The only time we saw them again was the next day in a nearby restaurant. We didn’t leave with them but Oscar did take me to the bathroom briefly where I gave him a blowjob. It was different but I liked it. I couldn’t really understand a lot of things he did to me (slapping me, pushing his penis inside my throat, cumming in my mouth) but I liked it. I thought this is going to be the last time I am doing this.
We went back to our lives and never talked about this. I never cheated on him again but recently I have been thinking about it a lot. I went to therapy to stop it and this will probably help. In a few weeks me and Leyla have a trip to Mexico together and I am scared to make mistakes again.