Chapter 11: First Love
Shawn could feel his heartbeat about to burst through the back of his eyes as he looked down at Kendall, who held onto his cock, ready to guide him inside her. Chills crawled up his back as he felt the tip of his member prodding at her burning-hot entrance.
“Just tell me to stop if you change your mind,” he huffed, nearly buckling from the intensity.
Kendall nodded, panting with him, anticipating the feeling of her brother entering her. This was nothing like the nervous pressure of having sex for the first time with a new partner. They both understood the wrongness and taboo of what they were about to do. Shaw and Kendall knew there was truly no going back if they continued.
A sharp gasp and a euphoric moan filled the room as they crossed the final line. Shawn felt every muscle and fold take him in as he pressed himself as far as he could inside Kendall. She was soaking wet and squeezing him like a vice, sucking him further inside. Shawn distinctly recalled his last sexual encounter feeling nothing like this as he stayed buried inside her without moving. Kendall whimpered as she felt his cock tunnel to her cervix, and Shawn could not believe how tight she was. His immediate concern was that he wouldn’t last long inside her. Then, with his hands gripped under her knees, Shawn began thrusting.
“Oooh, fuck,” Kendall moaned in ecstasy, feeling his entire length slamming into her.
Shawn could feel himself gliding in and out flawlessly because of how wet she was, and every time he plunged inside her, he could feel her gripping him for dear life. It felt like she was trying to pull him back in after each thrust. The sound of his cock thrusting into her was lewd and exhilarating. Kendall gripped the sheets behind her head, moaning with delight, realizing she’d never had sex this good. All she could think about was how the shape of her brother’s cock felt made for her insides. She clamped down on him with everything she had as he continued pounding.
Within minutes, Kendall could feel herself approaching orgasm. Shawn’s rock-hard dick slamming into her pushed her body to the edge. The feeling of her legs pinned back, and his entire length reaching her deepest depths made her eyes roll back as she clawed the sheets above her head. Shawn could suddenly feel her tightening up much more than before. Her moans turned into cries as her insides gripped every inch of him.
“Shawn…” She shuddered, sounding like she was breaking apart, “you’re gonna make me cum!”
Without saying anything, Shawn continued thrusting, picking up speed, wanting to pleasure her and make her cum as hard as possible.
“Oh, fuck! I’m cumming!” Kendall wailed, gasping sharply and feeling her body quake.
Shawn felt her insides clamp around him and pulsate from her orgasm. The sensation brought him dangerously close to cumming, causing his thrusts to slow. It felt like her insides were milking his load out.
“Kendall…” Shawn grunted, overwhelmed with pleasure.
“Yeah, me too!” She cried out, amazed by the feeling of his cock.
Shawn had to pace himself so he wouldn’t cum, turning his thrusts into slow, deep plunges. Kendall whimpered with bliss every time she felt his tip kiss her cervix. She had never felt so intoxicated with pleasure, feeling his cock fuck her insides to its shape. Shawn finally released her knees from his grip, lowering down on top of her and pressing his mouth into hers. Kendall wrapped her arms around the back of his neck, holding him against her and tasting his mouth as her orgasm rushed over her in waves. They panted for air with their foreheads together as their mouths separated, drowning in each other.
“I want you to cum in me…” Kendall whispered, holding onto him tightly.
“What? Are you serious?” Shawn huffed, looking straight into her eyes.
Kendall nodded with excitement, biting her lip and smiling at him. Shawn couldn’t help but grin slightly as he imagined the idea of his ultimate fantasy coming true. To learn that Kendall wanted his load as bad as he wanted to give it to her was an enormous turn-on. His cock ached and throbbed inside her, yearning to fill her insides. It was his first time having raw sex, and he felt overjoyed at the thought of experiencing his most primal fetish with Kendall.
