1
What began as a normal and professional relationship between Gina and her personal trainer Orlando developed into a transformative relationship for both of them. Gina was a married woman, deeply wounded by her husband’s recent infidelity, and Orlando was a sensitive gay man in the right place and right time to help her.
Immediately after Gina learned that her husband Matt had cheated on her, she turned to her female friends for support. After 22 years of marriage and being a devoted wife to Matt and loving mother to their now adult daughter Lily, Gina found herself in a crisis she never expected. Torn apart by his guilty conscience, Matt had confessed everything to Gina. He called it ‘a fling’ with a work colleague. On one tear-filled Wednesday evening after work, Matt bombarded Gina with details of how he had been fucking this other woman at various points throughout the last three months. On business trips, in the office after hours, at her apartment… basically at every available opportunity. Aside from the hurt and shock, Gina felt very naive because she hadn’t suspected a thing.
Gina’s best friend Kim did everything she could to comfort her and, after two weeks, seeing the state her friend was in, Kim recommended that she go out and fuck some other guy to get even. Gina laughed for an instant through her tears, believing it to be a joke to try and cheer her up. But the advice stayed with her.
However, it wasn’t until she joined a gym and was introduced to her new personal trainer Orlando that Gina felt herself to be genuinely moving forward. Gina had been trying to make some changes in her life to deal with the hurt caused by her husband cheating on her. And joining the gym was just one of these changes, although it was a decision made more in desperation than by design. She had always enjoyed keeping in good shape and being fit, even though her working lifestyle often made it impossible. She was already slim and in good shape, but she wanted to prioritize her physical health and fitness more than she had been. For the first time in her life she was working with a personal trainer, which she hoped would help her stay focused on her personal goals.
She felt an instant connection with Orlando. He was handsome and charming and, not surprisingly given his job, he had a great body. Gina liked to admire his toned, muscular physique at every opportunity. She suspected that he was gay and he let slip early in their professional relationship that indeed he was by mentioning his boyfriend. He may have done so deliberately in order to put her at ease and reassure her that he wasn’t just another guy hoping to get the chance to fuck her. Gina was after all a very attractive woman. She was petite in stature with shoulder-length blonde hair framing a pretty face with striking features, the most prominent of which were her piercing blue eyes and seductive full lips.
Orlando felt a connection with Gina from the beginning too. And during their workouts, they seemed to effortlessly fall into casual and often intimate conversations. She revealed to him early on that she was still reeling from her husband’s infidelity. Like her female friends, Orlando was comforting and supportive. But Gina noticed soon after that Orlando was encouraging her to use the painful experience as an impetus to get in excellent shape. He saw great therapeutic value in her pushing herself in their workouts, getting fit, and looking fantastic.
‘When you feel good about yourself, the rest of your life becomes a lot easier,’ he said to her.
Orlando was right because after only a few weeks working out under his expert guidance, Gina was feeling good for the first time in a long time. She went out and bought more tight-fitting and flattering gym-wear. At the end of one of their sessions, Orlando took her by the hand and walked her over to one of the full-length mirrors.
‘I have to say I’ve been admiring your body for some time now,’ he said. He stood behind her, looking at her in the mirror. ‘Can we just take a moment to acknowledge how incredibly hot you look right now! I mean, this body is to die for!’
Gina felt herself blushing, but she felt good because she had to admit that there was truth in what he was saying. She knew he wasn’t giving her empty compliments. She turned her body slightly and looked at her reflection closely. Her bare arms were on display and they looked very toned thanks to Orlando’s rigorous weight-training regime. The same went for her thighs. And when she turned more to the side, she could see that the curves of her ass were delightful!
‘I do love how my ass looks,’ she said and smiled.
‘Honey, your ass is a work of art!’ Orlando said and they both laughed. ‘I’ve noticed guys almost injure themselves by dropping weights on themselves because they just have to turn and look at you when you walk into the room!’
‘Stop, Orlando, you’re just teasing me now!’
‘Nonsense. I’m telling you exactly what I’ve seen.’
It was conversations like these that really helped to raise Gina’s spirits and deal with the difficult time she was going through. Orlando’s presence in her life motivated her to get up at 6am every morning and get an hour of intense workout done before going to her office to do a day’s work. And in the late evenings, Gina and Orlando would meet at the gym to train together.
2
Gina and Matt had not been able to reconcile after he revealed that he had cheated on her. He was adamant that he had made a huge mistake and wanted to save their marriage, while she insisted that she needed time to herself to reflect. Deep down, she didn’t want to throw away their marriage. But right now, she couldn’t see how she could move past the betrayal. For the short term, at least, they agreed that he would look for somewhere else to stay while the hurt was still very intense. However, there was period of a few months when Matt was still living in their home, but sleeping on the couch every night, while searching for an apartment to stay in.
