Fortune and Fortitude Pt. 02 by Lerena,Lerena

But what if she wasn’t lying? Could he really let her alone? She seemed pretty convinced that he could help her. On the other hand, if she was lying, it would be a huge waste to not devote more effort to trying to convince Miss Senguine to stay alive.

A lightbulb went off in his head. “Do you know what kind of demons Ria and Miss Senguine are? Ria didn’t seem to want to tell me.”

Annika let out a short laugh. “She’s so squeamish.” She eyed him. “Does this earn me points? Giving you free information?”

“It means you’re useful and honest, so let’s go with yes.”

She shrugged. “Works for me. They’re enqora. I guess you’d think of them as…” She thought hard for a moment. “Succubus’s? Succubi?”

He gaped. “Wait, what?”

“Close enough. They eat male essence almost exclusively. They have some mind and emotional control, but it only really works on female humans and demons.” She eyed him curiously. “What’s up with you?”

She’s a… picky eater. Jared closed his eyes. “Nothing. I was just wondering.”

Annika glanced at her watch and groaned. “It’s way past time for you to go meet Kiara. We should probably get going.”

She stumbled to her feet, and he steadied her. Slowly, they walked out the door.

She was back to her chipper old self, but Jared couldn’t decide if it was an act or not. She walked energized, in total contrast to her previous exhaustion. He was getting a headache over this whole thing.

She led him outside, past the orchard. They walked in complete silence. Up ahead, a figure was working tirelessly in the moonlight.

“Well, good luck with Kiara. I’m heading off. Too tired to deal with this right now.” Annika yawned. “Think about it, okay? I’m telling you, we’ve got a real opportunity here.”

He chuckled. “Alright, I’ll think about it. I’ll let you know soon.”

She suddenly became serious. “Tomorrow. You let me know tomorrow.”

Jared winced. “That soon?”

She nodded gravely. “On Saturday, I have a meeting with a potential… partner. I need to know if I should cancel or not.” She folded her arms. “If I don’t know by then…”

“I get it.” He took a deep breath. “Tomorrow, then. I’ll have my answer.”

“Good.” She turned on her heel and walked away, down towards the front gate.

He turned back to where Kiara was working. After a deep breath, he walked up to her.

She was heaving rocks from the ground into a large wheelbarrow. She was dressed much more sensibly, in jeans, cowboy boots, and a white T-shirt. She was sweating and breathing heavily when he came up to her.

She glanced over to him and gestured at the rocks with her head. He took the signal and started heaving rocks.

It was a nice break from thinking. He had always enjoyed physical labor. It was nice to feel like he was accomplishing something. They quickly filled the wheelbarrow, and he helped her push it over to the barn. They dumped it out on a large rock-pile that was forming and went back.

Soon they fell into a rhythm. He was lifting at nearly double the pace she was, until she finally settled for rolling rocks towards him so he didn’t have to move to get more. It had been a long time since he had had a back-breaking job, and he relished the moment.

Eight barrow-fulls and two hours later, Kiara called for a halt. She held up a hand as she caught her breath.

“Kiara, I want to know more about your plan.” She looked up at him, scowling, but he cut her off. “Ria and Annika already have told me about theirs. If you can’t tell my anything, I’m not going to make a deal with you.”

She pursed her lips. “You’re bluffing.”

He chuckled. “You think I can bluff? I’m serious.”

She straightened and crossed her arms. “So am I. I’m not about to risk the safety of my operation for a small chance at getting an ally. You either want to help humans, or you don’t.”

He shook his head. “It’s not like that. I have a fr — I have friends, human ones, that I need to protect above all else.” Quinn’s smiling face filled his mind. “You said yourself that your plan was risky. I need to know more before I can risk their lives for the sake of a bunch of strangers.”

Her face softened. “You have human friends?” She dipped her head. “I’d like to meet them, someday.”

After a moment of thought, she nodded. “Very well. Come with me.” She strode purposefully towards the barn as Jared trailed behind her.

She walked in and pulled a tarp off of a bundle of crates. After prying off one of the lids, she reached in and retrieved a large blue parchment.

His eyes widened as she unrolled it. “I’m not willing to divulge the location of my base, but you can see the schematics for yourself.” She inspected the blueprint closely.

It was large, running thousands of feet across in either direction. “Right now I’m having to cut costs — Money is less the issue than sufficient disguise. I’m decently powerful, but I’m only one demon. I don’t know exactly how powerful you are, but anything would help. I’m thinking I could double the number of passengers, so long as you’re decently powerful.”

It was meticulous. “How long have you been working on this?”

She shrugged. “Since my sixteenth birthday. I only started construction a few years ago, on my eighteenth birthday, since I couldn’t legally purchase property until then. But I’ve been designing this for much longer.”

He shook his head, impressed. “Why? Why are you doing this? Do you have human friends?”

She shook her head. “I was raised demon. Jessica forbid trifling with humans when I was younger, and since then I’ve had little opportunity to do so.” She hesitated. “As for my intentions… You know of the noumena, yes?”

When he nodded, she continued. “Have you ever wished that you could have that? They are immortal in a truer sense than we are. Sure, some of us have long lifespans, but we all die eventually. They live on.”

Jared shifted uncomfortably. “How can you know that?”

She lifted herself onto one of the crates and sat down. “Jessica took us all to a hospital when we were younger. Taught us how to feel when the soul leaves.” She closed her eyes. “That’s exactly what it feels like. Not the end of a life, but the departure of an infinite being.” She opened her eyes. “It’s not the same when a demon dies.” Kiara shuddered and wrapped her arms around herself. “It’s terribly undramatic. Kind of like watching a slug shrivel when it gets salted. It’s miserable and pathetic.”

He listened patiently. He got the feeling she didn’t get to talk about it much.

“I envy the humans. No matter how awful or miserable their experience is here, there will be more for them. What exactly, I don’t know, but I doubt it can be worse than here.” She kicked her legs. “I’d give anything to live into the eternities.” She sighed. “The closest thing I can do is to save them. They are worth so much more than us, Jared. And if they remember me…” She closed her eyes and smiled. “I could live on forever.”

She suddenly snapped back to reality. “Not that you needed to know all of that,” she said hurriedly.

“No, no,” Jared insisted. “I needed to hear that. It told me a lot. Heck, I’m still coming to terms with the fact that I don’t have a soul.” He paused. “I’m not sure I believe it yet, to be honest.”

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