“I, um, need to get home before dinner,” she said, deciding the safest option might be for her to spend a little time alone. Both boys looked vaguely surprised by her abrupt statement; it wasn’t even five-oh-clock yet. Shit, maybe it was obvious she was trying to escape. Too bad. She was committed now. She needed to decompress and sort things out in her brain. “Text me later,” she said as she left, not sure who she was really directing the comment at but hoping they both would.
She hurried out of the Johnson’s house and back home before she could change her mind. She really wanted to spend time with both of them, but she didn’t know how that was going to work yet. She’d gotten suddenly overwhelmed with them both there. It had made it all very real.
Killian ran a cool shower for herself when she got home. She felt all sticky from the heat and the events of the past couple hours. She sat on the floor of her shower, letting the mild water cool her skin. She closed her eyes and relaxed. Quiet. Alone.
She dried off and lay down on her bed, picking up her phone to text Jack.
K: Hey sorry I ditched so suddenly
K: Do you want to come over later and spend the night?
J: I’d love that
J: You okay?
K: Yeah I just needed to shower and decompress a bit before having dinner with my parents
J: Okay babe
J: Lemme know when to come over
K: Will do
She hoped Jack hadn’t been upset by her sudden departure. In retrospect, she realized it might have seemed like she was hurrying away because she wanted to spend time with Logan and not Jack. That wasn’t at all what she’d intended.
L: Hey sweetheart – just checking in
L: I’m really glad I got to see you today
K: Me too. I’m sorry I ran away so abruptly
L: No apology needed. Is there anything you want to talk about or do you just want some space right now?
K: Neither really
K: My head was just kind of spinning. It was so quiet and calm when it was just the two of us and then we were jerked out of it. It’s not that I was unhappy Jack was back but I got kind of nervous about him seeing us together
K: I did really like spending time with you today and I want to again soon
L: The feeling is mutual princess
L: Maybe the three of us could hang out later this week if you’d be more comfortable with that?
K: I’d like that a lot
L: Me too. I think Jack would too
L: You left before I had a chance to give you your first rule
K: What’s that?
L: Saving it for the next time we’re together
K: What if I break it before then without realizing it?
L: I guess you’ll find out if you do
K: Looking forward to having a rule
L: Yeah? I’m glad to hear it. Me too
L: I’ll let you go now since I get the feeling you want some quiet time to yourself. But I’m here anytime you need me.
K: Thank you sir. I’ll text you later
He was sweet. They were both sweet. And understanding. How was it even possible?
She wondered what the rule was going to be. She really was looking forward to it. She was excited for the next time she’d see Logan. She liked his idea of the three of them doing something together too. Her mind wandered to earlier when he’d told her to practice kneeling and standing. It sounded so basic it was almost embarrassing, but she had a very strong urge to get his approval. Of course, she would practice.
Killian got through dinner, if not a little anxiously. The more she’d thought about it, the more she realized her actions earlier probably looked like she was snubbing Jack. What if she’d upset him? Dinner couldn’t be over soon enough.
When Jack finally slipped in through her bedroom door, Killian had worked herself up so much that she was actually surprised to see Jack didn’t look mad at all.
“Hey, babe,” he smiled and gave her a kiss. That smile…damn, he was handsome.
They chatted a little bit, but Killian was about to burst if she didn’t talk to him about it soon.
“Maybe we should talk about today?” she finally suggested.
“Sure, what’s on your mind?”
“Were you surprised to see me there?”
“I was definitely surprised. I mean, I wasn’t surprised you were over, but the timing was unexpected.”
“And you’re sure you’re still okay with it?”
“Of course, babe. It’s really new still but I’m comfortable exploring it. Are you okay with it?”
“Yes,” she said. She felt so awkward for bringing it up, but she hadn’t been able to get it off her mind; she worked up the nerve to say, “When you walked in on us, I noticed, well—every time you’ve seen us, you’ve been really into it.”
“Yeah,” he nodded, “I am.”
“I mean, you usually have a hard-on when you watch.” Her cheeks felt very warm. “And it didn’t seem to have much of an effect on you today.”
“Oh, Killie,” he looked amused, “it wasn’t that.” It was his turn to look a little embarrassed. “To be honest, I’d, uh, just jerked off in the shower right before I came down.”
“Really?” Killian definitely hadn’t expected that.
“I mean, if I’d known you were there, I wouldn’t have. I was just tired and had a headache, and the shower felt really nice…”
“That’s a relief,” she said. “I thought you’d changed your mind or were mad.”
“No, I thought it was just as hot as ever. Even managed to give me a bit of a chub anyway.” He pulled her into a kiss. “I’m sorry you thought I wasn’t into it, babe.”
She kissed him again, pleased by his answer for more than one reason. Wondering if she could get anymore out of him, she said teasingly, “So, how often do you jerk it in the shower?”
“It’s not my favorite place to do it, but it’s convenient if I need some privacy. Besides, you’ve been draining my balls pretty regularly, so I haven’t needed as much alone time.”
“Maybe you don’t need it, but that doesn’t mean you don’t ever want it,” she suggested. “I still like to do it sometimes,” she said bravely, “don’t you?” Even though Jack had seen her touch herself, somehow, talking about doing it alone made it feel different.
“Oh, uh, yeah,” Jack said. “Sometimes, I guess.”
“It actually really turns me on to think about you touching yourself,” she said quietly. Killian worried she’d made him uncomfortable.
“Does it?” he said, looking tentatively intrigued.
“Mm-hm,” she bit her lip. “Will you fuck me right now, Jack?”
“Oh, if you insist,” he grinned.
“Unless you’d rather beat off while I watch,” she suggested, half-hoping he’d say yes. She wasn’t sure why, but the thought of watching Jack pleasure himself was really getting her going.
“I’d rather fuck you right now.”
It was a win-win for Killian either way.
JACK
The previous day had been a lot to take in. It was new.
It had been weird to come home and find his girlfriend on her knees for his brother.
It had been weirder yet to realize he wasn’t even mad about it. It had surprised him to find her there. It had been a little off-putting at first because it hadn’t happened before, but he hadn’t felt particularly jealous. If anything, it had just been kind of awkward. Probably would have been a bit more fun had he not jerked off in the shower moments before. That had been terrible timing. He felt bad that Killian had thought he wasn’t into it.
Jack hoped the hours they’d spent making love to each other that night reassured her he was very much into her and not at all mad. It had been a sexy and long and sweaty night. He’d given her three orgasms and fucked her for an hour before he busted for the first time. They’d woken up in the middle of the night, lusting for each other. He’d held her close in his arms, buried inside her, slowly grinding their way to climax. It had been an amazing night.