“I’m sorry,” she replied quietly. I could smell guilt tainting her scent a second time.
“I’d do it again,” I said quickly. “Without hesitation.” I was still hiding my face against my knees, even though she’d stopped running her fingers through my hair. “So, don’t be sorry. I’m sorry I didn’t get there sooner. It looked like it was a close one…” My voice trailed off.
Gabriella resumed running her fingertips through my hair. “Well, sort of. He wasn’t planning on killing me for another few hours. He…” She stopped abruptly, and I could feel her hand begin to tremble again, but it wasn’t from nervousness this time. “He…wanted to break me. He wanted me to get to the point where I’d ask for it. Ask him to kill me…”
Without thinking, I immediately reached out my hand and rested it on her silky thigh. She jumped at the sudden touch, but I knew from her scent that it wasn’t from fear. I’d made her even more aroused, immediately dispelling the horror she had just been feeling.
“Is that alright?” I asked anyway, second-guessing myself as my own fingers began to tremble against her leg. I’d never touched anyone like this before, so I couldn’t help but feel anxious.
“Yes,” she whispered softly. She was then thoughtful. “I think that’s what it is. Touch. The most recent time someone touched me, I didn’t want it. So, I think it helps to replace it with someone touching me who I want to.”
I felt selfish for asking my next question, but I couldn’t help but wonder. “What would you have done if it wasn’t me who saved you?”
Her hand stopped stroking my hair briefly, as she seemed to try to understand my meaning. “Oh, well I probably still would have come here and tried to talk to you.”
“You would?” I asked in surprise, turning my head slightly to glance at her. “You wouldn’t have wanted to find the person who saved you?”
Fully understanding what I was getting at now, she shook her head. “No. I mean, I would have been thankful, but I already liked you. I’m not here because you saved me. I mean…” She hesitated. “Like, this isn’t a ‘thank you’ or something. I would never thank someone by offering myself to them.”
I immediately forced my head between my knees, suddenly overwhelmed by the implications. This couldn’t be happening. This had to be a dream. My entire body was trembling, I was so nervous. Her words were now echoing in my head like a physical presence haunting me. ‘By offering myself to them.’
I yanked my hand off her thigh and hugged my legs tightly with both arms.
“Are you alright?” she whispered, sounding confused.
I wasn’t able to answer right away, but she waited patiently. She had stopped stroking my hair, probably afraid that she’d done something to upset me, instead of realizing that I was just pathetic when it came to women, because I had zero experience in that department.
Finally, I managed to respond. “You…you have to understand. I’ve never had anyone touch me like this. I mean, obviously. I’d look like this if I had.” She resumed running her fingers through my hair, firmly, when she realized it was alright. I continued. “And, obviously, having you suggest…” I struggled to repeat what she’d said. “Well, it makes me really nervous.”
“I think you’re very handsome like this,” she said reassuringly. She then lowered her other leg and reached over to grasp my hand, pulling it onto her silky thigh again, graciously ignoring my trembling. “And I think it’s cute you’re so nervous,” she admitted with a small giggle.
“You do?” I asked in shock, a little surprised that her admission actually made me feel more confident. Before I even waited for her to respond, I began gently rubbing the smooth material over her warm thigh, only to give it a small squeeze. It felt like the heat from her leg was seeping into my hand, warming my entire arm.
“Yeah,” she affirmed. “It’s adorable. Although, it’s not like I have a ton of experience either. The most I’ve ever done is kiss.”
I found that hard to believe. “So, you’re still a virgin then?” I wondered, only to feel a little embarrassed that I’d asked so bluntly. Thankfully, she didn’t seem offended.
“Does that surprise you?” she asked curiously, her tone filled with amusement.
“Well, I mean…you’re just so pretty.” More like, so fucking hot!
She giggled again. “Yeah, well, I have to admit I get hit on a lot. It started happening when I was about fourteen, as soon as my, um, chest…got this big. But yeah, thanks to you I still am.”
Dread crept into my chest as I thought about that. I quickly looked up at her, suddenly feeling somber and serious. “I don’t think that would have counted,” I said seriously, knowing she was talking about what I’d stopped the serial killer from doing.
“You don’t?” she asked in surprise, blushing from the sudden eye contact and looking away.
