Learning the Lifestyle Pt 19 – Blurred Lines Defined by Faith Michaels
Michael wants clarity in their relationship. , Dear Readers,
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Anyway here’s an updated Table of Contents. Hope to have more out soon.
15. Feeling Hidden
16. Raping Silk
17. Bad Day Sex
18. Club Cane
19 .Blurred Lines Defined
20. Halloween Fun – Coming Soon
21. Conference – Coming Soon
Faith
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Michael and Silk had been seeing each other for almost 2 months now. Michael begin thinking that while he was enjoying every minute of their time together, the lines of their relationship were blurred. Baron had asked Michael what was the nature of their relationship and Michael couldn’t honestly answer. With Syndee and Stacey, he could honestly say he was their Master and they were his slaves. With Silk however there seemed to be more to it.
Silk was pretty much living with him even though she had her own place. They were together 24/7 only being apart for classes and when they were at the station. Yet Michael wouldn’t say they were boyfriend/girlfriend. They seem to live the lifestyle 24/7 but at times they weren’t Master and slave. Baron told Michael it looked to the outside world that they were more then just a casual thing as Silk had suggested. Michael knew that the lines of their relationship were blurred and it was time to clear them up.
At 6, Silk was done for the night, so she joined Michael in his office. Quickly she caught on to his mood and wondered about it. He seemed almost sad which made Silk worry. She also knew that their relationship was blurred. She’d began reading about the lifestyle and knew that theirs was different. While it was normal for couples to be in the lifestyle, she didn’t consider her and Michael a couple. She did think at some point they could be more but she still wasn’t ready to take that leap. Her heart was still recovering from Reed. She was starting to feel something for Michael but she was still taking it slow.
Michael finished up while Silk watched him. He wasn’t ready to talk yet as he was still going over in his mind how to approach the subject. He had an idea but he needed his laptop so once he was done, they left for home. At home Michael pulled up five stories that he felt expressed the types of relationships found in the lifestyle. He then turned to Silk who was sitting at the table reading a textbook for homework.
“When you done with that,” he said pointing toward her book, “I’d like to talk.”
Silk nodded and finished the page she was on. She wouldn’t be able to concentrate on the rest knowing he wanted to talk so she finished up and closed the book, “I’m done, what’s up?” She asked.
Michael had turned back to his laptop while he waited on her so when she spoke, he had his back to her. He took a deep breath and turned back to her once more and began, “First let me say, you have taken to the lifestyle very well. You are coming along nicely as my slave and I am very proud of you.” He watched Silk take the praise with a smile on her face. She had every right to be proud of herself as she was doing great. “However there are some lines that need defined in our relationship.”
At Silk’s nod, he went on, “As you have seen so far most relationships consist of the Dom or Domme and the slaves. Each has his or her own relationship with their slaves but the relationship is clearly defined. Like with Syndee and Stacey, I am nothing more to them then their Master. You’ve also met Baron and Dyna and know that their relationship is more then just BDSM. While they live it 24/7 she is also his girlfriend. Do you understand what I am saying here Silk?”
Silk took in all he had to say and answered, “Yes I understand. I think what you asking me here is to define our relationship, correct?”
Michael smiled, “Yes that is what I am asking and before we go on let me say this. I know you are still hurting from Reed so I am not pushing you in any way. I just need to know where we stand in terms of what we are to each other. I need to know so that I can proceed further.”
Silk felt some pain in his voice. She knew he would make their relationship more if she just said the words but somehow she just couldn’t yet. Each time she thought of Michael in that light her heart would remind her of what happened with Reed and she wasn’t ready to face that again. Keeping it light between her and Michael kept her heartbreak at bay so to speak.
“Michael I do understand what you are asking. I don’t really know enough about the relationships in BDSM to tell you what I want just yet. I know I want more then what you have with my sisters but I am also not ready for what Baron and Dyna have either. I am not trying to be difficult here either, I am just not ready for more then just casual sex,” Silk told Michael bluntly.