Shawn raised back up, scooting closer to her, pinning her legs back again. His thrusts resumed, and his hips bucked in anticipation of shooting everything he had inside Kendall. She groaned with bliss as Shawn picked up speed, his strokes making loud, wet noises from her cum. He watched her perfect breasts bounce to his thrusts as his heavy balls slammed into her asshole repeatedly. Kendall was ready to cum again from the force of his pounding while she clawed the sheets, craving his load.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum again…” She mumbled, feeling her insides squeezing him.
Kendall’s cries grew louder and louder as Shawn continued plunging his entire cock into her sopping-wet hole. He could feel her tightening around him again, knowing she was about to cum. The euphoric stimulation of her insides sucking him in pushed Shawn beyond the point of no return.
“Ah, fuck…” Shawn groaned, feeling his load rising from his balls as his strokes became more violent.
“Yeah, baby! Fill me up!” Kendall shrieked as her second orgasm overtook her.
The room shook with ecstasy-filled moans as Kendall felt Shawn plunge as deep as he could inside her, throbbing and pulsating with incredible force. They both cried out with pleasure from the intensity of their orgasms. Shawn pressed himself as deep as he could inside her, blasting rope after rope straight into her womb, and Kendall felt her belly fill with warmth from the size of his load. Her insides quaked with pleasure as he came as deep as he could, giving her every last drop of him. Kendall loved creampies as much as Shawn did, and their unique, forbidden bond amplified the sensation exponentially. It wasn’t just anyone’s cum flooding her insides. It was her own brother’s, and her entire being rejoiced at the feeling of his hot seed pumping her full.
Shawn collapsed forward with a whimper, landing on his forearms, and Kendall wrapped her arms around his torso. She could feel his arms shaking as he struggled to hold himself up. His soft panting outside her ear told her he must have released everything he had held back over the years. The feeling of finally being able to love Kendall the way he always dreamt of was almost too much for him as his body gave out.
“It’s okay,” Kendall whispered, rubbing his back and pulling him toward her, “just lay on me.”
Shawn momentarily lifted his head to face her, looking into her beautiful eyes and trying to convince himself it was real. His body finally buckled, and he pressed his entire weight into her. Kendall coiled her legs around him, keeping him inside her while she gently rubbed the back of his head. She loved embracing him while his body pinned her against the bed.
“I love you so much,” she mumbled sweetly into his ear, rubbing his back and taking his cum.
“I love you too,” Shawn breathed out, feeling every last ounce of his strength melt away from her delicate touch.
Kendall held onto him tightly, wishing they could stay that way forever. Her mind raced with curiosity as she tried to understand why having sex with Shawn felt so incredible. He was the one person she wasn’t supposed to do this with, but their chemistry felt closer to making love than having sex. Her heart pounded from the intensity of their connection. She held him tightly in her arms and resolved in her heart that they were meant to be together, even if the rest of the world didn’t understand. Her mind refused to believe that something so intoxicating and euphoric could ever be so forbidden, and every cell in her body delighted in the feeling of his hot seed pouring into her.
Shawn sluggishly lifted his head to face her again as his breathing slowed.
“Let’s do it again,” he said with a silly grin.
“Can you!?” Kendall laughed as a smile crawled across her face.
“Definitely,” Shawn grunted, lifting his body and gripping her thighs, letting his cock slip out of her.
“Oh, gosh,” Kendall said, feeling his cum spill out, “you came a lot.”
“S-sorry…” Shawn mumbled awkwardly, watching the mess happen.
“Why are you apologizing?” Kendall giggled at him, “I told you I wanted it, didn’t I?”
“Yeah, true,” Shawn chuckled as it dripped onto the bed.
“Shit,” Kendall sighed, “we’ll have to clean this up before they come home.”
“You know,” Shawn said, running his hands over her soft body, “I’m honestly not worried about it right now.”
His words made Kendall’s smile grow as her eyes filled with delight. She loved how Shawn craved her body, feeling his hands caress her.
“Me either,” she smiled excitedly, rolling over on the bed and repositioning on all fours.
