“This place is Magical Danny!” Feeling the water softly lap back and forth against my shins was amazing, a well deserved reward after the walk. I turned around and Danny had set up two sun chairs for us. Where did he get those? He didn’t bring them with us. He must’ve noticed my inquisitive look. “I brought them here a long time ago, they’re still good.”
He plopped his butt on one and patted the other. Grabbing my Umbrella I sat opposite him with a bright smile. While the day did not amount to much, we mostly just lounged and talked about whatever came to mind. He talked about his upcoming tryout, being worried because there was another player on his team that was really good. I’m pretty sure he was talking about a friend’s brother but he never said a name. He apologized for always being mean, I didn’t hold it against him, I never did and I told him that.
Only when the sun began to set did I dare reveal the bikini underneath my clothes, without the danger of being severly burnt I proudly displayed myself. He was stunned at first but quickly looked away, I could hear him think ‘Holy fuck, It’s better than I thought it would be’ I giggled at his reaction. “Danny It’s okay, you can look” I reassured him as he averted his gaze, looking out at the ocean. “I should light a fire if we’re gonna stick around, it’s gonna get dark soon”
Wait, were we staying here? I thought we were just spending the day. “Dont worry Sis, It’s fine I have a tent” He pointed to the bag of supplies he had brought, well at least he thought ahead.
I watched him light the fire, we didn’t need it for warmth. The sand and air was still plenty hot, the water was starting to cool but it was a nice change. With the fire flickering we sat in silence, I didn’t know what to say. ‘How do I say this? How do I tell her? Come on Danny you’re never going to get another chance like this’ He was hyping himself up to tell me what I already knew, to give him some incentive I feigned a yawn and stretched.
‘Fuck Fuck Fuck Okay Danny, It’s now or never’ Was he actually going to say it? How was he going to say it? Just come out and say He wants to fuck me? “H-hey Cammy?” I turned to meet his gaze, he had shrunk back into himself. “Yeah what’s up Danny?”
“D-do you….Like me?” Oh no he’s going with the like me thing.
“Uh…Yeah? Why do you ask?” I knew what he meant but I wanted to hear him express himself, I needed to hear he wanted me.
“N-no I mean…..Do you Like me?” He restated himself but this time with more emphasis on like.
I raised my eyebrows and dropped my jaw, showing him that his message did come across. “W-wait that’s not what I meant!” He put his hands out in front of him, trying to save himself from embarrassment.
“It isn’t? Then what did you mean?” Come on Danny, you can do it.
“Uh what I meant is….Okay Cammy I’m just going to be honest alright?” The poor guy was really trying
“Okay?” I laid back on my sun chair, giving him a good view of my body. “Cammy….I have thought about you….” He was fighting himself, he knew this was the point of no return.
“I have thought about you…..naked….before” Good move, don’t admit to it straight away.
“You’ve….Fantasized about me?” I was being blunt, I was enjoying this but now I was done beating around the bush.
His cheeks noticeably darkened at my word choice, the man’s head sunk into his shoulders. I think if he could have curled up inside himself he would have. “….Yes”
There it was, the confession I was hoping for. My heart was fluttering and I could feel a certain electricity in the air. He admitted it, But now what? Where do we go from here? The idea of fooling around with my brother was exciting, even though it was taboo but perhaps that’s why the thought was so appealing to me.
I had lived my life by the rules my Mother had set and now I had a chance to break from those rules, I mean I could do that in ways other than sleeping with my brother but we all have to start somewhere. He was searching my face, looking for disgust or repulsion. I could hear him think ~For fuck sakes Danny, what did you do~
I scooted a little closer to him, taking his hand into mine. “Danny….It’s okay” I saw his eyes light up at my reassurance. “I mean, you can’t help who you’re attracted to right?” He nodded sheepishly, I could still see the hesitation in him. I could hear him battling with himself.
“So your Fantasies….Tell me about them” I wanted him to truly be honest with me, I knew what he wanted to do to me. I wanted to hear him confess to me.
“Uh….well….There’s one where we are…..Here” He began, my brow raised and I looked over the private slice of heaven he had brought us to. “We’re here?” He nodded, his cheeks reddening even more.
“Y-You’re Um…..On your knees…” I could see him struggling to make his fantasy into words, He was still wrestling with the taboo nature of them. “….I’m sucking you off aren’t I?” I decided to finish his thought, his eyes met mine. My thin lips curled into a smile, a reassuring smile. “Go ahead Danny, tell me about it.”
“Um….Yeah you are….I have your hair in my hand….Im leaned against the tree” He looked at the single palm tree, I could see his shorts begin to tent as he thought about his fantasy. “Oh? I looked at the tree and went back to him. “What else?” Inside I was a mess of butterflies and adrenaline, I loved this.
“There’s another….where I’m behind you…uh….” He shifted his gaze from me, My hand slipped from his as gently rubbed his knee as I leaned over to try to catch his eyes again. “Fucking me?” He looked at me, his jaw was trembling. The poor thing was a mess of emotions, He was frightened, confused and horny.
He was describing his fantasies to me, one after the other. I was listening, gently nodding along as he explained in vivid detail just what we would do in them. This is exactly what I wanted, happening almost exactly as I planned it to. Yet in this moment I found my mind wandering to thoughts of someone else, to their fantasy. To Henry. “Cammy?” I inhaled sharply, Danny was staring at me like he had just asked me a question.
“Sorry, I was somewhere else. What did you say?” Just like that the moment was gone and….I was okay with that, I didn’t want to go through with it anymore, I cared for Danny and up until now I really was going to make one of his fantasies come true, but he’s not the brother I want to do this with, Henry is.
“Do you…Think it’s weird?” He needed reassurance that what he had fantasized about doing with me was normal, of course it wasn’t but in a way it did make sense. “I mean….You haven’t had a girlfriend in a while right?” He recoiled slightly from my question, It wasn’t what he was hoping for.
“N-no, not in a little while anyway.” He turned away from me, The moment had passed. I had made my decision, sorry Danny. “Maybe it’s just because you haven’t….gotten laid?” I was trying to best explain this without hurting his feelings, he was expecting a different reaction. “Just….nevermind.” He stood up from the chair, throwing a pail of water over the fire. “Let’s go home.”