“That feels good. Come on boy, slap them into me, I want to feel them.”
Ma’am wanted me to go for it, so I did. It hurt, it hurt a lot. Every time I pounded into her my balls swung hard up into her. The motion was fast, and each swing caused a surge of pain.
“Oh yeah, oh fuck. That’s good, yes baby.”
Ma’am was loving my cock smashing into her, balls deep with every stroke. My balls were in lots of pain but that pain was helping Ma’am close in on another orgasm. It was also helping distract me from the beautiful feelings her pussy was creating.
She was close now, I was giving it all I could. I was breathing hard, it was tricky, all the movement came from my hips and legs as my wrists were cuffed by my side.
It felt like someone was hitting my balls with a hammer but I knew a few more strokes would do it, and mercifully they did. She shuddered and groaned loudly, gripping the bench tightly with her nails.
I stopped deep inside her as she slowly came to her senses. She motioned me to move back and my cock slipped out.
“Nice baby, very nice. Maybe having your cock and your balls in agony is the way forward.”
Internally I grimaced, my balls were hurting badly.
“Maybe Ma’am, if you think it is the right thing to do then that is what should happen.”
She moved off the bench and sat on the leg rest.
“Come here.”
I moved in front of her and she slowly started masturbating me, gliding her hand over my slick cock. I was rock hard despite my tortured balls.
Suddenly she ducked down and took me in her mouth, I gasped at the sudden swish of her tongue over my sensitive head. She went to town on me, one hand gripped my shaft tightly and she sucked as hard as she could, bobbing up and down and working her tongue quickly across my ridge and frenum.
I didn’t stand a chance, the speed and surprise of her change in tactics, combined with my fatigue and arousal blew away any self control I had. It only took a few minutes before I was on the brink of orgasm.
Just before I got to the edge she gave me one last powerful suck and pulled off me.
I was out of breath and flushed.
“Well boy? Not enough pain or not enough self control?”
I didn’t know what to say. No one could have resisted her onslaught. One thing was for sure, I didn’t want any more pain, but could I admit to lacking self control? Again? But then I realised, pain was an excuse. Nothing more.
“Not enough self control Ma’am. I’m sorry Ma’am but you…”
“But I what, boy?”
She used her dominant voice, I knew I was in trouble.
“Sorry Ma’am, I was just about to make a pathetic excuse. The fault is entirely mine. I take full responsibility for my failure.”
She stared at me for a second before nodding.
“Fair enough, you have to own your failures. That is the only way to learn from them.”
With that, her mouth was back on my cock and driving me insane with lust. She didn’t go for it with quite as much gusto this time though. Her movements were slower and more considered. It felt incredible but I had some time to think and prepare. I had to concentrate, the important thing was to enjoy it. I knew she wasn’t going to let me cum so all I had to do was allow all the amazing sensations to run through me.
Her mouth and tongue were combining in a way that I knew I wouldn’t be able to resist for long though. The sucking, along with her tongue on my taut head, were overwhelming me. It wasn’t long before she stopped again and looked up at me.
“It’s like you have gone backwards despite all of my best efforts boy.”
Her mouth was on me again, moving even more slowly. It was too soon, I was lost. Within thirty seconds she had to stop again.
Part of me felt that this was unfair, she was not giving me a chance. But I knew that was nonsense. Ma’am had been training me for a year now. I should be able to do better, a lot better. I was angry with myself. Replace should with must. I must do better.
I must do better because if I didn’t, life was going to be very tough. Ma’am demanded the best and I was giving her far from my best.
She stood up.
“I think I am going to have to accelerate my plans boy. It is our “chasiversary” in a few days time but I am going to give you your present tomorrow bearing in mind what just happened.”
She left, returning with the freezing towel. As my erection was slowly numbed away, she removed the ball weights and then locked me away again.
I was pretty sure that my present wasn’t going to be something good, quite the opposite on fact.
We went upstairs and I prepared breakfast for both of us. As we ate Ma’am questioned me.
“So what’s going on baby? Why aren’t you behaving as well as you have in the past?”
“I’m not sure Ma’am but I am sorry. The only thing I can think of is that I’m not getting enough of you, if that makes sense.”
Ma’am nodded.
“I can see that.”
“When I’m with you I get constant attention, both physically and mentally. There is very little down time from being your submissive.”
“So you need constant attention, like a child?”
It sounded awful when she put it like that.
“I know Ma’am, I’m ashamed. But the constant reminders of my place keep me in a good mental space. When I’m at university I think I sort of switch off. I’m so used to chastity now that it feels completely normal, and in a way, not submissive which is really weird.”
She reached out and held my hand.
“I think I get it. I’m not angry with you, this is new to me too. I’ve never had a sub who basically disappears for three months, three times a year. Add on the fact that you are completely new to this and there are a lot of unknowns.
But we are not going into some sort of holding pattern for your three years at university. I am like a shark, I have to keep moving forward.”
She sat back and paused.
“Right, I have a plan for your last term. It’s an important one, you have exams at the end of it. I’m going to make thoroughly sure that you keep your mind on the job and we will see where we are when you come back.”
“Yes Ma’am, I have no idea what you have planned but I will willingly comply as I know you only have what’s best for me in mind.”
She smiled, “I do baby, and what’s best for us too. But for now, your exams are the most important thing. As for right now, we are going to see your mother for a walk so get dressed.”
We joined my mum at a nearby landmark and had a long walk. Her and Ma’am chatted non stop, it was clear that they had become good friends while I had been away. While I didn’t like the idea of the two of them gossiping about me, I was very happy that my mum had such a good friend so close by.
I knew that if she ever had a problem, Ma’am would be able to sort it out, if not by herself, then with her network of friends.
We had lunch and wandered back to Ma’am’s.
“I feel like I haven’t had enough orgasms baby, care to help me out with that?”
“I had been planning on watching the football all afternoon and then having a snooze Ma’am, but if you insist.”
She grinned and slapped my arse.
“Get yourself into my bed, cheeky.”
I bounced up the stairs and was standing to attention at the foot of the bed when Ma’am returned. It didn’t take her long to tie me in a spread eagle position in the middle of the mattress. She had anticipated my arousal and brought the usual towel with her.