Learning the Lifestyle Pt 19 – Blurred Lines Defined by Faith Michaels
Michael wants clarity in their relationship. , Dear Readers,
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Anyway here’s an updated Table of Contents. Hope to have more out soon.
15. Feeling Hidden
16. Raping Silk
17. Bad Day Sex
18. Club Cane
19 .Blurred Lines Defined
20. Halloween Fun – Coming Soon
21. Conference – Coming Soon
Faith
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Michael and Silk had been seeing each other for almost 2 months now. Michael begin thinking that while he was enjoying every minute of their time together, the lines of their relationship were blurred. Baron had asked Michael what was the nature of their relationship and Michael couldn’t honestly answer. With Syndee and Stacey, he could honestly say he was their Master and they were his slaves. With Silk however there seemed to be more to it.
Silk was pretty much living with him even though she had her own place. They were together 24/7 only being apart for classes and when they were at the station. Yet Michael wouldn’t say they were boyfriend/girlfriend. They seem to live the lifestyle 24/7 but at times they weren’t Master and slave. Baron told Michael it looked to the outside world that they were more then just a casual thing as Silk had suggested. Michael knew that the lines of their relationship were blurred and it was time to clear them up.
At 6, Silk was done for the night, so she joined Michael in his office. Quickly she caught on to his mood and wondered about it. He seemed almost sad which made Silk worry. She also knew that their relationship was blurred. She’d began reading about the lifestyle and knew that theirs was different. While it was normal for couples to be in the lifestyle, she didn’t consider her and Michael a couple. She did think at some point they could be more but she still wasn’t ready to take that leap. Her heart was still recovering from Reed. She was starting to feel something for Michael but she was still taking it slow.
Michael finished up while Silk watched him. He wasn’t ready to talk yet as he was still going over in his mind how to approach the subject. He had an idea but he needed his laptop so once he was done, they left for home. At home Michael pulled up five stories that he felt expressed the types of relationships found in the lifestyle. He then turned to Silk who was sitting at the table reading a textbook for homework.
“When you done with that,” he said pointing toward her book, “I’d like to talk.”
Silk nodded and finished the page she was on. She wouldn’t be able to concentrate on the rest knowing he wanted to talk so she finished up and closed the book, “I’m done, what’s up?” She asked.
Michael had turned back to his laptop while he waited on her so when she spoke, he had his back to her. He took a deep breath and turned back to her once more and began, “First let me say, you have taken to the lifestyle very well. You are coming along nicely as my slave and I am very proud of you.” He watched Silk take the praise with a smile on her face. She had every right to be proud of herself as she was doing great. “However there are some lines that need defined in our relationship.”
At Silk’s nod, he went on, “As you have seen so far most relationships consist of the Dom or Domme and the slaves. Each has his or her own relationship with their slaves but the relationship is clearly defined. Like with Syndee and Stacey, I am nothing more to them then their Master. You’ve also met Baron and Dyna and know that their relationship is more then just BDSM. While they live it 24/7 she is also his girlfriend. Do you understand what I am saying here Silk?”
Silk took in all he had to say and answered, “Yes I understand. I think what you asking me here is to define our relationship, correct?”
Michael smiled, “Yes that is what I am asking and before we go on let me say this. I know you are still hurting from Reed so I am not pushing you in any way. I just need to know where we stand in terms of what we are to each other. I need to know so that I can proceed further.”
Silk felt some pain in his voice. She knew he would make their relationship more if she just said the words but somehow she just couldn’t yet. Each time she thought of Michael in that light her heart would remind her of what happened with Reed and she wasn’t ready to face that again. Keeping it light between her and Michael kept her heartbreak at bay so to speak.
“Michael I do understand what you are asking. I don’t really know enough about the relationships in BDSM to tell you what I want just yet. I know I want more then what you have with my sisters but I am also not ready for what Baron and Dyna have either. I am not trying to be difficult here either, I am just not ready for more then just casual sex,” Silk told Michael bluntly.
There was those words again. Michael was almost beginning to hate them. Casual sex. What did that even mean to her, Michael wondered. He wanted to ask but that was for another time, right now he needed to define this relationship so he pressed on, “I understand completely, so what I have in mind is for you to read some stories I’ve pulled up. They cover a few different types of relationships that are common in BDSM. I want you to read though them and tell me if any strike your fancy. You don’t have to read the whole story, just enough to get the gist of how their relationship dynamics work. It will give me an idea of what you expect of me as your Master.”
Silk agreed and Michael got up and gave her his seat. While Silk read through the stories Michael went to the dungeon to give her space. He was still thinking on her casual sex comment. To him casual sex meant having sex with multiple partners or friends with benefits sex. Surely Silk didn’t mean to have casual sex with others. Michael couldn’t handle the thought of someone else touching Silk. While Silk might not be ready for the next step in their relationship, Michael knew he was, but he was also willing to give her time to come to the same conclusion. Michael was a patience man.
Silk began reading. The first story was of a girl who met a man online. They met and decided to take things farther. The relationship was strictly Master and slave. They would met up a few times every week and play. He would give her tasks during the week as well that she would have to complete and write about them in an online journal that he could read but that was the extent of their relationship. They didn’t talk during the week other then the tasks he assigned her and occasionally she would email him if she’d failed a task and he might email back his disapproval but that was it. They didn’t see each other socially, their time was spent only as Master and slave.