As an older woman, who runs her own business, sometimes my life is full of sex and I have to force myself to concentrate on work. And other times the rest of my life intervenes and I have to put my sex life aside. Even if just for a short time.
The last few weeks have been like that. Not all bad, though, since it has given me a reason to re-think my approach to sex. Or to my young lovers at least. I can honestly say that having a little less frenzied lust in my daily life has allowed me to appreciate my boys much more. And I have not been completely chaste since, even after a long day in the office, I still find time to masturbate and use my toys.
The other good — and bad — aspect was that I could give Matthew more space for his new girlfriend. I am excited to see him becoming a grown man. Not a fumbly teenager who doesn’t know how to act with a woman but a confident, calm man who will be a wonderful lover for her. When the times comes. But, of course, its hastening the time when I’ll have to let go of him.
I will feel the loss of Mathew more than any of my boys. I cannot be sure that I will find another like him. He would make a perfect husband for the right woman. And that makes me wonder about my own life and the choices I made. Not that I have any intention of anything like that with Matthew. But I am a little envious of Mei and the fact she will have a wonderful, adventurous lover from the start. It makes me horny to think of them fucking.
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Matthew and Mei. They are not fucking, yet. But recently he dropped a hint that they’ve finally gone beyond dating. I was eager for the details. Partly it was because I care for Matthew. And because I wanted to know how good my teaching has been. But I will admit, also, that I just got very aroused at the thought of them having fun.
It was Mei who made the first move. I gather that she has less experience. Which gives Matthew an edge over other boys, thanks to my teaching.
Matt could not believe his luck when they were both naked in her bed. From what he has told me, Mei has the perfect body for him. She is not quite nineteen and she looks younger because her tiny body has few of the womanly curves that will come later. His big, muscled body makes her seem even smaller. But Matthew loves that. Just as he loves her flat chest and her long, dark nipples.
They did not screw — she made clear that was off-limits still. But she let him touch and kiss all over her body, Matt enjoying the sight and the feel of her soft, golden skin. She seemed surprised that he paid so much attention to her nipples. Already she is benefitting from all that I’ve taught my boy.
Mei admitted that she is a little afraid of his big body. But she did not resist when he carefully guided her hand to his hardness. He let her explore at her own pace but he reported that the mere touch of her tiny hand had him throbbing. Like a good boy, though, he did not push her to do more. Mei did confess she was a little worried about the size of his cock as well — he is a very healthy size, after all, and clearly bigger than the others she has seen.
Matthew handled that very well. He suggested that, when the time comes, he could prepare her and make it easier. Then he offered to show her how. That was when he got to eat the pussy of his tiny, Chinese girlfriend.
He told me about her thin, golden thighs. Her thick, lush bush of dark hair. And her long, dark-coloured lips. She was nervous as she spread her legs for him and Matthew started gently. Of course, Matthew is a very skilled pussy licker now. And soon Mei stopped him — when he asked why, she explained that she was about to orgasm. It turns out that Mei had only been licked by one boy and he’d not been very successful. But my Matthew soon had her legs apart and this time she let him finish his work, the first time she ever came from oral sex.
From what he told me, she was very impressed with his oral skills. I was very proud of Matthew – and very aroused. It seems he’d been extra horny after licking Mei. He quickly went back to kissing all over her body as he stroked and fondled her. He reports that she has a tight, firm little bottom.
Eventually, Mei decided she should offer relief to her new boyfriend. She couldn’t help asking about his smooth, hairless pouch. Matt was a little shy but was able to explain that he’d read it enhanced a man’s pleasure. No need to mention his older lover. But he did suggest that Mei might one day choose to go hairless as well. I am sure that sweet young pussy and those big lips would look fabulous after being waxed or lasered.
She took hold of his super-hard dick, six and a half inches and throbbing. Matt was gentle once again, and because she asked, he showed her the basic technique. Her hand was tiny compared to his bulk and that, on top of his sky-high arousal, was all that was needed.
He came hard and shot a nice, thick load for her. It landed on her skin and on her sheets. Mei confessed that was her first time to let a boy shoot onto her skin. And she was amazed and impressed by Matt’s prowess. Already I know that she enjoys getting his load on her skin. Soon she will want to taste him as well.
Its good for Mei that they are going slow. But its certain they will be fucking before long. I suggested to Matt that perhaps they should start with her on top — so that she can feel more confident with his size.