There was those words again. Michael was almost beginning to hate them. Casual sex. What did that even mean to her, Michael wondered. He wanted to ask but that was for another time, right now he needed to define this relationship so he pressed on, “I understand completely, so what I have in mind is for you to read some stories I’ve pulled up. They cover a few different types of relationships that are common in BDSM. I want you to read though them and tell me if any strike your fancy. You don’t have to read the whole story, just enough to get the gist of how their relationship dynamics work. It will give me an idea of what you expect of me as your Master.”
Silk agreed and Michael got up and gave her his seat. While Silk read through the stories Michael went to the dungeon to give her space. He was still thinking on her casual sex comment. To him casual sex meant having sex with multiple partners or friends with benefits sex. Surely Silk didn’t mean to have casual sex with others. Michael couldn’t handle the thought of someone else touching Silk. While Silk might not be ready for the next step in their relationship, Michael knew he was, but he was also willing to give her time to come to the same conclusion. Michael was a patience man.
Silk began reading. The first story was of a girl who met a man online. They met and decided to take things farther. The relationship was strictly Master and slave. They would met up a few times every week and play. He would give her tasks during the week as well that she would have to complete and write about them in an online journal that he could read but that was the extent of their relationship. They didn’t talk during the week other then the tasks he assigned her and occasionally she would email him if she’d failed a task and he might email back his disapproval but that was it. They didn’t see each other socially, their time was spent only as Master and slave.
The next story was similar but the woman was married and cheating on her husband. She’d gotten into BDSM in college and liked it very much but life had steered her on another course later. After 15 years of marriage she felt stale and unloved so she began to flirt online and found sites dedicated to the lifestyle. Soon she hooked up with a Dom just as the girl in the first story did and they too were Master and slave. In this story however they were slowly developing their relationship into something more and she wanted to leave her husband for her Master. It all started out simple but they would email everyday and soon the relationship blossomed into something more. She was unhappy in her marriage to start and this Master offered what she felt she was missing. After Silk got the gist of that story, she moved on. She didn’t want to know how it ended.
The next story was of a Master and slave who started off by meeting at a party for the lifestyle. They were hooked up by friends because both had a need. He needed a slave, and she a Master. Their relationship started out slow, at first she would spend a few days a week like the first girl but slowly it became more. As they fell in love they deepened their relationship. When Silk left off, they were living together and their relationship was 24/7 but they lived normal lives. As Silk left off, he’d asked her to marry him and she had said yes. Silk liked this story very much and even briefly thought that someday that might be her and Michael.
The next story was a type of the lifestyle Silk wasn’t familiar with. She gathered it had something to do with some books that she had seen as suggested reading for BDSM but hadn’t read yet. The books were called Gor or something and their type was called Gorean. Silk didn’t much care for this type as it seemed to her the gift of submission wasn’t a gift but more an expected right. While some of the stuff turned her on, the dynamics offended her. She didn’t have to read very far to know she didn’t want this. Michael had taught her that her submission was a gift, not to be given lightly. In Gorean it seemed to Silk that it was an expected right of the Dom and one that wasn’t respected either. No thanks thought Silk as he moved on.
The last story on the tabs was of a married couple who found BDSM online and decided to explore it. While Silk found some errors in their methods she found that they were basically doing bedroom BDSM. They would plan weekends while the kids were gone to act out scenes. In the bedroom they were Master and slave but only there. Silk had heard of this from the other girls and while it was frowned on in their group Silk knew that there were some at the club, that did it regardless. Silk had yet to form an opinion on this type of relationship but after reading more, she understood why others didn’t care for it. She felt they were using it more like role playing instead of the lifestyle choice that many of them had made. For these people it was a sex game like playing doctor or teacher/student and while Michael might enact her fantasies on occasion her submission to him wasn’t a game. This method was most definitely not for Silk.