“Are you embarrassed that we saw you tugging on your penis?” she asked me.
“Well……… Yes.”
“How about, when we saw you ejaculating into your t-shirt?” she playfully asked me.
“And by the way, that taking off your t-shirt, cupping it in your hand and then continue to stroke your penis was quite impressive. I would say well under a second.”
She was mocking me.
“Oh, shit. I had forgotten about that. Geez, sorry Mum. How embarrassing.”
“Oh! So, very embarrassing. So, disgusting.”
I could hear the sarcasm in her voice.
She then asked, “What were you watching on the screen when you came into your t-shirt?”
“Do you remember?” she asked again.
Of course, I remembered. Jason was fucking her arse. How could I ever forget that?
“Kind of, I think.”
I didn’t want to admit that I knew exactly what she was doing.
“Well, let me refresh your memory.
“I was in the reverse cowgirl position and your brother and I were engaged in anal sex.”
“Sweetie, there is nothing to be embarrassed about.
“What I’m trying to say is that having anal sex with your brother is way more awkward, than watching you masturbate, don’t you think?
“Do I look at all embarrassed at what I was doing?” she asked me.
I looked at her and she was relaxed and calm. No embarrassment in sight.
“I am a conceding adult having some sexual fun with similarly conceding adults. Nothing uncomfortable or embarrassing about that.
“Now, the fact that we are family members, well……… that’s another story.”
I had to admit, she was right, as usual.
“I see your point, Mom. Thanks.”
She rose out of her chair and walked around the table to my side.
She motioned me to stand up.
Our height difference is nearly 10 inches.
She put her hands around me and placed the side of her head against my chest. I hugged her back.
We remained in the hug for a few minutes.
I could feel my erection growing.
It was pushing hard against my mother’s mid-section.
I started to panic at first and then I just let my inhibitions go.
So, I have an erection?
That’s normal and natural.
Mom didn’t jump back, didn’t scolded me or made fun of me.
I was beginning to see what she meant.
There is no need to be embarrassed.
Not with the people that you love.
I adore and love this woman that I was hugging.
She pulled her head away from my chest.
Our heads turned and faced each other.
“Baby, there’s a lot more that I need to tell you, but first I must ask you something.
“Before you say anything, I will ask you, again, to please hear me out.”
We were still facing each other. Mom was looking up into my eyes and I was looking down into hers.
Our bodies tight against each other. My erection hard up against her body.
“I would like to ask you if you would like to be part of the family sexual activities. You do have a choice. You can accept or decline.”
I drew a breath to start speaking, but she had anticipated that and she quickly moved her arm and gently placed the fingers of her hand on my lips.
“Shush, baby. Allow me to finish.
“Whichever you choose, I just want to let you know that our love, your father’s and mine, will not change for you. You are our son and we both love you and admire you deeply.
“The love and respect from your siblings, your cousins and from your aunt’s and uncle’s will also, not change.
“Your choice will not change any of our feelings for you. You will not be treated any differently. I just wanted you to know that.
She slowly moved her hand away from my mouth as she started to say, “Baby, take your time, think about it and let us know your answer.
“There is no time limit. Take as long as you like.”
I knew what I wanted to say. “Mom, I don’t need to think about it.
Yes, it was about the raw and uninhibited sex that I saw in the movies.
Yes, it was about the taboo of having sex with your immediate family.
But it was also about the deep love and compassion that I had witnessed between parents and their children.
I wanted to be able to feel and show that same love.
“I know what I want.
“More than anything else, I would love the opportunity to be part of the family…… Activities.”
A smile came on her face. “I’m so glad to hear that honey. I was hoping that you would join us.”
She placed her hand behind my neck and applied a little pressure, indicating for me to lower my head.
Our mouths met and I we started to kiss.
Her tongue started to search for mine. I gladly gave it.
I couldn’t believe that my mother and I were kissing.
My penis was still rock hard and pressing into her lower stomach. Not once did she say anything about it. It was as though it was everyday occurrence.
She pulled her head away and looked me in the eyes.
“Sweetie, would you like to make love to your mother?”
TO BE CONTINUED……..