5/1/2022
Dear diary,
Well hello again. It’s been 20 years since we’ve talked. Back then I was a short, 115 pound, no butt at all 20 year old brunette with some B cup boobs. I wrote to you often about confusing things in my life. I gave up that writing because I believed I had gotten my life together. Today, I am a short, 150 pound, full butt having 40 year old dirty blonde with some half way sagging D cup boobs. I readily admit it’s partially my fault. I don’t really work out. But I did give birth to two kids which had a hand in it.
I guess overall it’s called a mom bod. I like MILF though (Did you know that meant Mother I’d Like to Fuck?). I have a 20 year old daughter(Sindee) and a 18 year old son(Jon) now. I’m a single parent at that, my husband discovered he was gay and left two years ago. But that isn’t why I’m writing again. I’ll have to rewind and catch you up before I then start maybe giving you more regular updates. This all started when…
4/14/2022-I had just finished drying off from a shower in the guest bathroom since my master bathroom is being remodeled. Wrapped in a towel I made my way down the hall towards my bedroom when I passed the second door, Sindee’s room. There were unmistakable moaning sounds coming from within.
I’m not one to spy, especially on my own children, but I felt the need to discretely tell her to be more careful when masturbating lest her brother walk in on her. I opened the door just a couple inches and my jaw dropped open. She was not masturbating! She had a gentleman in her room and was on top of him, riding up and down slowly.
Her back was to me and I quickly stepped back a bit so she wouldn’t turn and see me. I have to admit to you, diary, that even though I knew it was wrong to watch, I couldn’t leave. I was mesmerized. Especially when she leaned forward against his belly and I saw the full scope of her pleasure. Whoever Sindee was fucking had a huge, thick cock. Her pussy was stuffed full. I watched in wonder as she rode him.
I heard her say, “Fuck your cock is huge. Feels so nice inside my cunt.” I was shocked that she even knew such a word! His hands on either side of her hips urged her into a faster rhythm and I heard the boy grunting with each downward thrust of Sindee’s pussy.
I heard him say, “Fuck I’m cumming,” and Sindee then sat motionless on top of him. She moaned loudly as her pussy was obviously being pumped full of hot cum. She pulled herself off him and backed up and laid on her belly, lifting his softening cock (and yet still impressive size) and sucking it all into her mouth.
I could only imagine what it tasted like with her own cunt juice all over that cum covered cock. As though she read my mind, Sindee pulled his cock out of her mouth and said, “Jesus Jon, your dick always tastes so good with my cream all over it.”
WTF?! Jon? It couldn’t be. But then the gentleman propped himself up on his elbows and it was my son, her brother! I backed slowly and quietly down the hall to my room, but slowly enough that I heard Jon say, “One of these days you’re going to let me fuck that ass, right?” And her clear response of, “Quid, pro, quo.”
4/14/2022-later that night in my bed. Now please diary, don’t think badly of me. I’m already ashamed enough about it myself. But I was super turned on and took out my clit vibe, held it against my clit tight, closed my eyes and had my own orgasm all while I pictured my two children fucking.
4/16/2022-Jon was gone and me and Sindee were having coffee in the dining room. I wanted to confront her but decided to just see if she would open up to me with some coaxing. Hopefully I could get her to see fucking her brother was all sorts of wrong. Here’s the conversation to the best of my recollection:
“So are you seeing anyone these days?”
“Well there’s this one guy. But nothing serious.”
“Oh? Is there a problem with getting serious with him?”
“No not really. I just don’t think he’s boyfriend material.”
“Oh I think I see. He has a….shortcoming?”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“I may be your mom, but I used to know ‘girl codes’. I would think it means he has a small penis and you’re worried about the future.”
“Mom! Stop!”
“Well? Does he?”
“Not at all. If you must know he’s gotta be around 9″. We’ve never really measured. And I really shouldn’t be talking to my mom about that.”
“Who else would you talk to? Your brother?”
Diary, that’s as far as that conversation went. I was rather sad actually.
4/17/2022-I came home from work and instead of announcing my arrival like I usually do, I quietly snuck in the house hoping to walk in on something. I didn’t hear anything but since both their cars were in the driveway, I knew they were here somewhere.
I crept up the stairs and spotted Jon’s bedroom door ajar. I stopped in my tracks as I could see him fully naked sitting on his bed. A peek one door over and I saw Sindee’s door shut. Jon stood and walked to his dresser, his impressive cock stood straight up and I think Sindee had it right. 9″ at least.
He grabbed a bottle of lube and laid back on his bed. Diary, I really thought that at least this was normal. He was going to lube his cock up and masturbate. All boys do. But what did I have to witness? He had a glob of lube alright, but he was spreading it onto his asshole! And alone he was NOT! He said, “And by doing this, I then get to fuck your ass?”
Just then Sindee came into view and she was cinching up a strap. She turned just right and I saw a flesh colored strap on cock she had just put on. She said, “All in good time. Now suck my girl cock.” And he did! Jon sucked on that strap on cock like it was a real cock. I hated myself for this, but diary, my pussy got so wet and I had to pull my dress up and shove my hand inside my panties.
Jon got on all fours on the bed and Sindee positioned herself behind him. I heard my son gasp as she slid that girl cock into his ass in one motion. As she fucked him she said, “You know, my friend Brandon is bi. And his cock is just as nice and big as yours. I’m almost positive he’d want a threesome.” Jon was getting into it now and actually backing up to meet her forward thrusts. The slapping of flesh on flesh was loud. I wondered if they were even worried about getting caught.
He screamed out that he was close to cumming so Sindee pulled out and got underneath him. Her mouth barely got over his cock when he started bucking his hips and filled her mouth with his cum. I moaned a bit too loudly as my own orgasm hit. I had to hurry back down the stairs so they wouldn’t see me!
5/1/2022-And that leads me to today diary. I have pretty much avoided them and have locked myself in my room after work each day. I feel ashamed that I’m so turned on by the thought of them fucking. Once a week masturbation has turned into four or five times a day. And always with the thought of Jon’s huge cock or of Sindee’s gorgeous body. I’ll update more and hopefully wrap my head around it. Diary, you always helped me in the past, let’s hope you will now.