He licked eagerly watching my face, watching my pleasure as my fingers of my left hand slid through his hair pressing him close to me. I caressed a thigh on his cheek as i rubbed my socked foot up and down his side.
I rolled my head side to side biting on one of my fingers of my right hand due to the urge to moan out loudly and say the dirty things I know he liked to hear, but I knew mom was just a thin wall away. When turning my head, I saw in my dresser mirror that either dad had left it wide open coming in, or my brother Neil had opened it, for he was standing in the little entrance hall of my room looking in my dresser mirror same as I was and into my eyes. I quickly turned my eyes back to dad to not alert him and my fingers pushed his head tighter to my pussy, I moaned softly as I could.
My room had a small entrance way due to where the closet was, so laying on my bed you could not see the door to the room. The only way to see it from my bed was the reflection from my dresser mirror.
“Yes… Daddy Yes…” I moaned softly as my head tossed and I bucked my hips.
When my head was turned, I looked and saw him still there watching. He was nearly in the dark of the hall standing under the door frame, I knew he seen me notice him. I could barely make out his hand moving as he was clearly stroking his cock as he watched. Something about this pleased me that I had this effect on him.
Dad’s tongue and now fingers were becoming too much and I was struggling not to scream out, instead I moaned more softly as my hips bucked as he gripped them “Yes Daddy… Oh yes… going to cum…”
I turned biting my pillow as I came seeing Neil watching me buck cumming on dad’s face. This somehow made it more hot for me when I thought about it later, him watching me cum while he stroked his cock. No, I was not scared or freaked out that he saw me, I will get to why in a bit.
Dad lapped my pussy watching my face as I came down from my orgasms plateau. Then he got on his knees and undid his pants. I watched him free his cock as he knelt between my legs. I was ready if he wanted to fuck me, but there was also a thought of I had only taken one birth control pill so far and I knew that was not enough. So, it was a combination of fear, arousal, excitement and worry that I looked at his hard cock.
Dad lay down on the bed however saying, “sit on my face sweetie and suck my cock”.
I did as he asked straddling him and lowering my pussy to his face, He took my hips and his tongue pressed into my pussy and I let out a soft moan. I took his cock in my hand loving the feel of its heat and hardness. I looked in the mirror at my brother as my tongue licked dads cock head, I kissed and licked it before sliding it in my mouth sucking it. My mouth was wetting it well with my saliva and I took dad deep as I could in my mouth sucking him, wanting to please.
My brothers face looked like one of pleasure as he watched me suck dad’s cock. I couldn’t see him very well but did make out his look, then he turned and was gone.
I was grinding my hips as dad licked me, his tongue was flicking fast as I moaned into his cock, my mouth sucking him eager while my fingers caressed softly his balls and thighs. Dad slid a finger in me slipping it in and out a couple times then rubbing it on my asshole. I moaned into his cock continuing to suck it. He did it again with his finger then pushed it into my ass slow while his tongue and lips were licking and pressed over my clit.
I could not understand or describe the feeling that I got from this act in the moment it happened, I did not understand it then. But the result was an eye rolling body shaking orgasm with only dad’s cock in my mouth preventing me screaming out in pleasure.
It took me many years to understand the feeling in that moment and none of it had to do with the physical act of what he did that day, as it did not add any physical pleasure for me. It was an emotional thing entirely. In doing it my mind somewhere down deep where I didn’t understand consciously knew that he could take me anyway and anyhow he wanted, and I would allow it. Now in this time I fully understand I love at least in the bedroom a man who will take control and surprise and excite me. That moment was just the real beginning of me just starting to understand my sexual identity for lack of a better phrase.
My orgasm had its effect on my dad to and almost before my breath was caught from it, he rolled us over to place me on my back and rolled off me. Getting up and in between my spread legs, he stroked his cock looking down at me and let out a soft deep moan that sent shivers down me that I loved. His cum shot out across my tummy landing between my breasts, then another on my stomach, then onto my pelvic area. Dad slapped his cock on my pussy making me bite my lip and he squeezed it causing more cum to come out from the tip which he rubbed into my pussy lips. Rubbing the head up on down on my lips.
“Rub it into your skin sweetie” dad said in lovingly tone and look.
I slide my hands over my body and rubbed his cum into my breasts, then down into my stomach and into my pussy. I kept my eyes on dads eyes the whole time.
My fingers were sticky with his cum and he looked at them as I rubbed his cum into my pussy.
“Slide them in” dad said hotly as he watched.
“Yes daddy” I told him softly and slid my sticky fingers in my pussy, two of them in and out. I saw how hot he found all this just by looking into his face. I took my fingers out after a short time and sucked them clean as he watched.
After dad lay on the bed and pulled me to him spooning with me before turning out my light. He kissed my neck in the dark pressing himself into me his hand stroking my side then wrapping his arm over me. He whispered how beautiful he found me and how much he loved me followed by more kisses on my neck and shoulder. I fell asleep this way.
The next thing I knew it was early morning and the light was starting to come into my window. I noticed a bag on top my dresser with a note stuck to it, possibly my toy from dad I thought. I was still nude in my long socks. Dad was gone, I knew he wouldn’t be back at least a week or so due to his work. I got up and took off my duvet and bunched it up taking it to the washing machine and starting it on wash. The last thing I wanted was mom smelling sex on it or something. I went back to my room and took off my socks then took the sticky note off the bag and read it.
“Sweetie, I hope you enjoy your new toys. I will enjoy seeing you use them. Love dad” it said.
I smiled and tore up the note putting it at the bottom of my trashcan, so mom didn’t find it. I opened the bag and took out the 2 boxes inside. One box was a vibrator and a strange extension from the side of it called the rabbit. It was purple, he got it in my favorite color, I smiled at this. The other toy was something else. A large silicone dildo with a suction cup at the base. On the back it said it would stick to most surfaces.
I took the two toys out of the boxes and hid the rabbit with my other toy and set the dildo aside. I disposed of the boxes in the trash in a way I didn’t think mom would find. I took the dildo and went to the shower. I can say it stuck nicely to the tile wall and worked quite well. I thought of the night before and also on the sofa with dad as I broke in my gift. I do think dad got me this one to see me use it and the other as more something I would love.