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I wasn’t expecting her to answer so if I didn’t hear, I would have mine done for my own piece of mind.

Belinda surprised me with a hug. “Jeremy, don’t think the worst. The stress you were both under could have caused any problem. How do you think I schedule your time so you go to the gym and Ian makes sure you work out hard? To reduce that stress. As you’ve said, the new business is working well. You can take a step back. Have that holiday in Croatia or Madeira or both.”

I laughed, “Belinda, you can’t fool me. Sarah told me you told her you can run this business better than me. I might take you up on that. The only problem you would have is replacing you.”

She smiled, her eyes laughing, “Oh, I’ve my eye on my replacement. I wouldn’t be doing my job if I didn’t.”

Her phone went, “It’s Dorothy,” she said quietly. She walked to her office. I only heard the beginning, “Hi Dorothy, I’m making my way to my office so we won’t be overheard.”

I stayed in my office out of the way. I knew Belinda would tell me what the outcome was. When she did, I’d head to the gym. I was stressed.

Belinda came back in, she was smiling. After twenty minutes on the phone to Dorothy, I thought she would be spitting blood and demanding a bloody big raise.

She spoke firmly, “She wasn’t for doing this. I told her you were undergoing counselling and the therapist asked you both to have it done by a reputable clinic. You felt it was a big part of what has caused you to split up. By having the tests together, the results together, you can address the outcome together.

“She finally agreed but you have to pick her up. She doesn’t have fuel for her car as all her cards have been cancelled or reached their limit. I think the freezer is taking a hit as she can’t afford the shops. You will get it in the neck for that tomorrow. She let slip she had to cancel her therapist as she couldn’t pay.

“I told her, you’d take her to meet yours so you would both hear the results together for the first time. She didn’t like that until I told her I’d arranged the therapist and she was recognised as the best in marriage counselling by far. Some other counsellors sold an abusive relationship, she just works on the love the couple have for each other. If she can’t fix you, assuming you want fixed, nothing can fix you.”

I thanked Belinda and left. I had a lot to think about though the one thing I didn’t want to think about was what was foremost in my mind. I realised I couldn’t remember the last time I wanked. Would I fill a big specimen tub or just a dribble? I went to the gym where Ian made sure I worked out hard.

As I struggled for breath, I asked, “Does Belinda pay you more for torturing me?”

He laughed, “No, it’s just a perk of the job!”

I laughed. After I finished he took me to his office.

“Jeremy, these are your results. When you started eight months ago to now. Until this last fortnight, your blood pressure has been going down. It’s up slightly but nothing to what it was before. Your body mass index is down from problematic to good. You’ve lost twenty-one pounds even as you built up more muscle. You took the bleep test and went eighteen more runs. The lung capacity is up. Cardiac levels are very good.

“If you had blood tests before you started and repeated them now, I’m sure your levels will have improved drastically. I’d expect them to be in the good to great range. All that work has had a major improvement in your body and I dare say your mind as physical health is linked to mental health.

I looked them over. He wasn’t lying.

“Ian, I can’t thank you enough. I can see where I was headed. You’ve made me far better than I’ve ever been. How can I repay you?”

Ian looked at me, “Jeremy, there are many people waiting on SNHS sponsored physical therapy. The poorest seldom access it due to cost. We have the ability to offer it to many here, without charge. It wouldn’t interfere with any of our staff or classes.”

I looked at him. I saw the pride he had in his staff and his desire to make peoples’ lives better.

“Ian, if you can turn me from a couch potato to this, you will work wonders with those in need. Speak with Belinda. She can involve a few others to help her negotiate with the hospitals, GPs to bring this about. It’s a great idea.

“I know how busy you are and the times the gym is closed. If you’re thinking of using the closed time to operate this and not being paid, don’t. If any staff work extra hours, the company will make up the salaries.

“Knowing Belinda, she probably knows all the staff members families who need this. So, you can start with them.”

I shook his hand. He was stunned I went for it but I do like to help people.

I slept like a log that night.

The next morning, I was ready early so just headed to my old home. I rang the bell.

Dorothy wasn’t pleased to have to open the door, as her tone showed, “You could just have come in. It’s your home too.”

I spoke softly, “Dorothy, I thought I was being considerate. I know if the situation was reversed I wouldn’t want you barging into my home.”

She looked at me, “Why did you leave?”

“Dorothy, I left because I couldn’t take your abuse any longer. How what you were proposing, doing, impacted negatively on us. You were deliberately sticking the finger up at me. The tattoo was the final straw.

“Sarah, my therapist, saw our problems escalated when you had that correspondence with that clinic. It doesn’t have a good reputation. She felt whatever they said made you question us.

“I know that eight months ago, I was in bad shape. Between Belinda and Ian, I’m an entirely different man. I’ve lost weight, more muscle, lower blood pressure and other factors so I hope I pass today’s test. I’m not looking forward to having to wank into a dish. I doubt they give you a hand.

“I know this is asking a lot of you as while I’ll be embarrassed, you have more invasive examinations. I’m truly sorry about that. If the clinic you used was reputable, I’d just have had the tests myself.”

She asked sadly, “What do you think this will achieve?”

“Sarah has a couple of hypothesis regarding what may have happened between us. She wouldn’t explain to me until she sees the results. She wants you with me so she can explore those together.

“I think she is hoping, the results will focus our minds on what we both want, one way or another.”

She smiled, “Do you like Sarah?”

I smiled, “She’s lovely. She’s warm and she likes to make couples better. There are times though, she has me in tears. She doesn’t accept lies. These are poisonous so we have to be honest. I know some things will be said by both of us which will hurt but if we are to have any chance of a future we need to work together and remove whatever has caused the problems we’re having.”

“How does she see relationships?”

“Both are equal partners. No one is solely in charge. We each have the same rights. It’s okay to disagree but do it respectively, be constructive rather than destructive. She’s already shown me areas where I have let you down.”

“So how does she propose to fix us?”

“I don’t know. I think we’ll both find out on Tuesday assuming you want us fixed.”

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