Then I made my young man fuck me as hard as he could.
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I am still working things out with Adam. He is not my type, for many reasons. But I am only really focused on getting to experience his amazing penis. It sounds shallow, I know. Some would say its wrong to value a man by his penis. I don’t think Adam has any illusions. He is adamant that he’s had little luck with women so I know he is super keen. The only complication is that we’re a long way apart.
We chatted again one night, on-line from our respective bedrooms. He is a nice young man — just a little too old for me. I was showing my cleavage, enjoying the thought of what it was doing to him. We were discussing his sexual exploits. He wanted to know more about mine. And he asked me about my favourite positions. By then I was the one getting turned on.
“Will you let me see you?” I asked sweetly.
“Show me those big tits first.”
I did not hesitate, pulling the sheet back to show my hardening nipples. Let me say, I felt so wanton and the mere act of exposing myself like that made my vag get a little damp. Adam and I have played like this a few times and I always get excited by letting him watch me from so far away.
Adam copied my move, lowering his camera to reveal his big manhood — eight and half inches and thick. I can never get enough of looking at it. But I need more than that.
“Please Adam,” I was almost begging. “You have to bring that to me.”
“I told you, we should meet half way.”
“No, I want you properly. Not in a car park. I want you in my bed.”
‘I want to fuck you in a hotel room,
“No, sweetie. Right here in my bed. I’ll make it worth your while.”
“Play with your nipples,” he told me.
I did what he asked. It was strange and erotic to be obeying his orders for a change. But I had promised to make it worth his while. So I rubbed my fingers gently over my little pink nipples and made them so hard. I could see how excited he was and I pinched them a little, pulling them to make them longer so he could see I was turned on.
“I want those gorgeous tits,” he moaned.
“Yes, sweetie. You can have all of me,” I cooed back. “You can suck my boobs while you fuck me with that massive cock.”
“Touch yourself. Touch your cunt.”
It was easy to slip one hand between my legs. I’m still not quite used to masturbating for my young lovers. But this was on a screen. So different and somehow more naughty.
“Show me,” he urged me. “Open wide and let me see.”
Adam says he’s had only a few women. Something tells me that he’s had plenty of on-screen experience. I turned my phone so he could watch me part my legs. I will admit that I was letting him be in charge because I want that massive dick. But I could tease him a little.
“I’m all smooth for you,” I said. “So you can kiss and lick me.”
“Touch your clit.”
“Let me see you?”
He panned down his body. Like I say, Adam is not my type physically. He is a nerdy, scrawny young man. Maybe that’s why more women don’t approach him. But I already know about his eight and a half inches. When the camera got there he was fully erect — all for me. I still don’t know if he is the biggest I’ve had. Not until I get my hands on that thing. But it is thick and straight and looks even bigger against his puny body.
“So beautiful,” I groaned as my vag started to get wetter. “I need that inside me.”
I used two fingers of my free hand to spread my pussy lips for him. He could see my wetness. The warm air in my bedroom felt cool against my slit. I was sure he could hear me panting.
“Touch your clit.” he told me again.
Oh my, it was so erotic to follow his instructions. And I definitely wanted to give him a good show. I stared at his wonderful cock, craving a chance to lick and suck it. I wondered if he was throbbing for me already. I ran a single finger gently, slowly over my clitoris. It was swollen, erect. Touching it made me feel so wild and crazy. And super horny. I was holding the camera so close to my aching vag. I moaned for Adam.
“Show me,” he insisted.
I was playing with my clit while a man watched me on-line. How slutty. But I did what he wanted, trying to hold myself open so he could watch me rubbing a finger over my hard clit.
“And you,” I begged him. “Let me see what you like.”
I gasped as his hand went around his manhood. How big he looked on that little screen. And he was horny as well, his hand already moving slowly as he pleasured his cock for me. I couldn’t take my eyes off him, watching his throbbing shaft and wanting to memorise exactly how he strokes it.
“I want to suck it for you,” I moaned.
“Finger your hole,” he told me.
I parted my thighs a little further and slipped a finger inside my wet opening. For a nerdy guy, Adam sure knows how to give orders. But I obeyed because I so badly want him to bring that big dick to me. And, yes, I was extra excited at the chance to masturbate on-line for the pleasure of an almost stranger.
“I want you in my mouth,” I moaned at my phone as I touched myself.
“Two fingers in your hole,” he moaned.
