Can I really do this? Can I really give up everything I am for one chance with Shannon? I might be wrong. She might really love Brad. And he might truly love her.
No.
Slowly, deliberately, she ran her eyes over her body, the same way she had when she was seventeen, and she had realized that Shannon had never seen her as a potential lover, and never would.
She said goodbye to her limp, mousy hair, that could never hold a curl for longer a day. Goodbye to her beak of a nose, her weak chin. Goodbye to her small, unimpressive breasts, goodbye to the five pounds around her middle that she could never get rid of, goodbye to her short, stumpy legs. Goodbye to the black tuft of pubic hair, and the spot between her legs which had never drawn more than a passing interest from anyone, male or female.
Goodbye, Shanaya.
She turned off the light and walked, shaking, to her bed.
“I’m ready.”
Gene’s eyes were hooded, his face expressionless. “Make your desire known to me, Mistress.”
Given caution by Gene’s warnings, she had pondered her words throughout the day, until they were as polished as jewels in her mind.
“Genie,” she said, her words falling into the nighttime silence like stones into a pond. “I wish to be male, and with a face and form which would make Allison receptive to me as a potential lover.”
Gene nodded, almost a bow. An approving look in his eyes told her that she had not erred with her choice of words.
Naked, she lay down atop the blankets. Fighting the terror that seemed to fill her very bones with dread, she closed her eyes. She sensed rather than saw Gene kneel at her side, and then she felt the press of his warm hand on her back. There was nothing sexual about it. Instead, she felt as if he were memorizing her form, storing it away somewhere before remaking her, transforming her into something altogether new.
“Mistress.” The words seemed to come from far away. “Your wish is granted.”
And Shanaya Singh fell into unconsciousness as if she had been cudgeled.
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Parent Post: In Genie Us by Glaze72 – Chapter 1: Something Old
- In Genie Us by Glaze72 - Chapter 2: She Dreams of Gene Eh?
- In Genie Us by Glaze72 - Chapter 3: A Change Will Do Her Good
- In Genie Us by Glaze72 - Chapter 4: Morning Would?
- In Genie Us by Glaze72 - Chapter 5: Eaten Out