Kendall slid her knees apart on the bed, lowering down, arching her back, and pointing her ass straight at Shawn. Her chest lay flat against the mattress as she waited for him to enter her again.
“Jeez…” Shawn whispered, gripping her ass with his hands, finally touching her the way he had fantasized about for so long.
Her body was perfect, and her ass felt exactly how he imagined it would. He squeezed her firmly, completely enthralled by her lovely curves.
“Yeah?” Kendall giggled, giving her butt a playful shake.
“How are you so fucking hot?” Shawn asked in disbelief as he gripped his member, ready to slide back into her, his other hand gripping her ass.
“Hurry up,” Kendall beckoned, “I can’t wait any longer.”
“Oh, you can’t?” Shawn suddenly asked with a suggestive tone, delivering a hard smack to her ass that shook the room.
Kendall gasped loudly from the impact, pressing her face into the bed with a moan.
“Fuck…” She whispered, her body trembling.
Kendall had a massive kink for rough play that she never told Shawn about, and he was slowly exposing her enjoyment of it as they progressed. Noticing her reaction, he couldn’t help but want to tease her more and bring out her wild, sexy side. Shawn had never played roughly with anyone before but was eager to make Kendall feel good. So he took the opportunity to explore her various hot buttons.
“Hmm, somebody likes it rough, huh?” Shawn asked with a daring voice, spanking her ass again.
“Ugh,” Kendall grunted from the impact of his strike, “Shawn! You’re gonna make me go crazy!”
Then, with precision and confidence, Shawn reached forward and bundled a knot of her hair, holding it tightly in his fist.
“So go crazy,” his calm voice reassured her, “nobody’s home.”
“Oh, fuck me,” Kendall shuddered, feeling his grip on her hair, ready to melt into the bed as her insides twitched with anticipation for him.
Shawn lined the head of his cock with her entrance, causing Kendall to gasp as she felt him prodding. Then, he slowly plunged back inside, feeling her unique shape suck him in. Kendall felt different from this angle, and Shawn couldn’t get enough of the sight of her swallowing his entire cock so eagerly. Her soft ass pressed against him was heaven, and her tight, spasming folds gripped him desperately. He held himself inside her, savoring her delicate moans and quivering body.
With his other hand firmly planted on her hip, Shawn began thrusting into her, gradually picking up speed. With each stroke, he used his grip on her hair to pull her into him. Kendall’s moans transformed into low, euphoric groans as she felt him pistoning in and out of her. The feeling of her hair pulled and his rock-hard dick repeatedly slamming its way to her cervix drove her wild with pleasure. Kendall whimpered blissfully as her brother fucked her into a puddle from behind. His powerful grip on her hair and body yanked her into him with such force, pushing her violently toward orgasm.
“Oh, fuck, you’re gonna make me cum again!” Kendall could hardly talk as Shawn clutched her hair and bucked his hips into her.
Her insides clamped down on his cock as her cries became loud grunting. Shawn had never heard Kendall make such raw, carnal noises. Invigoration filled him as he lost himself in the sensation of pleasuring her so intensely. He could feel her squeezing him so hard it nearly forced him out, but there was a sweet spot inside Kendall where the contractions of her orgasm would suck him in if he plunged deep enough while she came. Shawn forced his way past her powerful, throbbing folds until his tip kissed her cervix again, holding himself there. They moaned as Kendall came hard on his dick, gripping every inch of him, and her rhythmic squeezing stimulated his glans.
“Oh, man…” Shawn huffed, winded from thrusting so eagerly, “that feels so good!”
His hand released Kendall’s hair and lowered to her hips.
“Mmm,” she moaned as her face hit the bed, feeling his hand run down her back, “I could cum like this all night.”
“Careful what you wish for,” Shawn chuckled, squeezing her perfect, round ass and feeling her soft skin.
Kendall laughed with him as they caught their breath. His warm hands all over her hips and ass sent shivers up her body. She had never felt so addicted to a person’s touch.
