Fearless by amischiefmaker,amischiefmaker

Danika turned thirty shortly after we got married and I threw her a surprise party more lavish than our wedding reception. She was completely flabbergasted, loved how considerate I was, and rewarded me with a titty fuck every night for a week.

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Danika was pregnant a few months before my thirtieth birthday. Fortunately her tits didn’t get more than a few percent bigger during pregnancy because I don’t know how she could have moved around normally even with a back brace if she increased in size the way that some women do. She did start acting a little squirrelly, however, which I initially attributed simply to pregnancy hormones. However, when a friend whose marriage was imploding because his wife was cheating cried on my shoulder one afternoon at and travelling to and from a college football game I started to wonder.

A new very good-looking guy by the name of Bill Dolan had recently started work at Danika’s company, and he and she dealt with a few projects together. She always had nice things to say about him. When I met the guy I didn’t get a good vibe, for reasons that I couldn’t nail down.

About this same time Danika had to work late or a few hours on weekends for the first time in our relationship. Once or twice I could swear that she came home with different clothes on that she left with. When we were together she sometimes seemed preoccupied, although there definitely was no decrease — maybe an increase — in our physical contact. While we had to change some of the positions we used when having sex, the frequency never decreased nor did my satisfaction, or her apparent gratification.

Another disturbing thing was that pregnant her sexuality came out even more, and she was like a bitch in heat as far as the reaction of males who came in contact with her were concerned. I didn’t handle it well when at some functions guys would hit on her if I left her for just a minute, or the looks guys gave her on the street. In separate incidents I actually almost killed two guys (or tried to, one was big and strong enough that despite my fearlessness he might have cleaned my clock) who I thought went too far and it was only Danika throwing her pregnant body between us that stopped things before someone ended up in the hospital.

Then for some reason I started reading cheating wife stories on the Internet — something I had given up when I had my first sexual liaison with Danika — and that just made my imagination run wild. It got to the point where my trust in Danika’s faithfulness started to fade just at the time that I should have been happiest because we were about to have our first — and heaven forbid maybe our last — baby.

It was so bad that when Danika told me she had to go into work for a few hours on a Saturday morning that I put a tracker on her car and followed her at a distance. Instead of going to her office she went to a local high class hotel’s parking lot. I parked far from her, got out of my car, and with a hat, fake glasses and a fake beard on I was about to follow her in when I saw Bill Dolan walk up to the front door, wave as he approached, and Danika came out to greet him, and they hugged and walked in together.

The strangest feeling ever came over me. I don’t know how to describe it. It was something I had never felt before. My hands got clammy, my breath uneven, and when I looked in a mirror back home my eyes were dilated. At one point I actually started shaking. I didn’t know what the fuck was wrong with me.

Not able to concentrate I watched a video of some B grade monster flick. Being devoid of a fear factor I always just laughed at supposedly scary movies and I thought that maybe I could somewhat stymie what was running roughshod through me by getting a few laughs. However, just fifteen or twenty minutes into the movie when a couple of ultimate victims first were confronted with a ghoulish monster and I saw the reactions of their faces and bodies it suddenly hit me what was happening!

For the first time in my life I was afraid.

I wasn’t afraid of something physical.

I was afraid of losing Danika, and she had become the most important thing in my life, with our unborn child a close second.

I cried for the first time since I was a baby. I left the house, went to a local forest preserve, and became wracked with fear, angst, and sorrow. “How in the fuck can normal people stand fear?” I kept repeating to myself, because I sure wasn’t handling it.

I got home just before dark. Danika seemed really concerned. She was all over me asking what was wrong, what she could do, etc. I chickened out and didn’t confront her — my new emotion of fear had drained the fight out of me. I made some excuse about being ill, and she actually tucked me into bed. Her last words were “I hope that you’re feeling better by tomorrow afternoon because you promised to go to my book club party with me.”

I groaned some form of assent. Fortunately I was emotionally exhausted and fell into a troubled sleep.

Sunday morning arrived and I was still consumed with fear; I was sure that it was just a matter of time before Danika would leave me, or I would be forced into a confrontation, and my life would go to hell.

Danika gave me space during the morning, but was very pleasant and concerned when we did interact. When it got to be one in the afternoon she told me that I needed to get ready for her book club event. I told her that I didn’t feel well. She told me that I was going anyway. I tried several more times to get out of it but she became increasingly insistent. Finally, with a tear in her eye she slapped me — the first time she had ever done that — and said “Get your big boy pants on because you’re going if I have to drag you there.”

That shocked me so much that I did get dressed, nice casual, and was ready to leave on time at 2 p. m. “You look too morose or ill, I can’t tell which, to drive,” she said as she snapped the car keys out of my hand and got in the driver’s seat. On the way over she first tried to be pleasant but when I didn’t respond she got bitchy for the first time in our relationship. “I don’t know what the fuck is going on with you, Greg, but I want you to be cordial with my friends when you meet them. I don’t want to have to bitch slap you right in front of them, but I will, believe me,” she snarled. I had never seen her like that, and it made me even more fearful that she was planning to dump me. I did my best to pull it together but then almost lost it again when we pulled into the parking lot of the same hotel that she had met Bill Dolan at the day before.

I was on autopilot as Danika virtually dragged me out of the car and perp-walked me into the hotel. She pushed me into a small ballroom on the first floor down a corridor from the main lobby, and when I walked in there was the thunderous sound of “Surprise!”

I don’t think that any of the people there — with maybe one exception — were from Danika’s book club. Most were my friends, our mutual friends, and/or our families. There were balloons and streamers everywhere, and my favorite old style pin ball and arcade games were set up around the room.

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