I turned off the highway towards a State Park I had noted on the way up. A check of the map at the tournament showed that there were a couple of lookouts and a rough campsite that had possibilities. Jane looked up with interest as we drove through the tall gums, two fingers still circling her clit. I didn’t know how she was going to please herself when she got back home, considering her living arrangements.
“This looks nice. Nearly there then?”
I nodded, “Yeah, about ten minutes I guess. There’s a carpark near a lookout. Hopefully, no one’s there, but I’ve got a couple of other options just in case.”
The road climbed steeply and we caught occasional glimpses of the valley below. I turned onto a gravel track and bumped along to a clearing.
“Looking good. No one here.”
I went to get out, but Jane put a hand on my arm. “Andy, I’m not sure about this. Am I doing the right thing? I mean, I really want to, but…” She shrugged helplessly.
I placed my hand on her arm and said in what I hoped was a supportive voice. “That’s ok. I understand. Honestly, no matter what you thought, having sex for the first time should be a bit special.”
I inhaled deeply, then slowly exhaled as I went over what Jane had just said. ‘OH YOU HAVE TO BE FUCKING JOKING! SERIOUSLY? WE’VE GONE THROUGH ALL THIS, AND YOU’RE NOW HAVING DOUBTS? FOR FUCK’S SAKE JANE!!! THAT IS NOT FAIR!’
I patted her hand and inclined my head towards the lookout. “Come on, let’s have a look.”
Jane nodded and picked up her shorts, then tossed them into the back seat with a shrug. “Guess I don’t need those. I mean, it’s not like I need to hide anything from you.”
‘HELL’S TEETH GIRL! JUST BEND OVER AND I’LL FUCK YOU SO HARD YOUR TEETH WILL RATTLE! THEN, YOU FUCKING TEASE, YOU CAN FUCK OFF TO BOOT CAMP.’
I laughed and shook my head. “Nope. It’s a sight I won’t forget.”
We grabbed our drinks and walked to a low stone fence with an iron rail. Jane leaned on it, and I followed suit.
“This is gorgeous.” Jane sighed. She was right. The clearing looked out over the valley, the edge of suburbia just visible to the east, dense bush in front, farmland to the west. Not a sound disturbed us except the breeze rustling the eucalypts. Very calm, very nice. Hopefully, very private.
We sipped our drinks and took in the view. My brain was still simmering with the bombshell, but I told it to shut up and get over it. I was still optimistic. Jane was nervous. I got that. On my first attempt I was so nervous I came before I entered. My girlfriend had sighed, gave me an encouraging smile, and started all over again.
Jane said quietly. “I hope you’re not mad, Andy. I’m… I dunno. Freaked out a bit, I guess.” She turned to look at me. “Could you do it another day? Maybe at your place?”
I stared into the distance, my disappointment fading slowly. “Yeah nah, not really a good idea. You were worried about what people would say if a guy spilled his guts after fucking you. How’d it look if someone spotted you at my house. Even if it was completely innocent, certain people would still take two and two and make sixty nine.”
“Yeah, like Lynn I guess.” A faint smile flickered across her face. “So no chance you’d take in a boarder?”
I put my arm around Jane’s waist and pulled her to me. “I’d love to have you around, if Kirb’s was here. We had talked about renting a room out, but being alone with you in the house would be bad. I’d love to do the ‘friends with benefits’ thing, though. If you want, and we were very discreet.”
After an eternity she turned and put her arms around my waist. “I do want. I really do want.” She looked over the valley and smiled. “This is perfect for the first one. I love the bush. I can’t think of a better spot.” Jane pulled my head to her’s and gently kissed me. “I want you to do it while I look over the valley. Is that ok?”