“Actually she’s a really bright girl. She’s been offered a modelling contract, and she’s not sure what she’s doing at the moment. I really like her mum, but we will probably split before I go. It will be too long distance. And yes, I do want to enjoy university life.”
But did he really mean that, he thought. Did he really want to split from her? He would have to see how he felt by the end of the summer. But one thing was for sure, he could do without being pressured by his mother.
He lay in his bed thinking about Carly. He couldn’t get her out of his mind. What the hell had gotten into him? Was he really falling for her?
He knew his family were going away for the last weekend before his sister returned to school. He would arrange for her to come and stay with him.
***
Carly was packing a few things for her stay with Jules. She was super excited, but also super nervous. She couldn’t believe that she would finally be giving herself to someone. Someone who felt the same way about her. Someone totally gorgeous like Jules. She knew she was in love with him and was fairly certain he felt the same way.
They were in his car together. Carly was quiet. He knew she was nervous. “Don’t be scared baby. I promise I will take care of you. I will be gentle with you.” He told her.
They finally arrived at his house. He took her into the kitchen to make some lunch, but neither of them could eat.
“Let’s go upstairs.” He said. He knew they had to get this out of the way first, and he was desperate to have her. He needed her.
They started to strip off their clothes, then both got into his bed. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her gently. “You know I think I’m really falling for you baby. I’ve never felt like this before.” He told her.
“Oh Jules I love you so much.” She said as she kissed him.
But now he was suddenly overcome with guilt. It wasn’t meant to be this way. He had intended to simply screw her, have her regularly for the remainder of the summer then dump her before heading off to uni. But now, he just didn’t know what to do. This girl genuinely loved him and he felt a lot for her. It wasn’t fair to her. Should he be taking her precious virginity on this basis? He had never felt concern for a girl before.
His cock was now flacid. His mind filled with guilty thoughts and remorse.
“What’s wrong Jules.” She asked. He wasn’t with her. She knew something was wrong. His cock was wilting in her hand.
“I’m sorry baby, I’m not feeling well.” He said as he cuddled her. “We’ll have to try again later.” He said.
She felt sad and disappointed, wondering if she had done something wrong. Maybe she shouldn’t have told him how much she loved him. Maybe he didn’t feel the same way as she had thought.
“Oh ok.” She said as she pulled away from him and got out of the bed to dress herself. She secretly wiped a tear from her eye.
God he felt bad. He could see she was upset, but he knew it wasn’t fair to use her. He knew he had to tell her the truth. He was even prepared to take the risk of her turning him down once she knew.
He had never been so selfless with a girl before; to actually consider her feelings for once. He knew this time he truly felt differently. Could he really be falling for her? He had to tell her they had to finish when he left for university.
He hoped she would still want him.
to be continued …