frustration, and love filled me. I felt the sharp stabbing pain as Tom bit down on my hand.
I almost began to cry, it was so intense. I gave my brother everything. My cunt was grabbing him, milking him, satisfying him. I felt two, maybe three, fierce pulses of his seed. I loved, and came, with every single one. I loved cumming on my brother’s cock. My
fucking, perverted, beautiful brother. We were both speechless at the intensity, saliva dribbling from our mouths and faces red from the exertions.
Tom flicked his hips again and again into my squishy cunt, trying, I imagined, to empty every precious drop in me. My legs were lifeless, just a mass of straining muscle. He finally fell on my chest, silently breathing. I held him tighter than I ever had.
I playfully slapped his back, then his face, my hands, all but lifeless. He brought his sweaty face to mine and we kissed, his hands combing my long, wet, red hair.
“I love you, Tom. I…I always will,” I sighed.
He looked at me and only said, “As I will you,” and all was well with our world. Sort of…
I pulled his head to my chest, my breast finding his wet mouth.
I understood exactly what this was. It was just an angry fuck that my Tom needed, but it also brought us closer. Of course, I’d be paying the price of his anger tomorrow with every step, but if it helped Tom to forgive me, I’d do it again.
I pulled his head to my lips and kissed this beautiful man, the man I needed so badly.
We lay together, as we always had, our hot breath on each other. I could feel his heart beating, the rhythm not unlike my own. We both slowly came down from our intense and fraught orgasms, my pussy still quivering and pulsing from the brutal attack Tom had given me. At that moment, as much as I ‘deserved’ his thrashing, I longed, too, for the gentle side of Tom. I knew I had deserved this, I deserved his anger, but hoped this would be the road out of the mess I had created.
I could feel Tom noticeably relax, and not only because he came. His face returned to the loving one I was accustomed to.
I even saw a little smile cross his lips as he kissed me.
With so much hesitation, I asked, “Are…are we going to be okay, Tom,” not wanting to hear the answer, I was so scared.
“Chrissie,” he breathed deep, “Yes. Let’s just…take it slow, all right? Let’s allow this to grow as it should. You and I and the kids are wonderful. But we’re throwing in this new dynamic of another person. We have a ways to go, darling. But we’ll get there,” he said, and it filled me with a joy I have never known.
“I’m not kidding myself, Tom. I have thought about the changes and adapting that needs to be. I truly believe the three of us can do this, Tom. And, if you don’t mind too much me saying, Em is going to bring so much to you, to us as a family but yes, to you,” I sighed, hugging my Tom.
“You may be right there, Chrissie,” he said, and pulled me close.
I looked up at Tom, and whispered, “I’m telling Em on you,” and broke out in a hearty laugh. I could barely breathe, but thought it was funny. “She’ll take your side though!”
“You probably will, won’t you?” Tom asked. “You two have no
secrets and no shame, do you?”
“Very few, Tom,” I giggled. “Oh,” I thought. ” Hand me my phone darling?” I asked.
I checked and we had a message from Em. She had made it home all right. It was too late to call her though. I’d catch up in the morning.
“Honestly, does it bother you that Em and I share our intimacies?” I asked, serious, all of the sudden.
“Damn god question, Chrissie. I…I don’t know. Probably not
anymore, actually,” he snickered. “I mean, has she had any affairs? If her sex life with David is that barren, well, how does she deal with it?”
“Hmmm,” I sighed. “Em’s, well, different. No, she hasn’t had any affairs…and she wouldn’t. She’s much too, uh, loyal? She feels our relationship does not violate that principle. Strange, yes, but that’s the way she justifies it. I can tell when she’s wound up and, well, I help her out. I guess that’s enough for her, for now. Lately, though, she has my escapades and her vibrator to take the edge off,” I giggled. “I so love telling her, watching her twitch and her face changing expressions. I love to see her squirm. I know, I’m a naughty girl,” I replied, putting my emphasis on the ‘naughty’ word. I love to see Tom squirm, too.
“Do you think she has ever, uh, cheated on you? How would you feel if she had another lover?” Tom asked.
“Damn, you’re going deep here, Tom. I…I haven’t given that any thought. I guess I’d be happy for her, but yes, also wonder why ‘we’ weren’t enough. She knows my commitment to her, okay. It’s never come up. It’s a fact of us that we’ll definitely have to address.
You’ve given me something to think about, Tom,” I sighed, wondering if I had been even more unfair to her. My guilt flooded back.
“I think what we ALL have to do is reconcile our infidelities in the past, put them behind us and move forwards. I’m hoping our talk went a long way in starting that,” she sighed.
“Don’t fret, okay,” Tom whispered, trying to assuage any bad thoughts that were hovering around. “I only hope she’s truly happy that I’m in your life now…and will be, forever. This is going to change our whole dynamic now, and hopefully for the better,” I said.
“Of course, it will, but after today, I can safely say it WILL only be for the better. With her discovery about David, I can see her coming out of her shell and living a fuller life. I only hope she decides that we can be a part of that,” I sighed, turning a bit melancholy at the thought of losing her.
I lay there for a few moments, thinking about what Tom had just said. His words ran through me heavily. I could feel my heart beating faster, my pulse throbbing through my head.
“Tom,” I said, sadly. ” I…I can’t lose her. Do you think I’ll lose her?” I asked, tears almost flowing from my worn-out eyes.
“Shhh….shhh…come here,” he mumbled. “You’ll not lose her, okay. I’ll do whatever I can to make sure you don’t, okay?” and he pulled me tight, trying to squeeze the doubts from my mind.
Damn you, Tom, I cried in my head. Why do have to be so fucking understanding… and right.
“Can we sleep now, darling?” I asked, but knew sleep would elude me because of what Tom said.
“Of course, darling. No shower, I gather?” he said, and I laughed.
“And lose all your sperm? No way!” I laughed at him.
He whispered, “Come here, darling,” and his firm hands swept over my body, resting, finally on my butt. I laid my head on his shoulder and felt him drift off.
“I’m in love with you,” I barely whispered, and closed my eyes.