Pandian sat next to Shruti and told her “I heard that you are planning to have a baby from me”
Shruti – Yes. I have gotten you what you wanted. Jason will go to Europe and process your relocation process. Won’t you do this for me?
Pandian – I promised I will have sex with you till I leave. I didn’t promise for any baby. I want my baby’s mother to be a good person. Not a bitch like you
Tears rolled down from Shruti’s eyes
Chapter 28
Once Pandian told her that he was not willing to give her a baby, he moved to a different seat. Jason moved back there. It was the last seat. So the driver was not in a position to see anything behind. Jason lifted her t-shirt and played with her boobs for a while. But Shruti remained unresponsive. She was hurt by what Pandian said. I did not know what hurt her more. The fact that he was not willing to give her a baby or the fact that he told her he didn’t want a bitch like her to be his kid’s mother. Jason went for one final round before we reached Chennai. He pulled down her tracks and fucked her from behind. Others were chatting in high volume to make sure that the noise was not heard by the driver. Shruti looked depressed while she was being fucked and I saw tears roll down from her eyes. The van dropped us at our office. We took a taxi home.
As soon as we reached home, Shruti crashed into our bed and started sobbing. I sat near her, lifted her face and made her sleep on my lap. She was not sleeping. She was sobbing
Me – What happened?
Shruti – Nothing
Me – Come on. Something which Pandian told really hurt you. What was that?
Shruti – Am I a slut? All the things I have been doing. Is that all slutty. Does that mean I am a bad human being? Am I a bad wife?
Me – No dear. Listen. Everyone has his or her own sexual fantasies. Some people are open about it and enjoy their life by making their fantasies real. Others don’t. They live under a fake veil and act like they are good people.
Shruti – How are you saying that? When I look back at last night, I had pretty much behaved like a mad person addicted towards sex. I was jumping from one dick to another dick like a monkey jumping from tree to tree. I got fucked by a black guy. I got fucked by a guy younger than me. i got fucked by a old guy. And now, I want to get pregnant by an ugly beast who treats me like shit.
Me – Did you see the way Aarthi behaved last night?
Shruti – Yes
Me – That was her fantasy which was hidden deep inside her. She had a thing for dominating men. She was acting outside like was pure. But once she was drunk she lost all the inhibitions and came out of the closet. Just like that, your fantasy is to have sex with and get impregnated by a guy like Pandian. There is nothing wrong with that
Shruti – That is my point. She was able to control all this at least when sober. I couldn’t control at all. What can I do?
Me – Just because, she was able to control, it doesn’t make her a better person. When we get older and look back at our life, we would have absolutely no regrets at all. Because, we have done everything we wanted to do.
Shruti – Please Dilip. Don’t justify what I did. If what I did was right, then why did you want to stop all the things. Why all the pregnancy plan?
Me – What you did was not wrong. You are a sexually active person. So you did that. But it should be done within limits and control. Within months, look at the number of guys you had sex with. I am not having problem with you having sex with many guys. But the problem for me is that if this circle gets bigger and bigger, it might become a threat to you. Remember what happened with Bharath and friends? Many things could have gone wrong there. If those guys were not good, they could have easily blackmailed us about many things. It was just our luck that nothing like that happened.
Shruti – I seem to get your point. But aren’t you angry with me at all?
Me – I am not angry with you. I married you because you were the right person for me. I still love you. I just want you to be safe.
Shruti – If I had married someone else, my whole life would have been different. I am so much indebted
Me – There is no debt between people who love each other truly.
Shruti – How do you even believe that I love you still? After seeing me begging other men to fuck me and being used by all the guys around me with my consent?
Me – You just proved your love for me yesterday. I know how much you loved the idea of getting impregnated by Pandian. I know how hard it is for you to sacrifice your sexual desires. But even when you were at the height of your sexual ecstasy, you were willing to sacrifice your desire to get banged by Pandian just to save me from Aarthi. That one incident is enough for my life time. I know you love me. I know you love me deeply.
Shruti – Still, doesn’t it hurt you to see me going behind other men like that? Watching me begging to get fucked?
Me – You know that I enjoy watching you getting banged. The truth is I enjoyed last night very much as you. You know that I am a cuckold. That character of me played a major role in our married. That is what made us perfect for each other. But we should not let our desires spoil our lives by doing stupid things. I feel that once you get pregnant, we should slowly move out of this place to a different place and join a different company. We should start a fresh life there. Maybe there, we should be careful and plan properly before we get into such things
Shruti – You know? When we were about to marry, I thought you were a child and your decision to marry me was so stupid. I thought you let your dick take decisions for you. But you are the most matured of us. You are the most mature of all the men I have met.
(She sat up and hugged me tightly. She then moved back and looked at me eye to eye. Smile had returned to her face. She looked so beautiful that day)
Shruti – Why did a guy like you accept to marry a girl like me? You are so good. You make me feel like I don’t deserve you.
Me – You deserve me more than any other women. No other woman is willing to openly accept what they are and what they want. But you did. That honesty is what made me like you. That honesty is what makes us be a happy couple for this long without a single fight. You are the best woman I have ever met
Shruti(giggling) – You are the best slave I have ever had. I mean husband..
She winked at me and got up from the bed. I pulled her back to bed and whispered into her ears “I am being your slave because I love you and that is what you want from me. I can also be a hardcore bull. Remember that”
Shruti – Ha ha. I didn’t know that a bull was sleeping inside my sissy hubby. How do I wake that up?
Me – You just have to ask
Shruti – Ok. I am not just asking you. I challenge you to be a bull now and fuck me. I will evaluate you
I dragged her onto the bed. Pulled her t shirt up. She did not have a bra. I pushed her on the bed to make her lie down and started biting her nipples very hard
Shruti – Aaaaaahhh.. Stop this.. It is painful.. I asked you to fuck me hard. Not to bite me hard…