Introduction: It had been a several week since I last saw him. I had continued think about what we had done, to the point where I was fantasizing, and even masturbating as I though about him fucking me. I wanted to do it again, and when I finally convinced myself to go see him, I was excited to feel it again, but how could I get up the nerve to even hint that I wanted to do it. , Summer vacation was slowly slipping away now, and even though I did try to stay away from the game room, I found myself continuing to obsess about the car. I wanted it, and still felt John owed it to me, however I was still having conflicting thoughts about what happen and knew, if I was ever going to get the car, I’d probably have to let him fuck me again.
The more I thought about what happened, the more I found myself considering it, subconsciously using the car deal to justify wanting to be with him again. I still felt it was wrong to have sex with another man, but the thought of having a car was overpowering.
I was starting to miss all the attention that John had given me, or was it really the fact that he was the first person to have sex with me. In any case, it didn’t take long before I decided I’d do it again, convincing myself, “If we do it again, he’ll have to give me the car, right?”
Smiling to myself, confidently getting up the nerve, I went up to the game room the next day. I wanted to somehow show him I was still interested, but I didn’t want to appear overly anxious. I was still nervous, but taking a deep breath, I went inside.
Like always, it was busy, and quickly looking around, I saw him. He was chatting up a young man, but when he saw me, John smiled and then after excusing himself, he made his way over to where I was standing. There was a feeling of apprehension that came over me as he approached, but seeing him smiling as he got close, I smiled too.
Reaching out his hand, he simply said, “Hi,” as we eventually shook hands.
I’m sure he could sense my nervousness and as we looked at each other, John asked, “How’s it going?”
He was trying to break the tension I think, but when I again didn’t answer right away, John said, “It’s good to see you.”
He was obviously excited to see me and I could see he was quickly searching to find out if I might be wanting to start up our relationship again. Smiling, I nodded and then said, “Everything was okay.”
He was inquisitive and I think he sensed I wanted to ask him something, because he then questioned, “Do you want something?”
I’m not sure, but I think he thought I might just be there to play on the machines, and when I didn’t reply John said, “Let me know.”
I wanted to ask about the car but was so nervous I instead simply nodded. John smiled and then just as he turned to walk away I said, “Do you still have the car?”
Hearing this, it made him pause but then smiling, John enthusiastically said, “Oh yea,” and then asked, “Why?”
Nervous, I started to have second thoughts, but it was out there, and not knowing if I really wanted to do it, I hesitated. John, however, seeing that I might be willing to have sex with him again, he asked, “Do you want to go over to my apartment?”
Shyly looking down, I didn’t say anything but when John mentioned, “Why don’t we go for a drive,” I looked up.
I was apprehensive, and yea I wanted to be with him again but torn. John was insistent and as we headed out to his car, I told myself, “I’m gonna do it.”
Leaving the parking lot, John immediately said, “I still have the car” and continued by saying, “Why don’t we go over to my place, so we can talk about it.”
I continued to be hesitant but knowing it was my chance, I said, “Okay.”
Glancing over at me, he smiled and after a few seconds he asked, “Do you wanta go now?”
I knew he was anxious, obviously wanting to get me alone. I was anxious too, but for a different reason and when I said, I’ll come by later,” John seemed somewhat disappointed.
He agreed by saying, “Okay,” and then asked, “When do you think you’ll come over?”
John wanted to make sure I’d come by and determined to know, he suggested, “Why don’t you come by around four o’clock.”
I was relieved it was out there but still nervous, and when I didn’t respond right away he asked, “Does that sound good?”
Nodding, I simply said, “Yea,” which made him reach across the seat, touching my leg.
We eventually made our way back to the game room and as we parked John smiled and told me, “I’m really glad to see you.”
He knew I was probably apprehensive and as we started to get out of the car, John looked over and said, “See you later?”
Nodding in agreement, he shook my hand and as I left, a feeling of uneasiness came over me, realizing what I had agreed to do.
I wanted to do it, I wanted to feel it again and after convincing myself later that day to go, I headed over to his apartment. I was anxious and being his place was just on the other side of my neighborhood, it didn’t take long. Going up to the front door, I adjusted my shirt and shorts, and after taking a deep breath, I knocked.
I again started to have second thoughts, but as John opened the door and asked me in, I couldn’t help but smile. He was smiling too and when he told me, “Come on in,” I cordially stepped inside.
