A shy but adventurous exhibitionist wife emerges, then questions her morals at a Nudist Resort
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Author’s Note: This is the continuation of the journey of a mature couple attempting to preserve the passion in their marriage. This 11-part series records our 3-day holiday at Cap d’Agde, France (a.k.a. The Naked City) as this couple continues its ‘sexploration’ of new erotic adventures to see where the journey takes them. This story contains real-life experiences and re-counts actual events of our life. The writer enhanced the story with certain (small) details.
(Chronologically, the following took place approximately one year after ‘Greece,’ a little more than two years after ‘Punta Cana,’ and about three years after ‘Reawakening’)
WARNING: This story is long as it tries to capture the conflicting emotions of a mature wife shedding her inhibitions; a husband both enamored, as well as struggling, with his emotions and expectations; and both dealing with real-life consequences. If you are looking for a quick fuck-and-suck story, this is not for you. But if you enjoy it, please vote and leave a comment.
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Arriving back at the Hotel, Edward noticed that the pool area was pretty quiet. Before they went out for the evening, he thought it would be a good idea to hang at the pool for a little, unwind, and talk about whatever was bothering Susan.
“Let’s sit at the pool. I will grab a bottle of wine and meet you at the pool. Okay?” Edward offered to his wife.
Susan looked around. “Fine,” she responded rather curtly.
Edward soon was back poolside with a bottle of wine and two glasses. He was discouraged seeing his wife lying on a lounger without removing her cover-up. Things were going so well; but she was obviously upset now.
He sat next to her, opened the bottle and poured two glasses. “To a great night!”
Susan clanked glasses but did not say anything. Instead, she turned her head in an obvious attempt to avoid eye contact.
Edward leaned back onto a lounger and took in the surroundings. Two couples, probably in their late 40’s to early 50’s, were seated around a fire pit in one corner talking as they enjoyed their cocktails. The men were dressed smartly in long pants and button down shirts. But on the other hand, the women were dressed beyond sexy.
One woman wore a sheer black top, with no bra, a short plaid skirt, stockings with garters plainly visible, and high heels. The other wore what could be described liberally as a mini-dress. It was so short and, with a plunging front and back, put all her assets on display. She also wore the highest heels he ever saw.
Susan noticed too. And she noticed Edward’s glances toward the couples. She rolled her eyes in disgust and frustration.
Although the situation was more ‘normal’ than the beach they had just left, this was no longer the beach. This was the hotel’s outdoor bar area. And how the women were dressed and how they were wearing it suggested the obvious.
One woman seemed to notice Edward and Susan’s glances and waved. Edward instinctively waved back.
Suddenly, Susan started weeping.
“Honey, what is it?” Edward asked his wife, genuinely concerned.
Susan did not answer. Edward knew his wife’s silence was indicative of something far-reaching and far more serious than he originally thought. Edward held his wife tight, hugging her in an attempt to let her know he was there for her, allowing her to process her thoughts.
“Sweetheart?”
“I just can’t take this!” Susan sobbed, cutting off Edward mid-sentence. “If this is what you want, it will have to be without me,” Susan blared.
“What? Sweetheart, what are you talking about?”
After almost a minute of silence, Susan finally cleared her throat and tried to explain, “Everything about this place is…sex! There were people openly have sex on the beach! There was a gang-bang in the dunes! There was a guy jerking off over my head! And on the way back I noticed a billboard advertising a sex party! And look at those two couples. They are so good-looking, and those women are dressed for sex! It’s just so overwhelming!! I can’t compete with that!”
Edward listened, but hearing his wife say she felt uncomfortable was the last thing he wanted or expected from this holiday. Seeing his wife’s tears made him feel horrible. He moved closer to her, leaned over and pulled her to him, kissing her lips, softly and tenderly.
He knew this was a critical time, and if the wrong things were said, could damage their relationship and their marriage permanently. He wanted to re-assure, give her the time she needed to contemplate her emotions.
“To be honest, it is…overwhelming…for me as well. Nothing…no advanced research prepared me for this. But we are here now, and we can either just have an open mind to experience the atmosphere, or we can leave. It is up to you…I will do anything you want…and please know…I am here for you, if you want to just talk.”