I did not hesitate. He wanted to watch me pleasure my vag and I had two fingers working deep inside my entrance. I knew what he wanted and that made me even wetter. I pressed deeper, moving faster so he could see me really fingering myself. It was so liberating, so exciting, to be that wanton. Matthew has never seen me like that and it turned me on to be so slutty for another young man.
“Stick your dick in me,” I murmured.
I think he liked that idea, too. I saw him move his hand a little faster. How fantastic and sexy to watch a man playing with his thick manhood. And even with his hand, that dick looked enormous. I imagined having my fingers around it and I knew I was about to orgasm. Oh, if only he’d shoot for me.
“I want to hear you cum,” he told me.
“Please give me that cock,” I whined.
“You want me to fuck you? You want me to cum inside you?”
“Yes… fuck yes. That big cock…”
Now he was stroking himself with real purpose. I knew the signs and I knew he wasn’t far away either. I was finger fucking myself and wishing desperately that it was Adam inside me. Any second now and I would explode.
“Shoot. Let me see you.”
“Fuck that hole. Let me hear you cum.”
Well, I simply could not deny Adam his wish. I almost dropped the phone — and I am not sure how much he saw — but I did my best because I did not want to lose sight of his massive, throbbing cock.
“Oh, Jesus… yes, I’m… oh, fuck, yes…”
What a beautiful, intense climax. I had to force my legs to stay open for him. But I couldn’t stop fingering my vag. And it was even better because I was being watched by a young man I barely know.
“Oh, oh yes…” I moaned as I came a second time.
“Show me your tits,” he ordered me.
It was strange to obey him so easily. But super erotic as well. With one hand still between my legs, I tilted the phone to show him my big, heaving C-cup breasts. And now he was really working hard on his lovely, hard penis.
“Yeah, let me see,” he groaned. “I wanna cum on those big tits.”
All I wanted was for him to shoot. To see his stuff blasting out of his penis. He looked mighty impressive and I was in awe as he gripped the shaft tighter.
“Yes, sweetie. Cum on my tits. Shoot your sticky stuff all over me.”
“Watch me…”
He groaned loudly and instantly he was shooting his load everywhere. Oh, I was so excited, so hungry for him that, still rubbing my clit, I couldn’t stop myself from cumming along with him.
“Oh, fuck yes…” I groaned as I watched his stuff shooting out.
And it was even more exciting to see how he shoots, how his sticky stuff looks as it empties from his balls. Adam is not the type of boy who produces strong spurts of semen — no, Adam sends out a spray of huge drops that fly through the air and seem to splash all over. It looked so wild that I was still riding my own orgasm. It was so different that I was even more fascinated by him than before. And even more determined to have him in my bed.
“You are a very sexy woman,” he murmured as he came down from his climax.
“That was incredible.”
“Are you going to cum again?”
“I already did,” I confessed with a grin.
Adam seemed a little surprised by that. But he liked the idea he’d gotten me so horny.
“Next time,” I told him, “I want that for real. All over me.”
“Yes, I agree.”
I was very pleased to hear that. A dirty older slut like me and now I had a young man pledging to show me a good time with his eight and a half inch dick. If I had to guess, I’d say he’s longer than the boy from the train but maybe not so thick. I could hardly wait to find out for sure.
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Watching Adam shoot his cum load for me almost ruined the next day at work. It seemed a constant fight to stop my mind wandering to the memories of our on-line fun. And the sight of that huge dick and his lovely stuff spraying wildly. Thinking of big blobs of yummy stuff going all over my body and my bed.
That night I arranged myself for an intense session of masturbation. I got my largest vibrator and decided to use my lounge because somehow that felt naughtier. Just as I’d done for Adam, I started by squeezing my big boobs and pinching my nipples. But it wasn’t long before one hand was rubbing my vag and teasing my clit.
All I could think about was enormous dicks. Big schlongs. I was moaning, my vag leaking nicely. Train boy came into my head. Oh yes, he was magnificent as he stretched my pussy wider than ever. Is it possible to be a big cock slut when I’ve still not even had Adam screw me? And then Aaron popped into my head — not huge but still nice and big and always so hard inside my vag.
Suddenly, I was imagining a threesome. I’ve already decided I won’t go there again. Too many risks of being found out and too hard for me to stay in control. And I like the intimacy of focusing on one young cock at a time.