The curtains on the sliding glass door were open, making it relatively bright but as John closed the door behind us, I froze in the entryway. I felt trapped, but when he put his hand on my back and guided me toward the living room saying , “Go on in,” I felt obligated.
I was apprehensive and when I looked back at him he immediately said, “I’m glad you wanted to come over.”
As I moved away from the front door, John had swung over to sliding glass door and as he close the curtains he said, “Okay, I know you still want the car,” and then as he came over to where I was stand he continued by saying, “You remember what I told you, right?”
Not saying anything, I knew what he meant, and not wanting to appear pushy he asked, “Are you sure you wanta do it?”
I wanted to do it, and subconsciously continued to convince myself it was for the car, I nodded and said, “Yea.”
It again made him smile and then as we looked at each other, John said, “Okay, can you spend the night?”
I knew it was part of the deal, but needing to regain my composure I told him, “I’ll have to tell my parents,“ and continued by saying, “I’ll tell them I’m spending the night at a friends house.”
Thinking about it for a moment, John smiled and said, “Well, you wouldn’t be lying, right?”
He chuckled, which made me smile and then as we looked at each other, John said, “Why don’t you go ahead and give them a call?”
I was nervous, and I’m sure he could tell, but after agreeing, I got up and moved over toward the sliding glass door to call.
John had nonchalantly gone into to the kitchen area, just far enough away to appear he wasn’t listening, but it was obvious he wanted hear.
The phone rang a few times, but no one answered, which I was glad and after leaving a message that said I was going to spend the night at a friends house, I hung up the phone. John, subtly come over to where I was standing and as when he asked, ”How’s it going,” I smiled and said, “Everything’s good.”
There was a pause, but then John smiled and again asked, “Are you sure you wanta do this?”
It was what I wanted, and after hesitantly replying, “Yea,” I looked away, obviously appearing concerned about being with him again.
John was smiling, visibly excited, which continued to make me nervous and when we didn’t say anything, he quickly suggested, “Let’s go sit down.”
I was still overly nervous, knowing what we would be doing, but after giving him a simple smiled, I followed him. Sitting down on the couch, John reached over, putting his hand on the cushion next me. It made me look down at his hand and when he said, “I’m glad you still want to hang out,” I found myself smiling shyly, almost blushing.
Glancing over, it was obvious he was thinking about wanting to get me in bed, not knowing I had already decided that I wanted to have sex with him.
Sitting there, we talked about stuff, nothing in particular, but when he joked, making me smile, I started to feel more comfortable being there. However, as our conversation eventually paused, John moved closer and touching my thigh he again said, “I’m really glad you wanted to come over.”
The comment made me again look down and when I didn’t saying anything, John dropped his hand off my leg. It made me look over at him, and feeling a little anxious, I smiled. I knew he probably wanted to ask me to go into the bedroom, but instead he said, “Hey, why don’t I show you around real quick.”
“Phew,” I thought, and then nodding my head and smiling, John stood up and quickly ushered me over to the kitchen area.
It was right off the living room, and as we headed that way, I looked around. Immediately I saw there was a hallway just off the living room, and figuring, “That must be where his bedroom is,” I nervously looked over at him.
It was obvious he could see I was a little restless, but smiling too, he said, “Come on.”
Cautiously following him down the hall and then into one of the bedrooms, I knew what was coming. Stepping inside, John stopped, and with one hand on the doorknob, he gently guided me into the room.
Smiling at him as I went through the door, I found myself discreetly looking around. However, as John closed the door and the room got dark, I quickly turned, looking for him. Some light was able to slip pass the closed curtains, and seeing he was smiling as he walked toward me, I tried to smile too.
I was anxious to do it, but nervous too, but as he got close and he put his hands on my shoulders, I looked at him. He seemed a little nervous too, but confidently asked, “Are you okay?”
Looking at each other, I didn’t know how to reply but then naively said, “Yea, I’m okay.”
There was a brief pause, but seeing him continuing to smile, and then lean toward me, I became hesitant. He was attempting to give me a kiss, but when I realized what he was trying to do, I nervously turned my head to the side.
It was unexpected, I never thought he’d want to kiss, but after giving me a simple little kissed on the cheek, John grabbed my chin and gently turned my head.
