I fell onto her chest, her breasts almost in the way. That was fine with me. She held me with small whimpers of, “Thank you, Chrissie. Thank you.” I could feel her small kisses on my head.
I needed her to feel the way I do with my Tom, I thought.
I gazed at my lover and could only say, “Anytime, lover. Anytime,” even though I knew that wasn’t possible. Perhaps, but…
I moved my hips and slowly lifted myself off Em, the hardness staying with me. I slowly, but reluctantly, pulled it out of my channel. I held it in my hand and slid my fingers through the wetness. I turned it around and brought my side to Em’s lips. She opened her mouth, willingly. She lay there, sated and full, and licked my cum from the hard silicone. Her hands wrapped around the piece, as I imagined her sucking Tom’s cock…which was NEVER going to happen, but it was a wonderful fantasy.
I gently pulled it from her hands and turned it around again, licking the surface that had, minutes ago, been deep inside her. I loved her taste, as much as I loved Tom’s taste. I stared at her, my eyes still filled with lust. And love. I placed it on the cabinet next to the bed and lay down on her again.
We kissed tenderly. “Feel better, sweetie?” I asked, knowing what the answer was but…
“Ohh, Chrissie. Just so…so….Just what I needed, Chrissie. I…I hope Tom is okay with…this? I’ll…I’ll explain? This is all so mixed up right now and…”
“Em,” I asked. “Can I just, well, say one thing? I hope you can take this the way I need to say it.”
I saw the color go from her rosy cheeks, as I held her tight against me.
“Oh, Chrissie. Anything. Just…just say it…” although I knew she didn’t want to hear what I was going to say.
“Tom. It’s Tom. He’s…he’s been okay with you and me, I think, but…he has given me one condition, okay? I know there’s an attraction. I can’t blame him and I can’t blame you. He’s already told me that he… won’t…well, fuck you. Is that too brutal? God, Em, I don’t know how to say this. He has this need to be with just me. Only me. Now, things may change in the future and I don’t even know if you’re attracted to him that way but…” and Em stopped me.
“Chrissie. Slow down. I get it. I do. I’m not going to seduce your brother. Yes, he’s a fabulous man, attractive and all, but I know he’s yours. I would never come between you two, all right? I like flirting with him, too. It does make me feel, well, desirable. I’ve missed that for so long, Chrissie. I love the attention, but I know where the lines are. Darling, you don’t have to worry. Now, have you two talked this through? Hmm? I think you need to set the parameters right now. Let’s not get into a mess here.”
“It’s all okay, right? We’ll talk with him later, actually. He has mentioned that the three of us should talk but, he’s fine, sweetie. Truly, he is,” I explained, hoping I was right. “I’ve…I’ve told him that I don’t want you to fuck him either, but, if truth be told, I think I’d like that. One day. If you wanted to. I just feel so close to you both, and don’t want to lose either of you. I guess I’m just a selfish, little bitch, wanting everything my way. But yes, I’ll try and explain it
later. I know everything will be fine, though. I trust you both too much. Now, let’s get cleaned up and join them. I wasn’t expecting this to happen!” I giggled.
Em slapped my butt and I rolled off her, my hand reveling in her warm and wet body. We walked to the bathroom and freshened ourselves up then dressed. I helped Em put her bra on, a gesture I would never tire of. We kissed, holding each other’s ass, and spanking each other at the same time, then headed out.
Yet another Walk of Shame, Chrissie, I thought.
Tom and the kids were outside playing still. I looked at the clock. Em and I had been gone for an hour and a half. Oops. We held hands as we caught their attention. I walked over to Tom, but didn’t say anything. I just lay my head on his shoulder as he tenderly held me. I lifted my head, and kissed him. We broke apart and I whispered, “Thank you…” I loved his affirming smile. He simply had to know, from the rosy shine of my cheeks to my still hard little nipples. I went over to play with the kids. I saw Em approach Tom, again, somewhat hesitantly. I wasn’t sure what would happen. I held my breath. Waiting. Tom lifted his arms, beckoning Em over. He enveloped her and held her tight, his head nestled in her hair. I could just hear his murmurs of, “You okay now?” he asked, and then he kissed her tenderly. I almost cried.
“I’m…I’m fine, Tom. Thank you,” she whispered, too, and leant up, pulling him down and kissing him fully on the lips. My heart soared.
Em came over and played this dart game with David and Chloe. Tom went and sat down, taking a drink from his favourite tumbler. I guess he hit the single malt whilst I was away, I smiled. We had a small volleyball net set up so we divided teams and played. It was Em and me versus Tom and the kids. They won, but only because Tom hit damn near every point. The five of us just enjoyed the rest of the day, laughing, giving each other a hard time and sassing the kids. I stood back, at one point, and saw how happy everyone was together, how we all, well, worked.
My mind wandered. What if, I thought.
Chapter 22 Sunday Night Drinks with Emily
Chrissie POV
It was getting late, so I called the kids in. It was time to wind down and get them to bed.