That didn’t stop my dirty thoughts. I was shoving the vibe into my vag while I imagined sucking Adam — while Aaron looked on. Then, of course, we had to switch. I let Aaron fuck my mouth while I stroked Adam’s fabulous shaft. And I came the first time while I thought about me sucking Adam deep as I watched Aaron playing with himself.
I wanted to play with their balls. Them standing in front of me with their big cocks standing tall and proud. I imagined cupping them each in one hand, gently hefting and massaging those precious eggs. And, at the same time, gently sucking their dicks, swapping from one to the other so I could bob up and down to take their meat into my mouth. The vibe was just teasing my clit then and I came nice and hard, surprised at how much noise I can make when alone.
Having sworn off another threesome, I could not stop imagining two young men having their way with me. I had already cum numerous times but I was thinking about them fucking me. On the lounge, me in doggy position. How else would I want it? Aaron first, opening me nicely with his throbbing member as my vag spasmed around him. I had to thrust the vibe deeper to give me the feeling of Aaron’s big dick.
Then it was Adam’s turn. I thrust deeper with the vibe as I imagined that massive thing inside me. He would have to grip me tight to force his bulk into my poor vag. The thought of it made me cum so hard.
And there was something else. Aaron was feeling confident and cocky. He took the opportunity to shove his dick into my mouth while Adam was screwing me from behind. A spit roast and the young men were taking charge of me. Of course, I loved the idea of two cocks inside me and being controlled like a dirty slut. I should have chosen two toys but I came with a noisy crescendo.
Finally the boys were ready to shoot their cum. I had to go to my knees for that. Aaron pumped his hard cock into my mouth and he gave me a big load. I swallowed some and the rest of his huge load leaked out and ran down my chin, marking me as a dirty older woman who loves being made a slut.
And Adam, so big and throbbing as he waited his turn. I had one load running down my chin and dripping onto my boobs but I grabbed his enormous cock and started to stroke him nice and fast. I looked up at him, begging him to shoot for me. And then, with a big groan of lust, he was spraying everywhere. I orgasmed again at the thought, big globs flying all over and landing on my face and my shoulders, in my hair and in my open mouth. More of it landing on the lounge and the floor as he sprayed everything as if marking his territory.
How wonderful that session was. Maybe it was even better knowing that it will never happen for real.
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Lucky for me, I only had to wait till the next night for Aaron to come to me. I was wearing only a large t-shirt and shorts, eager not to waste a second of our short time together. By the time I brought him inside my apartment, my vag was aching with need. My arousal was obvious, even to Aaron. But I no longer cared about him seeing — or about what he might think of me.
I should care about my nosey neighbour. I know for sure that he saw me letting Aaron inside. Its certain he suspects there is a wicked reason for all these young men visiting me. There is a reason, of course, but there’s nothing my neighbour can do about it. To be honest, its exciting to know that one other person is aware of my sexual escapades. I don’t have to hide from him since he can’t tell anyone I would be concerned about. But being spotted made me more excited for.
We kissed. It was passionate, enjoyable. My heart was beating hard, knowing that he was excited to have a tryst with me before he attended to his girlfriend. I must tell you that I never cheated on my husband. But now I find cheating sex to be intoxicating.
He was groping me — as expected and, honestly, invited. His hands grabbed my bum and gave me a nice squeeze. I moaned into his mouth as we continued our lovely kiss. But soon his hands were on my boobs, through my shirt. Straight to the point.
“Take it off,” I murmured, lifting my arms high.
I could never get tired of exposing myself to a young man. Aaron always has a wonderful reaction to seeing my big boobs. And I wanted to see his tanned, skinny body so I started to wrestle his shirt off in turn.
“Oh, fuck you are sexy,” he moaned.
“Have you been thinking of me?” I asked him.
“All fucking day.”
His hands were great, Aaron having learned what I like. But I took him to the lounge and lay down so he could really go to work. He squeezed my boobs just the right way. And then his mouth was on them, kissing me and licking my hard nipples. I moaned my relief and my gratitude. Or maybe he didn’t notice as he seemed totally engrossed in my C-cups. It was immensely satisfying to lie back and watch a young man suckle my breasts, admiring his slender, tanned body as he took his fill of me. I was reminded — again — of how happy I am to have chosen my lifestyle as sexy cougar.
I would have been happy to return the favour. But I couldn’t reach his cock in that position.
“Take it out for me,” I commanded him.