I was nervous but seeing him smiling, I smiled too, and when John now told me, “Close your eyes,” I worried about what he was going to do.
Grabbing my hips, smiling, and again telling me, “It’s okay,” I nervously closed my eyes.
John now leaned toward me and when he kissed me on the lips, I winced, and opening my eyes, I pulled away. Looking at each other, John immediately said, “I’ve wanted to be with you again.”
Smiling sheepishly, thinking to myself, “Yea, I want to be with you too,” I was still little scared.
John again told me to close my eyes, and as he kissed me, I couldn’t help but flinch, never thinking I’d be kissing another man. I kept my eyes closed, and when he tried to push his tongue in my mouth, I was hesitant. It was weird but as he continued to force his tongue passed my lips, I felt an urge to put my tongue in his mouth too.
We were kissing, I couldn’t believe it, and when he grabbed my ass and pulled me closer, pushing us together we eventually stopped. He was smiling and as we looked at each other, he said, “That wasn’t so bad was it?”
It had given me a hard on and I think he felt it when he pulled me close because John reached down, feeling on my crotch. Kissing me again he smiled and jokingly said, “I think you liked it too.”
It made me smile, and probably blush a little too, but as he backed me toward the bed, I realized, “I’m in deep now.”
John again briefly felt on my cock through my shorts, and then tried taking off my shirt. As he pulled it up, I stopped him and then helped getting it over my head and tossed it aside. Looking at him, I smiled. He was smiling too, but quickly moved to unbutton my shorts, pushing them down. Eventually as they fell to the floor, and after kicking them aside, we looked at each other.
He was smiling and then giving me a subtle little kiss, he unbuttoned his shirt, letting it blouse open. He had dark hair on his chest and stomach, not a lot but hairier than me. As I looked at his stomach, he quickly reached down and undid his pants. I wanted to see his cock, and as he pushed them to the floor, I curiously looked down.
He was wearing tightie whiteys, and seeing his cock bulging to get out, I looked up. John was smiling, seeing that I was interested and then after adjusting his cock, he reached over, fondling mine through my boxers.
John now grabbed the leg holes and as he pulled them down, and my cock flopped out, I embarrassingly looked down. Getting my boxers over my feet, he stood up and as he pulled his underwear down, I strained, wanting to see his cock. He used his feet to push them down the rest of the way and as he stood up, there it was.
Seeing it, I thought, “Oh my, he’s big!”
He wasn’t all the way hard, and I knew I was staring, but I wanted to see it. He was dark skinned, circumcised, had firm tight looking balls, and dark brown hair too. As he grabbed it, and started pulling on it, I quickly looked up, smiling embarrassingly.
John was smiling too, and then asked, “Do you want to touch it.”
Smiling, I wanted to, but after looking down, I became scared. He was already rubbing it, getting it hard and then letting go, he put his hands on my shoulders, pushing me to sit down on the edge of the bed.
Looking up at him, he said, “Go ahead.”
I was hesitant but when he said, “Go ahead, you know you want to feel it,” I looked up at him.
He was smiling, and when I looked back at his cock, I eventually reached out, taking hold of it. He immediately put his hand on mine, and as he guided me to start rubbing it he said, “Yea, that’s it, don’t stop.”
Telling me to keep going, as he put his other hand on my shoulder, pulling me closer. Thinking he wanted me to suck it, I pulled away, scared. Letting go of his cock, I looked up.
John had taken hold of his cock and stepping into me he asked, “Do you want to try?”
When I didn’t say anything, John said, “Come, let’s try it.”
Looking down at his cock he said,”Go ahead, open your mouth,” as he leaned toward me. Pulling me closer, John again said, “Open your mouth.”
I had thought about wanting to try it and closing my eyes, I did what he asked.
I worried, thinking, “He’s going to cum in my mouth, and being scared, I winced as he put it in my mouth.
Keeping my eyes closed, as he started to move it in and out of my mouth, I tried to not think about what was happening. He must have known I didn’t like it, because he eventually pulled away, letting his cock slip out of my mouth. Looking up at him, as he pulled me to my feet, I could help but feel a little relieved. Continuing to look at each other, he wiped my mouth and smiling John said, “Move up,” turning me so I was facing away.
