Tiffany’s POV: Later that night
I woke up feeling sore between my legs. I opened my eyes to see the room was dark. I slowly moved getting on my back. I looked up at the ceiling smiling feeling satisfied from the fucking Chris gave me. I knew this was the last time being the second. I sat up getting to the edge of Selena’s bed. I stood on weak legs making my way out of her room to find her and Chris. I walked down the hallway to our living room to hear crying. I was naked that I know as I got to the room to see Selena dressed in her pajamas with her feet on the couch and legs together. Her arms were around them with her head lowered. I made my way over thinking she and Chris had a fight. I sat by her placing my right arm around her. She raised her head to see it was me. At that moment she placed her arms around me with her head on my shoulder.
“ Selena honey what is wrong? Did you and Chris have a fight?” I asked getting a no as I continued “ Then what is wrong please talk to me?”
“ Oh Tiffany I can’t.” She tells me as I feel her shake
“ Selena what is wrong how can I help if you don’t talk to me?” I ask as she looks up in my eyes
“ Tiffany it’s…it’s Heath. He…He.” She tried to say but stopped
“ He what Selena, what about Heath?” I ask as she cries hard
Selena stared in my eyes with sadness and worry as she let it out.
“ Tiffany he caught us. He caught you, Chris, and I.” She tells me as my eyes went wide
“ What do you mean? As it was Chris that was fucking me right?” I ask getting a shaking head
“ No it was Heath at the end. He had Chris move out of the way quietly. It was Heath that was fucking you rough.” She tells me as my eyes moist up
“ How…how could it be Heath when he didn’t say anything?” I asked as her tears were going down my right arm
“ He stayed quiet the whole time with you. Tiffany there was no love in his eyes. His eyes only showed sadness, anger, and pain. He was crying the whole time.” Selena tells me as my tears fall
“ No…no love he…he was sad?” I asked getting a nod
“ No love Tiffany none at all. After he got done with you he beat Chris up. He racked him in the balls.” Selena tells me as I go stunned with shock to what I am hearing
“ What…what did he do after?” I ask regretting my question
“ I tried to stop him from beating Chris up more. I told him I would do anything. So he stopped and turned to me. His eyes were numb with no remorse as I was scared.” She tells me shaking more
“ Selena what happened please tell me?” I ask as she looks in my eyes with regret and fear
“ Heath took me as trade for Chris taking your virginity.” Those words hit me as I see fear and worry in her eyes
My tears come finally as I feel so numb. My heart feels heavy as the man I love is no more as I have hurt him truly beyond any words. I know I have to fix this some how, or die trying.
“ Where….where is he Selena? Where is my baby at please tell me?” I ask as she cries with no end
“ I…I don’t know as he…he left.” She tells me as I feel my heart sink
“ Left what do you mean left? Where could he have gone?’ I ask as she shakes her head
She cries as I sit there worried of where he could be. Why was this happening to us? Why of all days we had to do something stupid. It hits me as I turn to look in her eyes.
“ Did Heath cum in you?” I ask getting a no
“ He…he pulled out to only drag me to Chris. He jerked off on us both as a way to humiliate us. Before he fucked me like he did you he scared me so much I peed on the floor. Tiffany I lost my brother over all this.” She tells me exclaiming as my eyes grow wider
“ Oh god no Selena he wouldn’t leave us. He loves us all honey.” I say trying to reassure her
“ No Tiffany he said that Chris and I lost the privilege of calling him our brother. He said for us not look for him or call him. He said if we did he would take my ass while Chris watched.” She tells me as I go shocked with more tears
“ No you must be talking of a different Heath. No this isn’t my Heath.” I say with sadness and denial
“ It was Heath sis he didn’t care what he was doing. He had no love in his eyes.” Selena tells me as we hold each other
After a few minutes of silence Selena hands me something.
“ What’s this Sis?” I ask as I take the warped box
“ I…I found it on the floor. Heath must of been mad and squashed it.” Selena tells me as I open it to only cry feeling my heart fall into nothing
I pull the chain to find two hearts at the end.
“ Oh Tiffany it’s so beautiful.” Selena tells me as she sobs
“ Yes it is please put it on me.” I say as I hand it to her
“ You sure what if he wants it back?” She asks as I nod
“ Yes I am sure as I will never take it off. And if he want’s it back he has to take me with it.” I tell Selena as she takes it from my hand
Once on I get up to run for the bathroom. Once in I look in the mirror to see the hearts shine in the bathroom light. One is silver as the other is gold. I cry seeing he loved me, but now I know it’s over. I feel like hell knowing I lost the best thing in my life. I vow to one day no matter what to get him back on my necklace. I leave the bathroom to my room. I get dressed making my way back to the living room. Selena sees me as I go to the door.
“ Where…where are you going?” She asks me as I stop and look in her eyes
“ To Chris and Heath’s to see if he is there. I am not going to give up, and besides I want to check on Chris.” I say as she nods
“ He can’t have sex anytime soon.” She tells me as I look at her wide eyed
“ Selena I don’t want sex from him. As of right now I am not going to have sex with any man except Heath. I don’t care how long it takes.” I say going out the door
I make my way down the hallway to my baby’s dorm room with hope he is there.
It’s graduation day as I hide under the bandstands that has the families of the students. I am dressed in jeans, a muscle shirt, and shades. I stand here listening to Jasmine speak with a beautiful voice that I will miss hearing.
“ Friendship is earned, respected, and cherished as it is the back bone of Family. Family is those around you that have your back and never leave you. They never betray or leave you for any reason. So as I say these words you all are a family of classmates that should cherish those around you.” Jasmine says with great passion
As everyone cheers and applauds I smile at a crying Jasmine. As I look around I see everyone crying especially Tiffany who is looking around from her seat. I look at her neck to see the double hearts I gave her. I shake my head as the principal asks for the students to line up for their diplomas. As names are called I watch intently at my friends going up to get theirs. I watch as Selena walks up to get hers. She has tears although I don’t think she is crying that she is getting a diploma. After a few other names I see Chris has shades on as he steps up to accept his. Hmm I wonder how he got the shiner he is hiding. Next after several going up Tiffany walks up to get her diploma. She cries with red puffy eyes with a odd walk. Hmm wonder if she liked walking bone legged. As they all wait for it I stand and that is when I hear my cue. I step to the side door looking at my friends as my name is announced. Everyone looks for me as I back up to the side door. I catch Tiffany looking straight at me trying to see my eyes, but she can’t for my shades block them. I shake my head as I open the door and walk out. Making my way to the truck I had bought off a nice gentleman. I think of the drive I will be making. There is only one thing from my old home that was a home with Chris and his parents. Once I am at my truck I place the cd I bought from the local Hastings into my new cd player. It’s one of my favorite bands. As I listen backing up I leave this school 18 years old, 6‘3, 254 lbs, medium length red hair with what use to be bright blue eyes which now are just blue. As I make my way to California I listen to the song that plays.