“John, please put me on loo, alone.”
“Can you sit alone? You really do not topple over?”
“Don’t know. Can’t -o -o -ove -o -ove move at all, can I?”
I wasn’t sure and slid stools under her knes. This seemed to work, she couldn’t topple forward anymore, and I left the bathroom.
“Remember, you are not alone. I leave the door open to hear you. Just call me.”
She needs quite a while to get it done.
“John, ready. -i wi- wi- -i -i clean butt.”
As I was worrying about her, worrying that something may happen and she can’t help herself, I was back in a second. Luckily everything was fine, it seemed that Isabelle trusted more in herself than I did.
“Dress me.”
“John, thank you for this -o -o -o -onder-u -onder-u -onder -o -o -onder”, she couldn’t make it, stopped, but this time without spasms, no cramps and not getting excited. She simply stopped, smiling at me and waiting for me to step in.
“Yes Isabelle, it was a wonderful day and let me thank you for being here, together with me. It’s much more than a pleasure to be with you”, I smiled to her, thankfully.
“Take me outside. See ocean.”
I put her on the terrace, looking to the ocean, myself at her side. The sun was still blazing, shining into our eyes.
“-u -u -u”
I took her hands, caressed them, until she tried again.
“-u -u put sunhat on me. Bag.”
There was a large white sunhat in her bag. I put it on her and Isabelle looked like a queen, sitting in her Lotus position, straight and upright, elegant and stunningly beautiful. I took a photo of her.
“For me. Want to be able to see the angel forever. To have you with me forever, in my heart.”
She smiled at me.
I sat down at her side, put an arm around her shoulder and took a selfie of us.
“For you?”
“No, for our kids. To remember us.”
Isabelle was silent for a while before she answered
“Yes, -or -or for our kids.”