“Don’t let me hog all the fun,” Kendall said with an erotic tone, pressing herself into him and giving her butt a cute wiggle.
Shawn squeezed her hips with his hands and pulled her into him, ready to start pounding again. He watched Kendall’s hands grip the sheets, anticipating his next assault. Her breathing quickened as if she were bracing for impact.
“Here I go,” Shawn mumbled, slowly beginning to thrust again.
“Oh my God…” Kendall whispered blissfully with the side of her face against the bed.
As Shawn slammed his hips into Kendall, he could feel himself getting close to cumming again. The mixture of his first load and her juices created a lubrication that sounded grotesquely lewd. He could feel her squeezing down on him with every stroke.
“Fuck, you’re so wet…” Shawn moaned as he kept pounding.
“I can’t help it!” Kendall cried, clutching the sheets, “your dick feels so good!”
Shawn’s grip suddenly tightened around her hips, and he thrust harder and faster. Then, a groan escaped his chest, and his next orgasm rapidly approached.
“Yeah!” Kendall shrieked, knowing he was close, “cum inside me!”
“Awe, fuck, I’m cumming!” Shawn’s voice shuddered from the intensity of hearing Kendall beg for his load.
His thrusts slowed to harsh, single blows that made the bed slam the wall loudly with each buck. Kendall’s eyes rolled back as her face remained planted against the mattress, feeling his hot cum fill her insides again and his hips ramming into her. She groaned with pleasure as Shawn injected his load straight into her belly while gripping her hips and yanking her into him. Shawn’s moans were erratic and euphoric as his body trembled from cumming so hard inside her. The feeling of his cock pulsating in her deepest place and the power of his grip made Kendall quiver with pleasure. She had never felt such raw satisfaction before being filled so vigorously by her brother.
Shawn blissfully sighed as he pulled away, letting his cock slip out of her again. He came so hard and deep that nothing emerged. His chest huffed as he kept his hands firmly planted on her hips. Kendall tilted to the side until her body fell over on the bed. She landed on her side, panting from the intensity of having such great sex. Shawn fell forward, bouncing next to her on his stomach, exhausted. Kendall’s scooted against him, wanting to be as close as possible, and Shawn took her under his arm, pulling her into him. They stared at each other silently as they caught their breath, still starstruck by the pleasures that overwhelmed them.
Their moment was interrupted by Kendall’s phone vibrating on the floor beside the bed.
“Shit,” she sighed, closing her eyes.
Kendall begrudgingly rolled out from under his arm and reached over the edge of the bed, grabbing her phone from under her dress.
“Uh-oh, it’s Dad,” she said nervously, trying to decide if she should answer.
Shawn lifted his head to look at her phone, growing nervous himself. He wondered if they were calling because they were about to be home.
“Answer him,” Shawn nodded.
Kendall stared at Shawn momentarily before looking back at her phone and answering the call.
“Hey, Dad,” Kendall answered cheerfully, imagining her and Shawn’s tombstones if he could see them now.
Shawn listened carefully but couldn’t make out what their dad was saying.
“Oh… Okay,” Kendall mumbled.
Her eyes wandered to Shawn, and he shrugged, letting her know he wanted to know what they were discussing. She said nothing and listened to their dad finish.
“Yeah, okay. See you when you get back,” Kendall responded and hung up, dropping her phone on the bed.
“What was that about?” Shawn asked nervously.
Kendall stared at him with a cute smirk, saying nothing as her eyes scaled him.
“Say something, goober! You’re freakin’ me out!” He snapped at her.
“Mom and Dad are crashing at the lake house,” Kendall answered seductively, “they won’t be home til tomorrow afternoon.”
Shawn looked away from her, staring at the bed as if it had words written on it.
“Are you messing with me?” He glanced back at her, making a face.
Kendall shook her head, smiling at him.
Shawn’s classic, dumb grin crawled across his face as they stared at each other. Their minds were exploring the same possibilities as this new information sank in.
