One internet blog had a video of me going to the shops in my loose tracksuit. I had my hair scraped back and had no makeup on at all. I was a regular mom going to the shops. The way it was written you would think I was getting whisky and going under the railway arches with the bottle in a brown paper bag.
“Now Sarah, just relax and we can talk, ok. I might suggest some hypnotherapy, but first just tell me what you are feeling right now.”
“Thanks for seeing me, Janine. I love your house, so peaceful.”
“Well, I believe in the power of the now. The power that us women have, which men can drain and destroy. There are no men in this house and so no negative energy, ok? I have sent my slave out; he won’t be back for the rest of the day. He is a good boy, but his maleness affects the vibrations in the house. I have him sleep in a outside brick shed in the garden, out of sight.”
“Mmmmm. Let me breath for a while and relax.”
I took a deep breath in and exhaled slowly. The energy in this room is so amazing.
“Ok. Now talk to me Sarah. Start with growing up, what was that like?”
“I had a happy childhood. My mom was kind and taught me how to be a strong and independent woman. We have two sissy slaves, but they just did their job and didn’t really come very nearby. It was a mainly female house with me and my mommy and my three lovely sisters.”
“Interesting!”
Over the 10 sessions Janine took me through my life, identifying points of stress or anger or sadness or depression. It was fascinating to be under hypnosis, so relaxing. I told her things I haven’t told a soul all my life.
I learnt how valuable I am. What a beautiful soul I have, how precious my existence. I also learnt strategies to regain my happiness, my equilibrium.
One of my childhood memories which caused me great stress, was when my mom went to Africa for 6 months when I was 10 years old. She went on her own and I didn’t understand. Family life continued, but I could tell my dad missed her so much. My older sisters were in charge and I felt safe and secure, but I couldn’t process “why have you gone away and left me?”
It took several sessions to deal with that trauma.
During the summer me and Kurt went travelling in India, just the two of us. We saw amazing sights and ate wonderful food. We made love under the stars and got to enjoy each other’s company. He found out I love swimming in the ocean and I found out he loved quirky museums specialising in local artefacts.
Kurt has a pilot’s licence and often when we got back from India, he would fly me to Dubai to a restaurant in the China quarter. It was magical when we stayed overnight and flew back the next morning in our little Cessna aircraft.
The next day, after Kurt went to work, I spoke to Anna about what she thought about what was happening with my career and the new offer the TV station had made to me.
“Well, mom, I think it is a crap offer, to be honest.”
“Really? Why do you say that?”
Adam had come into the sunroom, where we were sitting, and lay down at my feet. I took off my slippers and put my left foot on his face and my right foot on his chest. He has made a bit of a habit of doing this since I am home most of the time. I think it is quite sweet. Anna ignores him and explains her reasoning.
“Aww look at your daddy. So sweet under my smelly feet.”
“If you think about it, here you are a very successful and glamorous TV star with millions of fans and they park you in a weekly chat show! You were doing those interviews 4 days a week, now they have cut you down. I think it is outrageous! Have you signed a new contract agreeing?”
“No, I haven’t. I hadn’t thought about it like that. What would you do if you were me, honey?”
“I would actively look for other opportunities. Think what Channel 667 would offer you if you hinted you were open to new ideas?”
Channel 667 is heavily invested in Gynarchy culture and history. It has regular programmes showing slave auctions as they happen. Whippings and canings are also televised. All the hip people in showbusiness and politics want to appear on their extremely cutting-edge programmes. I hadn’t thought about it before because I was invested in the Gynarchy Slave Show on Channel 9,
Perhaps it was time to think again.
“Thanks, Anna. I knew you would give me fresh perspective.”
“You are a great asset. You go and fly with new wings. Maybe talk to Janine, your hypnotherapist, about it?”
“Adam, go and finish your chores, ok? Good boy.”
A week later I am in Janine’s house feeling very relaxed. She is taking me to a new place of relaxation and realisation of all my assets. She lets me talk and advises to be cautious as I could burn all my boats. She wonders if I could make discreet enquiries whilst I am in talks with Channel 9 about the new show.
“That is a possibility, I guess.”
I notice Janine is a bit distracted and I ask what the matter is.
“My sissy slave keeps coming into this space when he knows I have a client. I should whip him for it, but he is so cute. I love his shapely butt in his tight skirt”.
We both laugh and Janine calls her slave into the room. He is tall and handsome, but also very much a sissy. He has big muscles which he shows off by wearing a skimpy T shirt with his skirt and heels.
“Babe, you know you shouldn’t be here when I have clients. You spoil the female vibe I have going. Get us some coffee and cake and then disappear, we will talk about this later, ok?”
We enjoy our refreshments and, now being out of the hypnotherapy session, we talk about family and careers and fashion and hair. She has the same problem I do with hair going curly for no reason.
At home I get a phone call from a friend at Channel 667. She asks to meet as she has heard some interesting rumours that I am tired of Channel 9.
I was shocked, how did she hear rumours? What is going on? Then I realise that I had mentioned my situation to my hairdresser, Heidi. She is married to a Junior Assistant Producer at Channel 667. So much for hair and girly chat sisters’ confidentiality.
I really like Heidi, so I am not too annoyed. Perhaps this is the opening I need.
A week later I have a meeting with two Channel 667 executives in my sunroom. Adam serves us very daintily and I remind myself to tell him what a good boy he is.
“My name is Tori Spratt and this is Angel Belth. We were very excited when we heard you may be looking for new opportunities. As you know we at Channel 667 are interested in reflecting Gynarchy life to our viewers. We concentrate on sissy slave news and events. We always cover the slave graduations and auctions and we have a weekly update following five families throughout the Gynarchy. Tell me what you are thinking?”
“For a long time, I have been wondering what I would do if Channel 9 got tired of me. Well, they are scrapping the Gynarchy Slave Show and have offered me a weekly chat show instead. I took it badly and I haven’t agreed yet.”
We chatted some more about contracts and ideas they had for me. They suggested we have a meeting, with my lawyer present, to discuss firm proposals and the monetary offer.