The Artist by feministpron
The Thwaites glacier broke off of the Antarctic four days ago, leading the way for an unprecedented about of ice–a so-called river of ice– to begin flowing to the sea. The largest glacier in the world is thought to have irreversible ramifications for the rest of the world, with sealevel rise expected between six and twenty feet in the next decade. We now turn to Dr. Aysha Bektar, a scientist leading a research team on the continent–
Alyssa closed the window playing the six o’clock news on Youtube before snapping her laptop shut. Standing in her floor-length hallway mirror, peering past the dust–she really ought to clean it, she admonished herself — she examined her outfit. Smart, semi casual vibes. Whatever. She rolled her eyes at herself. Glancing at her phone before tossing it in her bag, she knew she would be about an hour late to the party. Perfect.
It was raining outside. When hadn’t it been raining lately? Dreary and gloomy all summer long. Soon it would be fall, too cold to do anything besides run from work to gym to restaurant to bat on repeat. Drops spattered her hair, making even straighter and flatter than it ordinarily was, ruining her attempts at a self-administered blow out.
But her rideshare was waiting outside, right on time. “Hey howyadoin,” she muttered, sliding onto the leather seats. One of those artificial air fresheners, or his last passenger’s overzealous perfume application, hung thickly in the air.
“Going somewhere fun?” the driver asked.
“Is anyone anymore?”
He gave a knowing nod, not taking his eyes off the road.
She watched the rain-slicked world slip by. 8:30pm. The sun was setting somewhere up there. Above the clouds, where it was always sunny, before becoming endlessly black.
“Here we are,” he said, catching her eye in the rearview. “Have a good night.”
“You too,” she said, thumbing through the app to give him his hoped-for 5 star review. She was feeling generous tonight.
The place looked nondescript, one of those brownstone yet not exactly brownstone affairs. Some corrugated tin was tacked onto one side in an attempt at modernity, beside giant square windows that gaped onto the street. She could make out the party from here.
A friend of a friend new this guy. Some rich crypto dude. New money. Not that she could judge; she wasn’t new or old money. Middle-aged money, she mused, her job at a marketing firm paying well. Maybe not well enough for all the soul-sucking it did of her. But at least it paid for her own nice apartment with a private terrace and left enough over for her to blow on her significant entertainment expenses. What’s the point of saving, this late in the game?
She knocked on the door. After a few moments of standing, hearing the music thump through the walls, she tried the doorknob. Open.
Inside, the place was pretty much what you’d expect from someone who was trying to show off. Ultra modern furniture. A hired bartender in a poncy vest. Art hanging from all the walls. Oh god… was that a Beeple? She couldn’t decide what was more repellent–his hanging something so garish on the wall, or the fact that she knew what that even was.
Getting a drink from the bar, she faced a selection of crowded rooms to choose from. None of them would contain anyone she knew. It’s not that she wasn’t invited–not exactly. She was her friend Claire’s plus one, but Clair got sick, or was hungover, or was going on a date or something…
There just wasn’t any way Alyssa was going to stay home on a Saturday night. She was a firm believer in yolo, especially these days. She also had a nasty case of the fomos.
She inserted herself into a conversation with a group of attractive enough people who were, as she found out too late, unfortunately talking about the election. Instead of dipping out, she sipped her spicy margarita to tired old words like fascist, and gerrymandering, content with staring at these people, nodding, pretending to listen while she silently made up stories about who they were and why they were at such a weird party.
When the conversation moved onto art, she perked up. Last summer she and some girlfriends went to Art Basel for no particular reason. They didn’t give a fuck about art, but why not check it out, they figured. They were all young, hot. They could mingle with artsy douchebag narcissists and then get drinks on the beach.
In spite of herself, she ended up absorbing some knowledge. Carla Accardi, Maya Stovall, David Hammons. Weird stuff. Kind of pointless. But… rich? She ended up leaving the trip understanding, for the first time, how art is really just a big money-laundering scheme for the mega-wealthy. Maybe she should get into art…
That’s why this guy’s apartment intrigued her. She’d heard he hired plainclothes security guards to protect his stash, and she could see why. Her little group stood in front of a Damien Hirst statue, a dead pigeon preserved in formaldehyde. Probably worth at least a couple hundred grand. Gross and creepy.
A woman who’d been standing just to her right stepped away to look at another piece, revealing a small work hanging on the wall she’d not noticed yet. She cocked her head to the side, unsure what she was seeing at first.
“Magnificent, isn’t it?” said a woman beside her, admiring it also.
“Is it a…”
“Vulva? Yep. Pretty damned realistic.” The woman smiled, her arms crossed, a wine glass dangling out of her hand. “Quite a close study.”
That it was. It was a clay model, fired and carefully painted. It seemed to glisten, parts of it coated with a transparent paint that made it seem… wet. She scoffed, turned away to face the room again. Amateur. Obvious. She strolled amongst the crowd.
But her disinterest was feigned. It was as though she could feel the thing’s presence over there, hanging on that wall. Like it was living, throbbing. Beckoning.
And why shouldn’t I go over for another look, she thought, checking herself. Its hung up on the wall for that exact purpose, isn’t it? She did a few turns of the room, staring at other paintings, other obscene sculptures, other useless swaths of paint. It wasn’t like she’d never seen explicit art before. Hell, there were at least three pairs of naked breasts she could see from where she stood.
So what was it about that piece that held her interest?
She casually meandered over to it again, waiting patiently for a group of women to move aside. They pointed, put their hands to their mouths. “You know the artist is here?” she overheard one of them say.
Coming before it again, she tried to understand what made it different than other works of art. What was so evocative about this small assemblage of painted material. Something about the shape of it, the rounded contours, the transparent sheen that coated it.
It’s aroused, she realized. Very aroused.
She went to the bar, feeling as though she could no longer justify standing before the thing and not look like some kind of weird pervert.
She faced the room, leaning her back onto the long bar. The owner of the house walked by. She’d never seen him, even a photo. But she knew because this man was short, a distinctly unappealing air to him, and he was flanked by two gorgeous women and trailed by even more sycophant leeches.