“Soooo…” Kendall mumbled, scooting against him, “since they won’t be home…” Her eyes glowed with mischievous excitement.
Shawn leaned on his forearms, looking her over with a warm grin. His heart sang, watching Kendall express her excitement to have more sex with him. No lines were left to cross, yet her love for him only seemed to grow as they broke more boundaries.
“Then, you’re good with all of this?” Shawn asked.
“You can’t be serious,” Kendall smirked at him.
“Hey,” he looked away awkwardly, “I’m just-”
“Shawn,” Kendall interrupted him, giving him a profound look.
When his eyes returned to her, she smiled with a raised eyebrow.
“What?” He finally asked to break the silence.
“Three times,” she eagerly responded, “you made me cum three times. In under twenty minutes.”
Shawn smiled and looked away bashfully as he thought about how intense her orgasms were because of him.
“Yeah,” she giggled, “I think I’m good with it.”
Kendall nestled onto her back and wiggled beneath him, causing Shawn to lift his arm so she could scoot under him. He looked down at her adorable smile, wondering how he got so lucky as his arm lowered. Then, her hands gently grabbed the sides of his face.
“I love you,” she said with conviction in her tone and light in her eyes, “I always have. But, now that I know how good your dick feels?”
They both snickered at her wholesome but goofy sentiment while they held each other.
“Yeah,” Shawn giggled, “you feel pretty amazing too.”
Kendall smiled at him, thrilled to hear her brother express how much he enjoyed having sex with her.
Kendall’s hands gently pulled Shawn’s face toward hers, and their mouths came together. Her arms wrapped around his back, squeezing him tightly as they kissed each other. The feeling of Kendall’s naked body against his and the taste of her mouth filled Shawn with butterflies. They lay there and kissed as if the rest of the world no longer existed.
Shawn ran his hand through Kendall’s hair as their kiss ended, taking in her gorgeous face.
“I never get tired of that,” she sighed with delight.
“Me either,” Shawn chuckled, looking her over.
“It’s crazy,” Kendall shook her head.
“Every time is just as good as that first time in the basement, you know? That feeling never goes away,” she answered, rubbing his back.
Shawn’s mind reflected on their first real kiss from the night before, remembering the feeling of Kendall’s lips scorching his nerves. He, too, lost himself in the sensation of kissing her. He wondered if a combination of thrill and chemistry made their connection as strong as it was. Shawn knew that Kendall did not have a specific kink for their situation. But the intensity of their bond was undeniable. It was the best sex either of them had ever had.
“Um…” Kendall suddenly mumbled with an awkward smirk, “I should probably get this out of me.”
“Oh! Uh, yeah, probably,” Shawn stumbled, climbing off her and sitting up.
Kendall sat up, and Shawn’s cum immediately spilled out of her onto the bed.
“God, we are so fucked up,” Kendall giggled, feeling her brother’s enormous load gushing out of her.
“Don’t say that,” Shawn laughed, watching her scoot to the edge of the bed.
“I totally get it now,” Kendall said as she entered the bathroom.
“Get what?” Shawn asked, standing up and grabbing their clothes.
“The whole incest thing,” she responded, giving him an erotic smile from the doorway, “I get it now.”
Kendall closed the door to clean herself up, leaving Shawn standing there, pondering on her words. As he gathered their clothes, he thought about the difference in their buildup to all of this. While Shawn had fantasized about Kendall for years, her attraction to Shawn was new and still developing. The rush of their taboo must have been just as exhilarating for her. He admittedly loved the idea of Kendall becoming infected by his fetish, and his mind couldn’t help but think of ways to maximize her enjoyment.
As she sat on the toilet and wiped herself clean, Kendall’s mind raced with the possibilities of what will happen to them. Faint worries about keeping her friends and their parents at bay wandered in, but those worries paled compared to the satisfaction in her heart from having Shawn the way she wanted. Kendall could feel her mind and body bending to the dangerous thrills of their forbidden relationship as the raw enjoyment of sleeping with her sibling took over her. She finally sighed with her hands around her face, still blown away by the intensity of her orgasms with him. She knew their love was wrong, but its clutches were far too deep to go back.