Almost any dick would have done that day. Still, I had to contain my gasp as his hard seven inches sprang into sight. I’d wanted to keep him sucking my boobs as long as possible, enjoying the languid pleasure. But now his penis was available and I needed it in my hand. Happily, Aaron anticipated me and changed his position. Now I could grab his dick while he played with my breasts.
“I love that you bring this to me,” I moaned as I lightly stroked along his shaft.
“It gets hard every time I think about you.”
Well, that was all the encouragement I needed. Quickly, I sat up on the lounge with Aaron standing in front of me. Once more, a healthy young penis was presented for me. He was standing straight and tall, demanding my attention. How could I refuse? I smiled up at Aaron as I cupped his balls. Nothing more needed to be said before I wrapped my lips around his shaft. And he’d not been lying — he was already throbbing beautifully.
“You’re amazing,” he whispered.
I wrapped my other hand around his base, stroking him as I lowered myself further over his big dick. He’s not as challenging as Adam will be but seven plus inches is wonderful. I couldn’t help myself trying to stuff as much as I could inside my mouth. Honestly, the way I was feeling it almost didn’t matter which young man was standing there. I sucked him hard and swirled my tongue around his shaft. And it was even more sexy when I felt his hips starting to pulse a little, eager to help me swallow his throbbing penis.
I went to my knees as well, just long enough to lick his young balls. My hand was still wrapped around his shaft, holding him up so I could reach his hairy pouch. A young man’s balls are fascinating, so powerful and full of virile stuff. And his girlfriend wouldn’t know what to do with them. It was a thrill to hear his soft moans as I carefully pleasured that precious part of his body.
And why not stay on my knees, for now? It was a delight to stroke him, admiring his size. Aaron is so much more impressive than my ex-husband. His dick is even bigger than most of my boys.
“What a fine young man,” I grinned up at him.
I didn’t wait for a reply before I was sucking him again. I had a special reason to want to enjoy Aaron that day. And I am serious about learning to deep throat a full-sized penis — what better time to challenge myself as I tried to make myself gag on his length.
“I want to fuck you,” he groaned.
Well, that was my signal. Stripping off my shorts, I climbed back onto the lounge. This time I spread myself wide. It was extremely satisfying to expose myself to a young man like that. To know that I can still make him extra horny just with the sight of my naked body. If only my ex had thought like my boys do.
“Make me ready,” I told Aaron. “Get me wet for that big dick.”
In truth, I was already quite wet enough. But I never let one of my young men get by without his mouth on my vag. And Aaron has definitely improved his pussy eating skills.
“Yes, sweetie,” I moaned as he placed his lips over my bare vag.
What an obedient, well-behaved young man Aaron has become. His long lick was perfect — nice and long, all up my cleft. Already I was on the verge of cumming. There’s just something so naughty and arousing about having a boy, young enough to be my son, between my legs and pleasuring my sex. And lying there, splayed on the lounge, while Aaron dove in was the most erotic sight. His young, tanned body was perfect between my pale thighs. Though soon I was focusing only on his mouth.
“Yes, sweetie…. Yes, like that…”
I came as his tongue probed into my entrance. And then I came some more as he gave me extra long licks from bottom to top. It was almost painful to wait for him to move his tongue to my clit — and when he did, I writhed and bucked against his young face. If only his girlfriend knew who taught him.
“Put it in. Screw me.”
I shifted position, my bum balanced on the edge of the lounge and legs wide apart. I appreciate that we never have long to enjoy our screwing. It seems to suit Aaron who never wastes time when he gets the chance to fill me with his dick.
“Don’t shoot,” I warned him. “Make it last.”
He soon had his balls swinging against my lips as he shoved himself hard and deep. I thought about what a slut I am. About my nosey neighbour. And about the wonderful sexual energy of my young men.
“Sweetie, yes… don’t stop,” I cried out through my first climax.
Aaron was on his knees and giving me a very manful screwing. But it wasn’t enough for me. Still cumming around his cock, I quickly flipped over — on hands and knees and trapped against the lounge. Aaron enjoys this position as well, gripping my waist as he rams his virile young cock into me like a fleshy piston. Oh yes, young dicks always feel so much better.
“Fuck me hard. Yes… oh…”
He is not as powerful as my Matthew but it was a very manful pounding. Oh my, I needed it, too. I only wished for a mirror to watch us as he slammed into my vag from behind, making my big boobs shake underneath me. Sometimes a woman needs to be screwed good — and this was one of those times. Truthfully, I needed Aaron to fuck me all night but we didn’t have that much time. And I had something special in mind. When I knew he must be getting close I pushed him away from me. I pushed him down and soon he was on his back with that thick shaft glistening with my wetness.