Smiling, figuring I knew what he wanted, I quickly climbed up on the bed, on all fours. I was anxious about what was going to happen, but wanted to feel him in me again. Moving up toward the headboard, I put my head down, waiting for him to get on too. However, as soon as I positioned myself and put my head down, John hastily said, “No lay on your back.”
I was confused but as he climbed on the bed, he pushed me to turn so I was laying on my back. Looking at him hesitantly, and seeing he was smiling, I smiled too. John now spread my legs and positioning himself between them, he leaned back, fondling my cock. Eventually, he leaned down and when he took my cock in his mouth, I laid back. It felt good, I wanted to cum in his mouth, but after a little bit, he stopped.
John leaned back up, and smiling, he wiped his mouth. Looking at me, he rubbed my thighs and then as he reached above me, I smiled. He was laying on me and feeling his cock pressed against, I worried what he was doing. However, after grabbing a pillow out from under the covers, he leaned back up, again positioning himself between my leg. Smiling, he told me,”Lift up.”
I wasn’t sure right away why, but smiling, I arched up, lifting my ass off the bed. John now forced the pillow under me, and as he did, I realized he needed my ass up off the bed. He then told me “Go ahead,” signaling me to put my ass back down.
Relaxing and putting my ass back down, John leaned back, looking down and my crotch. He then moved my cock and balls up out of the way, wanting to see my tight little hole. John now grabbed my ankles and lifting my legs he said, “Keep ‘em up.”
Rocking back, trying to keep my legs up was hard, but looking down at him awkwardly, I could see John smiling, obviously envisioning being in my puckered little hole. Looking at me now, he again stroked my cock and then after laying in on my stomach, he grabbed the tube of KY. Squeezing some out on his fingers and dabbing a little on my tight little hole, I flinched. I knew what he was going to do, and as he moved closer, and pressed the head of his cock against my butt hole, he quietly said, “Relax,” as he again lifted my legs up.
Desperately trying to relax, knowing my ass was spread, I tried rocking back more, accepting what was going to happen. John pulled me closer, which raised my ass up more on the pillow. John now rested my heels on his shoulders, which made me look up briefly. He was looking at me and seeing him smile, I smiled too.
However, as he looked down, he didn’t smile, instead he seemed to have a more deliberate look, obviously wanting to be in me. I wanted it too and when John scooted closer and leaned toward me, keeping my legs up in the air, he immediately tried to push his cock into me.
Feeling the pressure, I laid back knowing it was going to hurt. Bracing myself as he continued to push against my tight little hole he said, “Relax.”
Shifting slightly, I nodded, and when he hastily pushed into me, I pulled away. “Oh my god!” I thought, it hurt so bad.
Immediately reaching up, I pushed on his chest and asked him to stop. Grabbing my thighs, and pulling my closer he sharply said, “Stop!”
Laying back again, trying to bear the pain, he said, “Relax.”
He pulled out a little and when he again pushed into me, I reached down pushing on his thigh asking him to stop. John now leaned forward to kiss me. As our lips met, he forced his cock in even more. It hurt, it hurt so bad, I pulled back, letting my legs fall off his shoulders.
Knowing it hurt, John held me down, and immediately starting to fuck me. Grabbing the covers, clinching them, he grabbed my legs under my knees and pushing them forward, he continued to fuck me. I hoped the pain would go away, but it didn’t and as he started to fuck me harder and faster, I tried to bear it.
Hearing his labored breathing, I knew he wanted to cum, I wanted it too, and when he leaned forward kissing me he said, “I’m gonna cum.”
Giving a few deliberate thrusts, he let go of my legs and then leaning forward, he pushed deep into me. It hurt and when I tried to pull away, he grabbed my waist and said, “Don’t!”
Continuing to hold me still, I could feel his cock pumping inside me, which left no doubt that he had cum. Pulling out slightly, John now grabbed his cock, he squeezed the last little bit of cum out inside me.
I had wanted this and yea, he was done, but as John leaned back a little, slowly moving his cock go in and out of me, I could feel his cum starting to seep out. He was smiling and leaning forward he kissed me and then slowly raised up, letting his cock slipped out of me.
John was out of breath, and as he moved out from between my legs, he pushed them together, and rolled to lay on his side next to me. He now reached his one hand over, and as took a couple deep breaths, he gently felt on my chest and stomach.
I could feel cum seeping out of me and squeezing my cheeks together, I tried to hold it in. I think he knew I was a little uncomfortable because he asked, “How are you doing?”
