Rain by DB86,DB86

Rain plastered a smile back on her face, oblivious to the brief insight she’d just given me. “You know, in a way you’re so right. I’ve led a very charmed life. A life that’s led me to you and this awesome town! And I’ve made a new friend today. Theodore is a very interesting person.”

“You met Theodore just today,” I argued. “You hardly became friends with him.”

“A friend is just a stranger you haven’t met yet,” she quoted.

“Rain was completely and utterly crazy. And I was completely and utterly in love with her.”

When we got home, Rain went into the kitchen, and I finished some work on my computer.

I heard her singing in the kitchen as she prepared dinner. She had a beautiful voice, high and clear. She seemed to be okay, and I pushed my fears to the back of my mind.

Dinner was delicious. Somehow, she knew all my favorite foods.

Summer passed in a dream. Rain always looked on the bright side in everything and saw the good in everyone. As a result, people were naturally drawn to her sweet and charming nature.

She was the most sociable person I’d ever known. During the short time she had been living in Middletown, she had made more friends than I had made in my whole life. She made friends everywhere she went and snatched up acquaintances in every corner. Every way I went, I had people asking me about her or sending her their regards.

She started going to the gym with Georgina, Middletown High gym teacher and the wife of my nerd friend, Daniel. At the gym, she met Grace, the town’s realtor, and Derek and Bella, the gym’s owners. Very quickly, she became friends with all of them.

Through them, Rain met Laura and Percy, owners of the only Bed and Breakfast in town. Rain spent a lot of time at the B&B kitchen, sharing recipes with Laura and her Aunt Molly. Rain was amazed by Molly’s artifacts collection, and sooner than later they were drinking tea and exchanging tales about their trips around the world.

My social life increased quite a bit. We were constantly being invited to dinners and gatherings. I started going to the gym with her.

While the nature of these friendships might seem superficial to the eye of the idler observer, she knew the family stories of all of them. And she left a lasting impression on all of them.

Rain spread love around her with random acts of kindness. Like the time she was late for dinner and I found her talking with Mrs. Rowland, a lonely-widow neighbor. She was having tea with her.

“There are so many lonely people who have nowhere else to go and no one to share their lives with,” Rain said. “She lived a fascinating life.”

I felt ashamed of myself for all the times I walked by my old-lady neighbor without saying more than ‘have a good day.’ I didn’t even know her first name.

Rain’s boundless energy and positivity were inspiring. She talked me into taking dancing classes at the community center. I always wanted to learn how to dance but I’d always felt clumsy and uncoordinated.

In my first class, I was very anxious. But thanks to Rain’s patient and positive personality, I did it great and my self-confidence improved.

She also taught me how to meditate. I was happier, more focused and productive at work, and more comfortable in my own skin.

She was not only my breath of fresh air, but a breath of fresh air for everyone she met.

Life was never dull, or lacking in adventure, with her at my side. She had turned my life upside down in a way, no one else had before. Maybe my first impression of her was right, and she was a fairy after all. The woman had magic in her veins.

For the first time in my life, I was happy because I knew that tomorrow, the next day, and the day after that, I was going to share my life with Rain.

I used to lie at night, watching the ceiling, trying to think about all the things that have changed for the better in my life.

We spent as much time as we could together. We walked. We explored. We laughed.

Yes, we had sex, too. But my feelings for Rain had nothing to do with sex, even when it was the best sex I ever had in my life. It was about Rain and being with her and getting to know her. The sex was amazing, awesome, and life-changing. But I was captivated, enthralled by her whole persona.

My heart just couldn’t stop loving her, not even for a fleeting moment.

However, I never acted on my attraction to her.

Why? Because I was too damned scared that she would shoot me down. Can’t cage a bird when they’re meant to be free. So, I was afraid of letting myself feel all these things I was feeling for her. Yet, I couldn’t help it. I was like the proverbial moth drawn to the flames.

We shared a lot about ourselves, but Rain didn’t let me inside her heart. Not really. We held hands, we kissed, we cuddled, we had sex, and we did a lot of things together as couples do. But… we never defined what kind of relationship we were in, or even if we were in one. We didn’t speculate about the future.

Deep down, I feared that one day, she was going to fly away, looking for new horizons and new adventures.

I knew that day my heart was going to break in two.

CHAPTER 6: RAIN

My phone rang and the name that came upon the screen surprised me and scared me at the same time.

“Hey Lukas, long time no talk. Where in the world are you?”

“Hello, Rain, meine liebe! Actually, I am in the US, in Portland to be more specific,” Lukas said, with his usual enthusiasm.

“Really? What are you doing in America?” I asked surprised.

“Just taking care of some family business, and checking on my favorite girl. I can’t believe you haven’t called me in more than a year,” he all but pouted on the phone screen. Lukas was prone to theatrics. And he was madly rich. “You have barely used the credit card I gave you lately. I was worried.”

I rolled my eyes with a smile.

“How are you? And you know exactly what I am asking,” his voice now was dead serious.

I knew where this conversation was heading, and I didn’t like it. I took a deep breath and said, “I am well, I guess.”

“You guess? Rain what’s wrong?”

“Two weeks ago, I had a little faint.”

“You fainted? Did the doctor do a whole-body checkup?”

“Lukas, stop! I didn’t go to see any doctor. I had a little dizzy spell, that’s all. I’m fine,” I repeated.”

“Or it could be something. Rain, you know you have to have yourself checked every three to six months. You got none. I checked.”

“No, no, no, no…” The reality of my situation had finally caught up with me.

“I haven’t fainted or experienced any other symptoms since… well, you know. I am fine. Stop worrying.”

“Where are you now?”

“I’m in a small town in the northwest. It’s called Middletown. Quite a charming place with very nice people and some spectacular views.”

He rolled his eyes on the phone screen. “You find nice people wherever you go. Have you met someone special?”

“I have,” I told him honestly. “Nothing too deep or serious, you know me. But he is a sweet, kind, and caring man. He is special in every sense of the word… I am enjoying it being with him.” I was smiling and blushing while telling Lukas about Rolf. OMG, what was happening to me?

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