“Promise not to shoot,” I told him firmly.
Then I took him in my hand, feeling his twitching. I knew I was playing with fire. But I wanted to be filled by that young meat. So I straddled Aaron and slowly sank down on him.
“Oh, fuck…” he groaned.
“You like that sweetie? Don’t cum yet.”
How magnificent to have a nice young man underneath me, his seven-inch penis hard and thrusting up into my soaking vag. It was fun to watch his face, knowing he is so young and not quite fully able to control himself yet. My vag felt so good wrapped around his shaft and I had my own struggle to stop myself from moving.
“Don’t shoot. Tell me before.”
I enjoyed every inch of him sticking up into my vag, twitching and just aching to empty his balls. I was breathing so hard, enjoying every tiny sensation as I struggled to stay motionless on his weapon. I was impressed by his stamina but the poor boy could only last so long.
“Maria… fuck…”
I jumped off and went to my knees. What a slut I am. Quickly, I told Aaron to get into position and in a flash he was standing in front of me. How perfect and just what I needed for my plan.
“Good boy,” I told him and wrapped one hand around his throbbing shaft.
My vag was soaking. I could tell from how thickly my wetness covered his shaft. I shuffled in close, with his dick practically touching my lips. Then I started to stroke him — slowly but with only one thought in mind. I went from top to bottom and up again. Then I repeated it, so slow. His dick was twitching nicely. Only seconds to wait.
“Don’t wait,” I told Aaron as I moved my hand gradually down his length.
“Fuck… Maria…”
I got his head between my lips just as he started to shoot. The taste of my vag on his cock made me so hungry. His first shot exploded in my mouth and I felt that warm, sticky stuff splashing and flowing over my tongue. So much stuff. I tried to swallow, still stroking his dick, and of course the next shot blasted out. It was another huge load and he was cumming so hard that already I knew it would be too much for me.
It is a primal thing to swallow a man’s stuff, his virile baby-making fluid. Even better when it’s a boy young enough to be my own son. But I didn’t swallow it all. Knowing Aaron would produce another torrent of semen, I kept jerking him as he unloaded in my mouth. So much that I could play with it on my tongue. And let some of it escape.
“Fuck, you’re amazing…” he groaned as he kept shooting.
What a lovely flood — so thrilling. And the right amount that I had to let him leak from the sides of my mouth. It was dirty and slutty and so perfect. He was still shooting and every pulse of his cock gave me more of his massive load as he overwhelmed my petite mouth. It was like an accidental facial and Aaron was the perfect boy for that. I kept stroking him, feeling his pulses as he emptied himself for me. Enjoying the sensation of so much semen and saliva overflowing and covering my lips and my chin, dripping onto my boobs and my thighs. And looking like a dirty older slut.
All my boys are impressive in their own way. Aaron has a lovely dick, I will say, but there’s no doubt that he produces the most semen of any man I’ve ever known. I was actually grateful for a boy who can shoot like that.
Still feeling slutty, looking up at him, I made sure he saw me scoop up his stuff with my fingers. From the corner of my mouth, I collected big blobs of his sticky stuff and then sucked my fingers clean. But I didn’t bother with my chin. No, better to leave it dripping and drying on me so I could enjoy wearing his virile stuff.
He was more than impressed by me. That was obvious by the look on his face. And when I carefully sucked him clean.
“You’d better go to your girlfriend,” I told him at last.
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That will be the last time with Aaron. No, the dirty thoughts about a threesome weren’t enough for me to keep him. I sent him a message the next day to say that my ex-husband is hanging around again. That its safer — for us both – if he doesn’t visit me again. And that he needs to keep our secret.
I enjoyed Aaron, having spied him in a café. Especially that big penis. I admit that he was perfect for a quick fling. A quickie mid-week when I needed that. And, wow, that huge load of his was something else — if only all boys could produce so much. Plus, it was sexy to know he was cheating on his girlfriend so openly with me.
I’ve no regrets about starting or stopping. But honestly, he was never what I need in a longer-term lover. Somehow it feels right to stop even though I lied to him.
Plus I’ve met a new nice young man. His name is Patrick. Again, he is very different for me. And very different to Aaron — and to Matthew. He will be fun.