During this time it was like they were living parallel lives. It was also at this time that Gina was working daily with Orlando at the gym and feeling much better about herself. One evening, she stood in her bedroom in front of the full-length mirror wearing nothing but a pair of sexy black high heels. Lately, she had been entertaining the thrilling thought that she might actually have sex with another man, someone other than her husband. It was still shocking for her to contemplate it as a realistic possibility because she couldn’t just shake off the mentality of being a married woman and a devoted wife. She was conflicted because it was painful to give up on her marriage, while at the same time it presented exciting new possibilities. And if she was completely honest with herself, she was very intrigued by the prospect of being alone with another man while she was naked like this, seeing his huge erect cock, and giving herself freely to him without guilt or regret.
While Gina’s mind happily pursued these fantasies, she heard a knock on the bedroom door. She turned to see the door open and Matt standing there looking at her.
‘I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you,’ he said. ‘I’ve cooked some carbonara. As usual I got the proportions all wrong. There’s more than enough for both of us if you’d like to join me.’
After 22 years of marriage, Gina didn’t feel the need to cover up. On the contrary, she was quite pleased for Matt to see her naked and to see how uncomfortable he looked watching her. Although she had been in fairly good shape before, she could see that Matt noticed that she had been working out a lot.
‘Thanks, but I’m not very hungry at the moment,’ Gina said, stepping towards him. ‘If you leave some in the pot, I might have some a little later.’
Matt watched her closely as she approached him and stopped right in front of him. He couldn’t help surveying her body up and down.
‘Sure thing,’ he said after being silent for a few seconds. ‘I’ll put some aside for you.’
‘Thanks,’ Gina said and walked back across the room, knowing that Matt was watching her every step of the way. She loved being able to give him a clear view of her tight ass, which she was sure would have made his cock get rock hard instantly. She noticed that she had left a dildo out on the bed and that Matt would be able to see it. It would surely have got his attention because she didn’t own one until very recently and he wouldn’t have seen it before. She had bought it on Kim’s recommendation, and Gina was glad she did because she had been enjoying using it immensely.
Gina stopped in front of the mirror and saw in the reflection that Matt was still at the door looking at her.
‘Was there anything else you wanted?’ she said.
‘I… ah… I was just thinking,’ Matt said. ‘It feels like it’s been a long time since we… since you and I have done anything.’
‘You mean had sex?’
‘Yes. And I know we’re in a major transitional phase. I’m not saying we have to rush anything, but I really do miss you. And you look fucking incredible!’
‘Thank you, Matt, and I miss you too,’ Gina said, turning around but staying on the other side of the bedroom. ‘But I’m just not ready to be intimate with you again.’
‘What’s it going to take, Gina? I’m sorry, I don’t know how many other ways there are for me to apologize.’
‘I understand that but there’s something I need first before I can even seriously think about us having a future,’ Gina said, taking one step forward.
‘And what’s that?’
‘I need to have sex with somebody else.’
Gina could see the look of shock on Matt’s face.
‘Have sex with somebody else?’
‘Another man, yes,’ Gina said, with an openness and confidence she had rarely displayed to him in their marriage. ‘I need to fuck another guy. It’s not something I would ever have realistically contemplated before, but now I don’t see any alternative. I’m not trying to punish you. It’s just that for my own self-respect, I need to have an affair too. Otherwise, there will always be an inequality at the heart of our marriage.’
Gina could see Matt’s discomfort as he attempted to listen and accept what she was saying.
‘Do you… is there a man you have in mind?’ he asked.
‘Not yet. I’ve asked Kim to help me out. Obviously, I know almost nothing about how dating or hooking up is done nowadays.’
‘Of course.’
‘I want you to know, Matt, that I still love you,’ Gina said, stepping closer to him again. ‘That love we built up over the last two decades doesn’t just disappear. But there are a lot of other feelings I have too that are new, feelings of anger and hurt and humiliation that I’m working through. It may not be much consolation for you at this moment, but you should know that I’m not looking for a serious relationship with another man.’
‘But you’re looking for a guy to fuck you?’
‘Yes.’
‘A lot?’
‘Probably, yeah,’ Gina said honestly. ‘After all, you must have fucked Amber lots of times?’
Matt merely nodded. ‘Still, nothing can make it easier for me knowing that another guy is going to see my wife naked like this and fucking your brains out repeatedly.’
‘I know, but it will just be sex. And it will just be an affair. There will come a point when I will choose to end it, and then we can re-evaluate where our marriage is. Can you conceive of our marriage having a future after I’ve been with another man?’
‘Right now, it seems unthinkable. But at the same time, I don’t want to lose you.’
‘Well, that’s where I am after your affair, so you can’t expect me to move past it so quickly.’
Matt accepted Gina’s point and left the room soon after to go back downstairs. Talking concretely with her husband about fucking another man had the unexpected effect for Gina of making her extremely aroused. She was truthful in saying to Matt that she didn’t want to punish him. But every day she was getting more excited about the prospect of fucking someone other than her husband. Gina had lost her virginity to Matt when they were both 18. And because they had been together since then, she had never had the opportunity to fuck anybody else. She knew this was rare and occasionally she had been envious of her friends getting to fuck lots of different guys in their twenties and thirties. But her marriage to Matt had been fulfilling and the sex had been good, so she learnt to live with it. Now, though, part of her was pleased that she was given this chance of a new sexual awakening.