“Can I get either of you hardworking gentlemen something to drink?” She so kindly asks. It was an interaction that had become quite common, even in the short time I had worked there, but this time took on so much more meaning after everything I had just learned. After never once previously thinking of Mark’s wife in a sexual manner, this time as I see her enter the basement, I can’t help but look at her as someone I could potentially lose my virginity to.
She looks like a mom, that’s for sure, even though she doesn’t actually have any kids. But she could easily be the mom of one of my friends, just based on appearance alone. She has relatively long hair, and it’s kind of a dirty blonde color, but it was perfectly straight and nicely styled. She certainly has big boobs, but they’re not abnormally large for her body type. She has a few extra pounds, but she appears to be carrying it mostly in her tits and ass, as she seems to have a reasonably normal waist. Suffice to say, she’s way more ‘curvy’ than ‘fat’, but I certainly wouldn’t call her petite. I can’t help but stare at her boobs a little, and as I do I’m trying to imagine what her nipples look like. Maybe she has big, round silver dollar types? That’s my best guess.
Like I mentioned before, I’ve watched a TON of porn. And so while I’ve never touched or even seen a naked lady in person, I’ve literally seen thousands of pictures and videos of naked women. And so now that there’s this real life woman here, I’m so curious what kind of naked body she has. I can obviously tell a lot by looking at Linda while she’s clothed, but there’s also a lot I can’t tell. In addition to my curiosity around her nipples, I can’t help but stare at her crotch, wondering what kind of pussy she has underneath the yoga pants she’s wearing. Is she shaved or does she have a big bush? What kind of pussy lips does Linda have? Are they neatly tucked into a slit or does she have big meaty lips that spill out? Her yoga pants aren’t giving off any sort of a hint as all I can see is a V shape of smooth black material right where her legs meet.
Fuck, my mind is totally in the gutter right now. The whole reason Linda came down here was to ask us if we needed anything to drink, and all I’m doing is mentally undressing her. I just hope I haven’t been so obvious about it that either of them noticed. Even with my gawking, I was able to let Linda know that I didn’t need anything to drink at the moment, and she starts making her way back upstairs. Of course, as soon as I hear the door to the basement shut behind her, Mark turns to me and says with a huge grin, “I saw you blatantly checking out my wife just now. You horn dog!”
Oh my god, I can’t believe I was that obvious. Fuck! I’m totally mortified and I instantly apologize. “I’m so sorry.” I say a few times over and over again.
“Ha, your face is bright red right now.” Mark responds, still chuckling and clearly not upset in the least. “This is too funny.”
I don’t know how to respond as I’m clearly still humiliated, but at least now I can tell that Mark isn’t actually upset. But even so, I’m guessing he could tell that I was pretty embarrassed.
“Don’t sweat it, man.” He says reassuringly. And then he goes on to say, “Look, not to be too weird here…” He then pauses, and I can’t help but jump to a conclusion of what I think he might say next. “And I would obviously have to check with Linda…” And then another pause and I’m thinking, oh my god is he really going to suggest what I think he is? My heart starts racing. I can even feel my cock start growing out and into one of the pant legs of my jeans. Am I hoping he’s going to ask what I think he is? Or am I terrified? I honestly have no idea what my brain thinks, but my instant hard-on seems to indicate what my penis wants.
And then Mark finally says it. “If you wanted to, I’m sure Linda would be thrilled to help take care of that whole being a virgin issue.” And as he says this, he kind of raises his eyebrows, and between that and his demeanor, it’s crystal clear that he’s not joking, but instead making a very legit and serious offer.
Oh my god. Could I really have sex with her? Would I actually want that? Or are they taking advantage of me. My mind is racing, and I figure I have to say something, so I respond, “Oh, I don’t consider it to be an issue.” Referencing how he referred to my virginity as an issue, and then I nervously laugh.
“Yeah, I totally get that.” Mark responds. “Believe me, there is absolutely nothing wrong with your being a virgin. Nothing.” And as he says this I kind of take a deep breath and gather my composure a little. He continues on though, “I’m just saying, if it’s something you wanted to do, then I’m pretty sure it’s something Linda would want to do too.”
I feel a little better already, but I’m still processing this whole proposition. And for once, I’m actually able to articulate a thought into a real question. “Would you really be ok with me and your wife…” And then I pause before finishing the question, “doing that?”
This gets yet another chuckle out of Mark. And then he explains, “That whole idea of marital jealousy… it’s pretty antiquated. Now don’t get me wrong, there are plenty of husbands out there that could never be ok knowing their wife was with someone else. But I’m not one of them. I love the idea of Linda being happy, and if being with you for an afternoon makes her happy? Then by all means, sign me up.”
“Ok. I guess that makes sense.” I respond.
“Now part of it…” he trails off and then continues, “Now, no offense here… but I’m not really worried that she’ll have sex with you, fall in love, and then wanna leave me. That’s just not a concern, you know?”
This actually gets me to laugh for once and I respond, “Yeah, none taken… on the offense thing.”
“So if you guys wanted to do that, I would just be happy you guys were enjoying yourselves. It really would be that simple.” Mark then continues on, “Look, I don’t want you to feel pressured that you should do this. If you want your first time to be with a girl you have a huge crush on, then you should hold out for that. I totally get that. But on the other hand, if the idea of being with my wife is exciting and intriguing, then you should consider it. You should just do want you wanna do. You know?”
Mark saying all of this is weirdly helping to put me at ease. Once again he’s coming across as just a nice and understanding guy, and it’s almost as if he can read my mind too. Those two conflicting thoughts he mentioned about wanting to wait for a special girl, but also just badly wanting to experience sex for the first time, is the exact dilemma playing out in my mind. I’ve always fantasized about my first time being with some amazing girl who I’m madly in love with, but I also couldn’t even prevent myself from shamelessly staring at Linda just a few minutes ago because I was trying to imagine her naked body. It clearly wasn’t anything specific to his wife, it was blatantly just my fascination with ANY naked body. But holy shit would I love to see a real life naked body.