After sitting silently for some time she responded, “You are going to think it is stupid.”
“No. I really want to know,” I assured her.
Hesitantly she said, “A few days ago I was out with some of my girlfriends. They all talked about their love life and how great it was. That night I had a dream a few nights ago. Although I don’t remember everything clearly, I remember some one telling me I would meet a man that would show me who would show me how wonderful sex can be. I … I thought you might be that man.”
She caught me off guard. She had been the initiator, but she was definitely frightened of what might happen. She had big expectations, but also clearly a big fear.
“Maria, if you still want to have sex I have a few conditions,” I explained.
“W.what are t.they,” she said nervously.
“First, if you don’t like me doing something, if something hurts, you will tell me to stop. I promise to stop immediately,” I said.
“Sounds good to me. I agree!” said with some enthusiasm.
“Second, try to put your horrible past experiences out of your mind,” I said.
“Okay, I will try my best,” she said.
“Third, can we put Rex out of the room. He is so protective of you, he might think I am attacking or hurting you. He has already growled when I hug you,” I suggested.
“I see what you mean and I understand,” she said. “I could put Rex in his kennel and we can shut the door to reduce whatever noise he hears.”
“That sounds good,” I returned.
She thought about it, then said, “I understand and agree. Rex kennel!”
Rex got up and walked slowly out of the room. Maria followed him and returned in a few minutes.
“I usually only put him in the kennel when I am gone for the day and can’t take him with me,” Maria said. “He may whine when he doesn’t hear us leave or hears us here.”
“I’ve noticed how obedient Max is. Did you train him?” I asked.
“No my father was a policeman and Max was his police dog. When my father and mother died Max was also injured. They decided to “retire” him and they offered him to me,” she explained. “Of course I accepted. Max and I had already spent a lot of time together and he obeyed me like he did my father.”
“If you still want to do this we can start now,” I said. “Remember, you can say no, or stop, a any point.”
Still nervous, she agreed.
“First I am going to brush your hair,” I explained. “Is that ok?”
“Y.yes,” she said sounding surprised and confused.
I had seen a hairbrush on her nightstand. I picked it up. We both sat on the edge of the bed with her back toward me.
I gently touched her shoulders. She shivered noticeably. I began on one side brushing her soft hair. It shimmered in the light with variations of red, light brown, and darker brown. I did 20 brushstrokes before moving toward the next section of hair. 20 more brushstrokes and I moved on the next section. I repeated this 5 more times during which she noticeably relaxed. I finished and put the brush back on the nightstand.
“I am going to kiss your neck,” I said.
I moved her hair aside and started kissing the side of her neck, just below her ear. She shivered again with the first kiss. I gently kissed down her neck toward her shoulder to the point where her sweatshirt covered her shoulder. I pulled the sweatshirt to the side to expose more of her shoulder for gentle kisses. I slowly moved to the back of her neck and upper back exposing what I could by lightly pulling on her sweatshirt. Maria let out an “Mmmm”.
“Do you like this?” I asked fully knowing the answer.
“Yes,” she replied
I continued to the other side of her neck moving her hair and sweatshirt aside as I went. She adjust to give me better access. I moved up and kissed her ear lobe, then lightly nibbled it. Maria giggled with approval.
“May your sweatshirt be removed?” I asked.
She stiffened slightly and then cautiously agreed.
“May I remove it?” I questioned.
“Y.yes,” she answered nervously.
I pulled on one of the sleeves and she pulled her arm out of it. I repeated the process for the second sleeve. I hooked my fingers under the bottom hem of her shirt and lifted it up over her head. Her back was still facing me. I admired her smooth, tanned skin. I lightly traced my fingers up and down her back and arms. Her skin was soft, moist and supple. She let out “oooos, “aahs”, and “mmms”. I caressed and massaged her neck, shoulders, and upper back. Her skin and muscles seemed to melt into my fingers. She cooed and sighed in pleasure. I moved down her back to the waistline of the sweatpants she was wearing.
“May I reach inside the waistband of your pants,” I asked.
“Would it be better if I took my pants off?” Maria asked.
“Yes, if you are comfortable with that,” I responded.
She paused, then stood pulled down her pants and underwear and stepped out of them.
“I’m going to kiss your lower back and touch your rear end. Are you good with that?” I asked.
“Yes!” she answered with enthusiasm.
She started to sit down. I grabbed her hips and guided her to stand in front of where I was still sitting on the bed. I ran my fingers up her sides and then I circles around her lower back. She shivered and moaned happily. I moved my hands down to her round rear end. I just stopped and admired the beauty of the woman standing in front of me. Her evenly tanned skin was perfect. I don’t know how long I stared.
“Is something wrong?” shed asked breaking my reverie.
“No, no just enjoying looking at your gorgeous body,” I answered.
I began placing light kisses on her lower back. She sighed and moaned approvingly pushing back against my lips. I began massaging her full soft hips. Her moaning became constant and louder. I moved my mouth lower to the point where her butt cheeks began to separate. She jerked.
“I’m sorry did I surprise you? Or did I do something you didn’t want me to do?” I asked.
“No, not at all. It was just so sensitive where you kissed me, I reacted. Of course no one has kissed me there before,” she apologized.
“Should I continue?” I questioned.
“Yes! Please!” she answered.
I started massaging her butt cheeks again. I kissed her again just where her cheeks separated. She jumped again, but I continued and kissed her several more times with her twitching each time. I moved my lips down to her butt cheeks. Maria continued to moan. I continued kissing while I moved my hands lower onto upper thighs. I gently rubbed the outside of her thighs, then moved to the backs. Maria’s legs wobbled slightly as she drew in a deep breath and then it out slowly. I continued rubbing as I moved my fingers to her inner thighs. My fingertips ran over her smooth skin. Near the top of their stroke they encountered a warm liquid running down her legs. Maria wobbled slightly, then her knees buckled. Soon she was sitting on my lap.
“Wow! That felt so good I just couldn’t stand up any longer,” she said. “Did I hurt you?”
“No. I am not hurt,” I said, although with my erection being trapped under her it was somewhat uncomfortable.
“What am I sitting on?” she asked.
“You are on my lap,” I answered.
“No there is something hard,” she said.
I chuckled, “My penis.”