Michael watched her and when she stopped talking he spoke, “I do understand what you want. What I am saying is I need to know what kind of relationship we have. Are we just Master and slave? Due to the fact we are practically living together others see it as more. I guess what I need to know what do you want me to tell people Silk.”
Silk thought for a moment and understood now what he meant, others saw that they were living together so they must be more then the casual sex Silk was claiming. She now saw what he was asking, “Michael you know I don’t care what other people think and I know you don’t either but if it will make it simple to others then we are boyfriend and girlfriend to the public. I want what I just read with you but I want to take it slowly. If this isn’t want you want then say so now. I can still be your slave but I’ll go home when we aren’t playing.”
Michael’s heart squeezed at that thought. He was more then willing to take it slow for her if that meant keeping her in his bed every night, “Silk I told you I am fine with that and as I just said, I only want to know what to tell people. You live with me to the public so saying, no we’re just casual sex isn’t working. People who have casual sex, don’t live together. So all I am asking is what is acceptable to tell them?”
Silk was feeling a bit pressured now so she snapped a little, “Fine tell them we are boyfriend and girlfriend if it makes it easier for you. We both know its just BDSM and causal sex but they don’t have to know that.”
Michael felt her stress so he backed off, “So tell me what you thought of the rest of the stories.”
Silk liked how smoothly Michael could turn the subject sometimes. She was feeling pressured and knew she snapped at him even though she didn’t mean to. She was glad he changed the subject just like that. It wasn’t that she didn’t feel something for Michael, it was that she wanted to take it slowly and that line of talking suddenly had her feeling pressured. Michael changed the subject however so Silk too let it go for another time, “Well I can tell you this about the last story. I now see why you guys don’t approve of bedroom BDSM and I can say I wholeheartedly agree now. I can see where they don’t take it seriously and how accidents could happen. For them it is just a game to be played here and there. They don’t respect it at all.”
“I’m glad you now see that and agree. I don’t know why people think its a game but they do. I had a friend for a while that was doing that but I didn’t know it. He knew about me and thought it sounded like a fun game to play here and there with his girlfriend. One night I got this call for help from him. Seems he’d tied her up wrong and she passed out and he thought he might have killed her. I went over there, got her untied and revived and gave them both a lecture. I told him either learn it the right way or stop playing around.” Michael told her.
Silk asked, “So what happened to him?”
Michael gave her this serious look, “He ignored me, almost killed some other girl. She freaked out, pressed charges on him, and now he’s serving 12 years for attempted murder.”
“Oh my god Michael. Are you serious?” Silk gasped.
“Very serious. That is one of the reasons we don’t allow it in our private group. You can get seriously hurt if your not properly trained. That is why most Doms and Dommes were also once slaves themselves. I myself spent a year in slave training, then a year as a switch and then a year training to be a Dom before I was allowed to own my own slave. We take it very seriously,” Michael told her.
Silk thought on this and decided she agreed with their way of thinking, “I agree, it’s not to be taken lightly or some game to be played at.”
Michael smiled at her agreement, “So what about the other story, what did you think?” He said moving on.
Silk thought quickly on that one, “While the very idea interests me from a learning view point, I’d never want to live that lifestyle. I feel her submission isn’t a gift at all but more like a right he expects from her. I don’t like that idea.”
Michael was glad she didn’t like it as he wouldn’t want to live Gorean ever. He agreed, submission was a gift, not a right. He did however note her other words, “What do you mean it interests you? In what way?”
“Well,” Silk thought choosing her words, “I’d like to see someone who lives like that, but I myself would never allow my submission to be something other then a gift. With them its like she really is a slave from back in the day when it was legal. I mean do they even use safewords or does she have no voice?”
Michael was glad at her words, “No they don’t use a safeword. She has to do what is ordered of her without question. I think you should probably just read the books to better understand it. I know someone who lives like that also, if you want we can spend some time with them so that you may see how it works in the real world.”
“Okay. I’ll read the books first tho so I understand what I am seeing. It might not make as much sense if I don’t. So they really developed this type of BDSM based on some books?” She asked Michael.
“Yes they did. I mean its best to read the books to understand better but it is a type of BDSM that is more extreme. I don’t agree with it but I can see it’s appeal for some,” Michael told her.
Silk grew quiet after that thinking on some other things she had read. There was a scene that the first couple had enacted that excited Silk for some reason. It was way more extreme then anything Michael had showed her thus far but it really peaked her interest. As she remembered it, she felt herself flush at the very idea of Michael doing it with her.
Michael too noticed the flush in her cheeks as she sat in thought. He wondered what brought it on so after many moments of silence he had to ask, “So was there something else my pet found interesting in those stories?” He used his Dom voice to get her attention.
Silk quickly glanced up knowing her cheeks would be red. She also noted his tone and the choice of words he used, “Well,” she started out, not knowing just how to ask, “There was this one scene,” She faltered not able to go on, unsure what to say.
Michael knew it must be something they hadn’t tried, “And it has your interest why?”
Silk didn’t know how to explain so she turned back to the laptop and quickly found it again, “Here read it. I don’t know how to describe it to you,” she said blushing.
Michael quickly read though the scene. It was way more advanced then anything he’d shown Silk so far but he felt she might be ready for it with some help so he asked, “So you’d like to try this? Do you feel you are ready?”
Silk could only nod as the very thought had her beginning to pant already. Michael too noticed this fact and smiled.
“You have to tell me what you want little one or else you can’t have it,” Michael told her wanting to calm her down as well as hear her speak of her desire.
Silk took several deep calming breaths like Michael had shown her, finally she felt ready to speak, “Yes Master. I mean it scares me to a point since we haven’t really explored this far but I have to learn some time, why not start there. I’ve read it so I kind of know what to expect,” She said, then after a quick thought, “Yes Master, I want to try that.”