Immediately, I told him, “I think I need to go use the bathroom.”
John smiled and gently pushed me to slide off the bed. John had gotten off the bed too and as I hurried into the bathroom, I could feel cum and KY bubbling out. Quickly ducking into the bathroom, desperately trying to keep my ass cheeks tight, I sat on the toilet, and pushing, I let it drain out.
A feeling of embarrassment came over me, as I sat there for a second, and after pushing out as much of his cum and KY, I tried to gather my composure. I knew I needed to go back to the bedroom, and after wipping my ass real quick and washing my hands, I made my way back to the bedroom.
It was dark now, but I could see John was now under the covers waiting for me. He was smiling as I approached the bed and then said, “Come on,” inviting me to back into bed with him.
Smiling, I moved over to the bed and as he threw the covers back and I saw him naked, I hesitated. I was kind of scared, because I knew he probably wanted to do it again, but as he patted the bed, I climbed in with him.
Throwing the covers over us and pulling me close, he asked, “Are you okay?”
I was apprehensive but quickly told him, “Yea, I’m okay.”
Hugging me from the side and then moving me, so he could hold me from behind, he kissed me on the neck and said, “This is really nice.”
It made me smile and feeling his body, especially his cock, pressing against me, I started to get hard. John’s hand now drifted down, and when he reached for my cock and he felt I was hard, he jokingly said, “What’s this?”
It felt good to have him feeling on me and then as he pushed me to lay on my back, casting the covers back, he sat up, continuing to give me a handjob.
I tried to concentrate, I wanted to cum and when I closed my eyes he whispered, “I want you to cum for me.”
John now leaned down and as he put his mouth on my cock, I bucked my hips. It felt good with him stroking and sucking my cock, and it wasn’t long before I was close. I wanted to cum and when he again said, “Cum for me ,” I subtly bucked my hips a little more, fucking his mouth.
I was going to cum and when I told him, he stopped sucking but kept stroking it. I could feel it, and when my cock started to buck, I told him to stop. Cum now spit out on my stomach, and as he again slowly stroked my cock and spilled out onto my stomach, I leaned up to see.
I was done and as I continued to look down, I could see my stomach and his hand covered with cum. John eventually stopped, and then gently rubbed my cum all over my stomach he remarking,”That was a lot.”
It made me smile and when he looked up smiling he asked, “Did you like that?”
Nodding and smiling I simply said, “Yea.”
John was smiling too and then as he looked down he asked, “Have you tasted your cum before?”
I had wanted to but never got up the nerve to tried it, and looking at him I shock my head no.
Smiling, John reached his hand up and when he told me to open my mouth, I was hesitant about it. Eventually, I let him put them in my mouth and tasting it I winced. It was think and definitely salty and as I swallowed, I really didn’t taste anything.
Looking up at me, John smiled and then looking down, he got off the bed and raced into the bathroom. I was confused but when he came back with a towel and wiped my stomach, I smiled. Throwing the towel toward the bathroom, he got back in bed. I knew he wanted me to stay the night and when he got behind me again, and held me, he eventually asked, “You’re gonna spend the night, right?”
I was hesitant as the feeling of being with another guy took over, but then told myself, “It’ll be okay.”
John soon nodded off and then moving to lay on his stomach, he put his hand on my hip. I too eventually fell asleep, and when I woke up, and looked over at John, he was already awake. Smiling he said good morning, and then leaned toward me trying to kiss me. I was nervous but kissed him and then said, “I’m gonna get going.”
He really didn’t try to stop me, he got what he wanted, and when I got out of bed, and started to get dressed, he laid there watching. John eventually got out of bed, threw on his shirt, and when I started to leave, John asked, “Do you want to come over this weekend?”
I didn’t reply right away but then simply said, “I don’t know.”
Continuing toward the front door, I felt ashamed that I let him fuck me again. Yea, it was what I wanted, but right now I needed to go. Opening the door, John grabbed my hand, stopping me. It made me turn, and as our eyes met he said, “It was really nice to be with you again.”
Nodding, I smiled, and then quickly left. I had wanted to be with him, and yeah it was nice, and even though my emotions did get the better of me, I still wanted to be with him again, just not now. Read 6678 times | Rated 71.9 % | (32 votes) Vote list (Close) :
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