said,
“You wanted me to do this didn’t you Claire? That’s why you took your bra off isn’t it?”
“Yes,” I quietly answered. “How did you know that I’d taken my bra off?”
“Your bra would have had to be super thin for me to feel your tit like that and I doubt that you would have worn a bra like that, I’m guessing that your bras are all industrial strength even though you don’t even need to wear one.”
“Mother said …… sorry, yes you are right, I’m going to try not wearing one for a while.”
“How about all weekend then see what you feel like on Monday morning, but I doubt very much that anyone at work will realise that you are braless.”
Ethan held my right tit a bit more firmly, moved his hand up and down a bit then said,
“I was right, nice and firm, you’ve got tits to be proud of Claire.”
“Thank you Ethan but I’m not ready to show them to anyone – yet.”
“So you can see yourself getting topless sometime?”
“Well other girls do.”
“What about me, are you ready to show them to me yet?”
“I. I, I don’t know.”
“Do you want me to close my eyes while you take your dress off?”
By then, both my tits were tingling and so was my pussy.
“What a nice feeling.” I thought.
“Yes please, would you close your eyes please Ethan, sorry that I’m so shy, I’ve never been naked in front of any man since I was a baby and I can’t remember that. Even my doctors were women.”
“That’s okay Claire, baby steps, you’ll soon be running around here with nothing on.”
“I doubt that, but with you I might, are your eyes closed?”
“They are.”
I got to my feet and started unfastening the top part of my dress. As my tits got uncovered I unfastened the belt and down to the floor went my dress. Somehow I managed to keep my hands at my sides and I’m sure that my face was bright red and my heart was pounding as I said,
“Okay, you can open your eyes now Ethan.”
I looked at Ethan’s eyes and saw them go up and down me. He had a big smile on his face as he said,
“My impressions were right Claire, you really are beautiful, you have a body that you should be proud of and be proud to show it to the whole world.”
I was still blushing and my heart was still pounding as Ethan continued,
“Will you turn round for me please Claire?”
I did, stopping with my back to him.
“Yes, I just knew it, a cute, small, round butt, Those cheeks will fit nicely in my hands.”
“Can I sit down now please, this is so embarrassing.”
“Here, sit on my lap Claire.”
I backed up and sat down. It felt so weird being nearly naked and feeling Ethan’s clothes against my bare skin. Ethan put his left arm round me to support my back and his left hand came to rest below my left tit.
“Relax Claire, I can feel your heart pounding.”
“I’m surprised that my face isn’t burning you, it’s on fire.”
Ethan squeezed my body, another strange feeling, then he turned to look at my face and kissed me. This turned into a long, passionate kiss and I started to relax. Then his right hand moved to my right tit and started caressing it causing me to moan through the kiss. My embarrassment was all gone and was replaced by wonderful feelings that I had never experienced before.
When the kiss finally broke I lay back in Ethan’s arm and said,
“That was amazing Ethan.”
“Look at you Claire, nearly naked in my arms and not a hint of embarrassment or even shyness.”
“Stop it, I’ll get embarrassed if I think about it.”
“Then don’t think, just kiss me.”
“I will if you keep playing with my tits.”
We did and he did and I enjoyed every millisecond of it.
Finally over, we relaxed. Ethan’s hand slid off my tit and down to my waist where it touched the top of my large knickers.
“Wow,” Ethan said, “these really are granny pants, your mother has a lot to answer for.”
I lifted Ethan’s hand, put it back on my tit and said,
“I do have a lot of catching up to do don’t I?”
“There’s no hurry Claire, we’ll move at your pace, do new things when you want to do them.”