“Not exactly honey. Oh shit, forget I even asked a question like that, I didn’t mean to try and pry into your private life son.”
“Mom, I have had other lovers before today. Some that definitely would even surprise you. I guess it’s hard to stop being a parent?”
“Robby…maybe I’m asking it more like a jealous lover. Oh, I don’t know, I guess sometimes I can get a little too ‘clingy.’ Like I told you earlier I know I don’t have any kind of hold over you. You’re free to live your life the way you see fit baby.”
“Well, let me ask you this mom, how many men have you had? Has it just been dad that you’ve gone to bed with?”
“Ha-ha, very good son. And that’s not an illegitimate question either. Of course you probably realized that I had boyfriends before your dad and I got married. But I can tell you that I’ve had many offers from men after your father and I got married. I will tell you that a few times I was tempted to stray when Leon Dickinson propositioned me when they came up to visit us at our cabin at Lake Mitchell.”
“You mean my friend Mark’s dad asked you to go to bed with him?”
“Everyone else had gone into Cadillac, even Marie too. And it was just him and I there. I’ll admit, he is a handsome guy, and I was tempted. I just didn’t want to ruin something between our families. And actually, there really wasn’t much of a spark there in the first place. I kept my marriage vows to your father, up to when Lisa and I were in Vegas.”
I then told Robby the story of what happened with Lisa and I, including many intimate details about what transpired over those seven days. I felt close enough with my son, and lover to try and help him understand what seemed to me to be the metamorphic change that had come about with me.
“Honey, I hope you don’t mind me telling you what I just did. I guess you’re the closest one I have to talk to about those kind of things. I haven’t even told your sister those kinds of things. It isn’t that I don’t trust her, it’s just that…I guess it’s how much I trust you baby.”
“Mom, I trust you too. And I hope you don’t mind me telling you something that I haven’t been able to share with anybody, until now if that’s okay with you.”
“Son, you can tell me anything, please know that. And what you do tell me, stays with me, just like I know what I tell you, stays with you.”
“Mom, one of my lovers…has been..Susan. She was actually my first!”
“Robby, I’m surprised, but then, I’m not surprised. I knew there were things about her that she kept hidden from me. And I didn’t feel it right to try and pressure her into sharing those secrets with me. Once again, this involves the Dickinson family…Steven and Lori too. Their mom told me about when she and Leon went away for a weekend and she came home early and found Steven and Lori in a compromising situation. Somehow your sister was involved in it too, but I never pressed her about it.”
“Were we at the lake, at our cabin. It was the weekend we celebrated…after I’d turned eighteen. You and dad were coming up on that Saturday, but Susan and I spent Friday night by ourselves. It was my first time making love. And I got to tell you, my sister gave me a very nice belated birthday present. That’s something that I haven’t been able to share with anyone. I hope you’re not mad that she and I did that.”
“No honey, that involves your privacy. And I’ll tell you this, my actually knowing that now kind of makes me moist in my lady parts, ha-ha.”
“Well then, I’ve got something else to tell you that might make you moist in your lady parts too. I’m not your only offspring that’s hot for you!!”
“What? Are you saying that Susan wants me as a lover?”
“Mom, your daughter is one hot fucking sex-machine. And according to her, she wants you more than she’s ever wanted anyone in her whole life!! She’s even talked about her, you and I in a threesome!! And…since we’re being so honest with each other right now…I would absolutely love to watch my sister eat her mother’s pussy. She says she wants to do it in the worst way!!”
“Oh my God Robby, I think I’m going to have to get home as soon as possible and change out of these wet panties!!”
Everything my son told me started to make sense. Those dreams I’d been having, I wondered if there wasn’t more to them than I originally thought? It started to look like my life was going to have some changes made to it, whether I was ready for them…or not.