Despite his re-assurance, it was clear Susan was still very shaken and upset.
“I hope you realize you are a very attractive woman as well,” Edward continued. “You know you catch the eyes of other men and, as you have seen today, they obviously find you very attractive. You must know that.”
Susan’s breathing got a little labored and a flush spread across her cheeks and neck. She did not know what to think…it all was very baffling to her. She did notice those men’s reactions. Yet she couldn’t wrap her hands around her husband’s desires, or more significantly, her own.
Edward wiped his wife’s tears and hugged her tightly. The look in Susan’s eyes begged him to understand. He nodded and hugged her again. “Do you want to leave?” He tried to comfort his wife. But he really did not know where this was going, or how this would end.
Edward wisely decided not to push her too hard about some of the things they witnessed earlier in the day. His wife had already taken huge steps to agree to come to Cap d’Agde, and he hoped she wasn’t completely turned off from experiencing more of this lifestyle.
“I know it may seem overwhelming, but please, don’t let it get to you. We are in this together. Let’s consider this a part of an educational journey – for both of us,” Edward continued. “We both agreed to come here, and we knew being exposed to this lifestyle would push our moral boundaries. If it gets to be too much, we can leave at any time and put this in our rear-view mirror. Remember, you are in control here.”
Through tears and shaking voice, Susan questioned and admonished her husband. “I’m in control? You’re the one that brought me to this place! And look around…this place is for swingers! I…WE are not swingers!”
There was an uncomfortable thirty seconds of silence that felt like thirty minutes. With tears running down her cheeks, Susan looked up at her husband. “I love you and want to make you happy, but I do not want this lifestyle. I certainly could not watch you making out or having sex with another woman,” she said sobbing as she looked back at the woman who waved.
It was now becoming clearer to Edward what upset his wife. “I love you and do not want to hurt you. I am not pushing you into anything. You need to know I have no interest in having sex with another woman, and I’ve never asked or even suggested anything like that.”
“I don’t believe you! You seem to keep pushing for more!” Susan said, dabbing her tears. “You saw what happened in the dunes today. I’ve never seen anything like that. It was, well, just…so…overwhelming!”
Susan was obviously upset, but not necessarily solely with her husband. What she was upset most about was the truth hidden by her own denial. She could not believe what she had done on the beach, taking her exhibitionism to a new extreme. And she watched a woman older than her achieve unbelievable sexual satisfaction, and to say she was curious would be an understatement. She WAS turned on by the possibilities presented to her. But the frightening truth was the realization of a deep dark part of HER wanting to be THAT woman!
“At the end, I don’t know where this will go,” Susan continued. “What if you are tempted? What if I am tempted? I am scared Edward — scared that our relationship will be scarred forever, and worried that our marriage may not survive,” Susan said after wiping more tears.
“You have nothing to worry about. Our relationship is strong. Our commitment to each other is unwavering,” Edward said with conviction. “And yes, I agree we are in a super sexed-up atmosphere. But there is no obligation for us to physically participate, in anything. As you saw, many people just watch and simply take in the atmosphere.”
Susan rolled her eyes and turned away.
“Sweetheart, when we talked about coming here, we knew we would be exposed to some extreme things, and we both agreed we would be open-minded about experiences that could enhance our sex life,” pleaded Edward, reminding his wife this was a mutual decision. “We both agreed this would not only be a learning experience, but something that we could use to better our own relationship.”
Susan shook her head and did not respond.
“It’s hard to explain and even harder for you to understand, I suppose. But, you are the hottest, sexiest, woman that I know – and I am so proud to call you my wife,” Edward explained while nervously fidgeting from side to side. “Showing you off to other men creates a sexual excitement inside me that I have never felt otherwise. Nothing even comes close…it is almost like a drug! I loved that you came out of your mom shell earlier.”
As her husband took another drink Susan noticed his hand shaking, realizing he was as nervous as she felt. Why would he be nervous, she thought? This was all his idea in the first place! But Edward’s sincerity was obvious. She smiled at his complement.