The bathroom door opening broke Shawn’s attention away from his phone. When Kendall emerged, she saw him standing with the bed sheets bundled up in one arm and their clothes in the other.
“Can’t leave a crime scene,” Shawn said, determined to make it appear like they were never there.
“Can you imagine the punishment for this sort of crime?” Kendall asked with a mischievous grin.
“Stop, don’t even go there,” Shawn raised his voice, “I can already see my hospital bills.”
“Oh, hush,” Kendall retorted, walking forward and wrapping her arms around his ribs, “Mom and Dad know you’d be the perfect guy for me if you weren’t my brother.”
“Sure they do,” Shawn grumbled with a cynical look.
“Seriously,” she smiled, “you should hear how they talk about you.”
“What do they say?” Shawn asked, intrigued to know.
“That you’re brave and smart,” Kendall answered softly, running her hands down his chest, “honest and handsome.”
“Uh-huh,” Shawn smirked with sarcasm, causing Kendall to laugh.
“Okay,” she giggled, “maybe I’m the one who said that last one.”
Kendall wrapped her arms tightly around him and gave him a loving peck. Then, as they left their parents’ bedroom, Kendall went to her room, and Shawn went downstairs to throw the sheets they had ruined in the washer. He felt relieved that their parents wouldn’t be showing up unexpectedly again. Knowing they wouldn’t be home until tomorrow afternoon, he was excited to wake up beside Kendall again without fear of getting caught this time.
He stood before the washer, thinking about how quickly things had escalated between them over the weekend. Shawn still couldn’t believe how intense having sex with Kendall was. He knew it would be satisfying and euphoric due to his perpetual craving for her, but connecting with her on the most forbidden level exceeded his wildest fantasies. His chest thumped, reflecting on the raw, overwhelming pleasure of cumming inside her. Shawn knew how wrong it was for siblings to do such a thing, yet all he could think about was how soon he could do it again. His body now had a taste of committing the ultimate taboo and wanted more.
Kendall twisted the handle in her shower until it reached slightly too hot for her, letting her know Shawn would enjoy it. She could never figure out how his body could stand the showers he took because they would burn her skin. Kendall often called him an iguana growing up because the heat never bothered Shawn, and his showers were like being inside a volcano.
As she ran the shower and began brushing her teeth, Kendall’s mind circled relentlessly around the sex they had tonight. She had been curious about Shawn’s attraction to her since moving back in but had never imagined they would cross the line so quickly. Yet, she couldn’t stop thinking about how what started as a harmless peck had escalated into the best sex she had ever had. It was as if she knew from the moment their lips touched that their bodies craved one another on a much deeper level. Kendall knew she loved her brother with all of her heart, but she never thought it possible to be in love with him. She sighed with her toothbrush in her mouth, feeling her nipples get hard and her body tingling from thoughts of him fucking her the way he did. His sexual instincts with her were frighteningly accurate.
“That should cover our tracks,” Shawn casually mumbled as he entered her bathroom.
Kendall watched him in the mirror, trying not to smirk at his determination. She knew Shawn did not share her excitement about the risk of being caught.
“Oh yeah,” he continued, grabbing his toothbrush, “I was going to ask you something.”
“Huh?” Kendall responded, still brushing and noticing the nervous expression on his face.
“Um… Is it okay that I did that back there?” He asked awkwardly.
“Hm?” Kendall hummed, unsure of what he was asking.
“You know,” Shawn mumbled nervously, “inside you?”
Kendall suddenly snickered at him in the mirror. She found his concern for what they had done adorable, and the look on his face was painfully innocent.
“Hey, quit it!” Shawn called out, “it’s not funny! I don’t do this stuff, so how should I know?”
