When Winning Isn't Enough by PickFiction,PickFiction

“Oh my gosh, Jack. Sure, it’s okay.” At the same time, she was touched that he was asking her, realizing that, for him, it was important.

“Okay,” he said, lifting the big lid of the grand piano, putting the prop in place, and finally pulling out the bench and sitting down. “You ever hear of Rachmaninoff?”

Linda shrugged. “Don’t think so,” she said, wishing that she had, so she could be more a part of what Jack was doing.

“Prelude in C# Minor,” he said, looking at her nervously. He sat down, shuffled the bench into position, and checked the pedals. Then, he began to play.

The music rolled over her as Jack’s hands, the same hands she held when they walked together, seemed to fly over the keys, his fingers moving so fast she couldn’t follow them. She watched his face, the concentration obvious, his eyes only occasionally darting to the keys. As he played, she realized they were more alike than she had ever imagined, he with his piano, and she with her running. She marveled that his hands could create the amazing sounds while his eyes were fixed on the pages of music that he turned deftly as he played, never seeming to miss a note.

This Jack certainly wasn’t the same guy who’d annoyed her on those mornings when she was walking to school. Still, it was the same Jack–she was just seeing a part of him she hadn’t seen before. She wondered if he was seeing the same thing in her.

The music stopped quite suddenly, and Jack looked at Linda, a question on his face.

She began to applaude, a big smile on her face.

“You liked it then?” he asked, returning her smile.

She raised her eyebrows and chuckled as his mother came back into the room.

“He sings, too.”

“Mom, don’t.” Jack pleaded.

“You sing too?” Linda was learning even more.

“Yeah, I try,” he said, glaring at his mother.

“Okay,” she said. “I guess we can save the singing for later.” She chuckled.

To his mother, he said, “I’ve tortured her with the piano. That’s enough for today.”

“I’ll walk you home,” Jack said, waving to his mother, who came back into the living room.

“Come over anytime, Linda,” she said.

“Thanks, Mrs. Murphy. Love your piano. It’s beautiful.”

When they got to the sidewalk, Jack stepped around her, so he was between her and the street. She’d asked her dad about that since Jack always seemed to do it, and he’d said it was a courtesy thing men used to do all the time. It made her smile as he grabbed hold of her hand. She teased him about singing to her as they walked, but, as they passed a streetlamp, she could see he was blushing and, feeling badly, she put her head on his shoulder.

At the front door,, she thanked him again for playing and made him promised he’d sing to her, and before too long.

Inside, she smiled. Sometimes Jack surprised her.

***

A month had passed, and Linda was trying to concentrate on her running, but the entries in her book weren’t matching her expectations. In fact, she had even missed making the entries on a few occasions. It was early December, and the cold weather wasn’t helping, even though she’d run in the cold last year. It just seemed that when classes ended for the day, it was difficult to find the motivation to change into sweats and face the cold rain that seemed to be falling almost every day.

Unusual for her, an excellent student, studies often sat there ignored since she couldn’t quite bring herself to concentrate, and if she did get started on something, she found her mind drifting off, and she’d just sit there, staring off into the distance. It was unusual, and she didn’t like it.

Tonight Molly had come straight home from work very tired, skipping her usual aerobics time at the club. She was dumbfounded to see Linda asleep on the couch. She debated about waking her–she had to be sick if she’d skipped her running. She went to the kitchen to get things ready for dinner when she heard noises from the other room.

“Hi, Mom,” Linda said, a big yawn stifling the end of her greeting.

“Honey, are you okay?”

“Yeah, I guess. Just tired.”

“You didn’t run this evening?”

“Naw,” she said, plopping down in one of the kitchen chairs. “I just felt, you know, tired.”

Molly thought Linda had a dull and almost listless look to her face. It was very unusual from the always enthusiastic and energetic fifteen-year-old. She decided.

“I think we’ll go to the doctor tomorrow if I can get an appointment.”

That caused Linda to sit up straight.

“Mom! I don’t need the doctor; I just need a nap.”

“I think we need to get you tested for mono.”

“I’ve heard of that somewhere. What is it?”

“Mononucleosis. It’s a sickness you get that makes you feel very tired.” She chuckled. “They call it the kissing disease.”

“Kissing disease?”

“You can get it from kissing.” She closed one eye and lowered her head, giving Linda her best “evil eye.”

“Just from kissing?” Linda asked, curling her lip.

“Well, the other person has to have mono too.”

“Oh,” she answered. Reluctantly she agreed to see Dr. Highdecker if her mother could arrange it.

***

“I haven’t seen you for a while, Linda, so congratulations on your state championship. It has to be a wonderful feeling to accomplish that.” Dr. Madeline Highdecker, a very pretty redhead, smiled broadly at her patient.

“Yes, ma’am. I think I’m still tingling a little.” Linda’s smile matched the doctor’s since she was determined to show she wasn’t sick, even if she did have mono-whatever.

“So, what’s going on?” the doctor asked, looking from Molly to Linda.

Linda wasn’t about to volunteer anything and waited for her mother.

Molly looked at a silent Linda and shrugged, then launched into a description of the changes she’d seen in her, Dr. Highdecker nodding as she spoke.

“So you suspect mono?”

“I guess I’d like to confirm it or rule it out,” Molly said.

“We can do the test,” the doctor said, then turned to Linda. “May I touch you?” she asked.

Surprised at the question, Linda said, “Sure,” as the doctor motioned for her to stand.

“Have you had a sore throat?”

“No.”

“Just kind of tired?”

“But that’s been better lately.” She saw her mother frown. She knew it would be getting better. At least she hoped so.

“How many miles are you running?”

“Seven or eight miles a day.”

“Or more,” mom added.

The doctor smiled. “And probably all fast.”

“Pretty much, yeah.”

Dr. Highdecker began feeling Linda’s neck and around her ears, then asked her to raise her arms. More examining, and then the doctor sat down.

“Well, we’ll draw some blood and run the test, but I’ll be surprised if you have mono. Your glands seem to be fine. I suspect all those fast miles have caught up with you, and those naps might be very helpful. But, I’ll count on you guys to watch everything and bring her back if it doesn’t improve or, heaven forbid, it gets worse.”

After that, Linda worked hard not to let her mother find her napping, and she also worked hard to keep her mind and heart in her running and, by March and the official start of track practice, she was as intent on improving as she’d ever been. No more naps, careful entries in her log which were meeting her goals and expectations, and that exhilarating feeling she got from running hard and fast. And that feeling lasted after practice and through the evening, often still there when she awoke in the morning.

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