“I don’t,” I repeated. “I mean, think about it. Is virginity really just physical? If that were true, then what about when gays and lesbians do stuff? Especially lesbians. So then, a guy and girl can definitely lose their virginity without actually having…you know. Normal sex. Even someone who has only done oral really isn’t a virgin anymore.” I paused to collect my thoughts. “And likewise, just because a guy forces himself on you, doesn’t mean you’ve lost your virginity. I think it’s more of a mental thing, rather than physical. If you don’t have an orgasm, and if you didn’t do it willingly, then it’s hard to say that you’ve really had sex. Sure, you would have been violated, but I’d still feel like you were a virgin.”
“Oh.” She considered that. “I guess that makes sense. I actually know a girl who’s never had sex with a man, but she’s definitely not a virgin.” She then focused on me again for a moment, before looking over at the fireplace. “And, I guess, even under that criteria, I’d still say I’m a virgin. It wasn’t even heavy kissing.”
I glanced at the coffee table as I responded, lowering my voice. “Well, it wouldn’t matter to me if you weren’t. I’d still like you. But, that is kind of nice to hear.”
“I’m glad I waited,” she admitted.
I felt my heart jump into my throat, prompting me to remove my hand as I slammed my forehead into my knees again. My face was burning up.
The quick movement of my head left Gabriella’s hand behind in the air. “Are you okay” she asked urgently. “Was it something I said?”
I was trembling all over again, just from the idea of fucking her — the idea that I’d be her first time too. But it was more than that. Much more. Her words implied so many things. I tried to take a deep breath, but when it came out in a ragged gasp, she rested both hands on my shoulders and leaned into me as if she was trying to comfort me. However, the physical touch only made my reaction worse, which she noticed, prompting her to let go.
I tried to focus my thoughts so I could calm down, attempting to get a hold of my own breathing.
Finally, after a few minutes, I managed a response. “I’m sorry. It’s just that…” I took another deep breath, uncertain of how to explain. “I don’t understand,” I admitted. “You barely know me, and yet it sounds like you’ve already decided…”
I couldn’t finish my statement. She was fucking hot as hell, yet she barely knew me, and suddenly it was as if…
“That I’m yours now?” she asked, trying to finish my sentence.
I hugged my legs tightly, my cock hurting it was throbbing so hard. “Yeah, basically.”
Gabriella slowly rested her fingers on my hair, sending another wave of shivers down my spine, and resumed running her fingertips through it. “I think it’s because you are what I’ve always wanted,” she explained. “You’re kind, and responsible. You take care of your sister in many ways, even though she’s a lot older than you. And I like it that you’re so innocent.” She hesitated. “Well, at least when it comes to this kind of stuff…” She paused.
After a few seconds, she continued. “I mean, you did just kill someone to protect me, so I know you’re not innocent in every way. But you’re innocent in the ways that count to me.” She took another deep breath. “And I know you have a lot of self-control, because obviously you can’t get angry without showing this version of yourself. But even if you weren’t like this, your sister told me you’ve always been exceptionally kind, even as a little kid. She said you never went through a stage where you were disobedient or overly fussy, even as a toddler.”
Gabriella was then thoughtful for a moment. “Serenity also told me that she really thought God sent her an angel for a brother, since you had none of the normal qualities a normal baby would have. And even as you’ve gotten older — even when you’ve been standoffish to others, you still go out of your way to help people in need. Granted, I doubt your sister has any idea to what extend you do that, but that’s still you, even in the simpler ways like opening the door for strangers.”
I let out a deep sigh as I allowed myself to relax a little. Slowly, I loosened my grip on my knees and placed my hand on her thigh again, just letting it rest there.
After a moment, Gabriella spoke again. “Am I what you want?” she asked seriously.
“Well…” I began, not really sure I’d thought much about it. “I’ve never been so attracted to anyone before, but I’m not convinced it isn’t just physical. I don’t know very much about you…” Which was true, though a big part of the appeal was her natural scent. In terms of raw hotness, my older sister was a huge contender, but I’d never met anyone who smelled as amazing as Gabriella.
But that was kind of the problem. I loved my sister — like, really loved her — whereas right now I just wanted to fuck Gabriella like a wild animal in heat.
“That’s another reason why I like you,” she admitted. “You’re actually concerned about the fact that you only want me physically right now. Most guys, that’s all they care about. They don’t care who I am, they just want my body.”
“Sorry,” I whispered. I felt bad, because I sincerely didn’t think I was much different from those guys, despite the fact that she thought so. Plain and simple, I just wanted to fuck her, though it was true I was holding myself back for similar reasons as what she thought.
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