“I bah bur cuh cho,” Kendall dismissed him playfully.
“Spit, weirdo,” Shawn retorted, unable to understand her toothbrush gibberish.
Kendall leaned forward and rinsed her mouth out with a giggle.
“I’m on birth control,” she reiterated with a smile as she leaned back up and wiped her mouth.
Shawn had a feeling this was the case but wasn’t sure. He was relieved that she used a contraceptive because he had only ever had sex with condoms before, and the feeling of doing it raw with Kendall changed his world.
“Oh,” Shawn answered, squeezing some toothpaste onto his brush, “well, that’s good.”
“Worried you’re gonna knock me up?” Kendall asked with a suggestive tone and a raised eyebrow.
“I mean…” Shawn shrugged, admitting his concern but not wanting to sound too paranoid.
“Don’t worry,” Kendall giggled, wrapping her arms around him from behind, “you can cum in me as much as you want,” she whispered outside his ear.
Shawn looked at her in the mirror with a grin, delighting in the idea of being able to do such a thing with her.
“And I hope you do,” Kendall smiled provocatively, walking toward the shower, “hint, hint.”
“You like it, huh?” He asked with a smirk, starting to brush and watching her ass in the reflection.
Kendall peaked at him from behind the shower curtain, looking him up and down with a sexy smile. She then disappeared behind the curtain and started rinsing her body.
In truth, she had never felt such overwhelming pleasure until Shawn emptied himself so deep inside her. Kendall didn’t want to compare her brother to Bradley, but her mind couldn’t help but notice the differences. Shawn’s loads were vigorous, and she could feel their heat and volume fill her insides. His cock throbbed and pulsated violently during his orgasms, and it felt like she was being stretched while he came. Bradley’s amount wasn’t even close to the same, despite his trying to impregnate her, and his orgasms were not as intense. As a medical professional, Kendall knew that all men differed in this area. But it was clear now why she and Bradley encountered issues. For the first time in her life, Kendall was experiencing a level of chemistry with someone that brought sex to an entirely new place. Her body somehow knew that, without birth control, Shawn could get her pregnant in a single attempt. It was as exciting as it was terrifying to think about such a thing. However, her love of feeling Shawn pour his hot seed into her deepest place came with a devastating risk that could ruin their lives if they weren’t careful.
“Room for one more?” Shawn asked, sliding the curtain back.
“Ugh, how do you shower like this?” Kendall grumbled, wiping the water from her face and disliking the temperature.
“Don’t turn it up so hot!” Shawn retorted emotionally, reaching past her and turning the handle to cool the water down.
“But I thought this was how you liked it,” Kendall answered, looking him up and down.
“I do, ya weirdo, but you don’t have to burn yourself for me,” he answered, placing his hands on her hips.
Kendall placed her hands around his ribs, examining his features and admiring his concern for her. Shawn had been this way for as long as she could remember. He always put Kendall before himself, no matter where they were. Shawn would freeze to death so she could have his coat and get soaked to the bone, shielding her from rain. Shawn instinctively protected and looked after her because he loved her so much. So it only made sense that he would also take a cold shower for her without a second thought.
“You’re always like this,” Kendall mumbled as they faced each other.
“Like what?” He asked.
“Like you,” she snapped, “don’t you ever get tired of me? How am I not annoying to you after all these years?”
He scaled Kendall with his eyes as he listened to her, wondering if her attitude had come from being mistreated by Bradley for years. Shawn knew Kendall deserved the world, but somewhere in her heart, she probably didn’t think she did because of Bradley.
“You do annoy me,” Shawn smirked, “haven’t you noticed that we don’t always get along?”
Kendall listened to him without saying anything, reflecting on some of the fights they had gotten into over the years.
“But that doesn’t mean you’re annoying,” he continued gently, “that whole year where you lived away from home, I missed you every day.”
“Really?” Kendall asked quietly.
“Mhm,” Shawn nodded, “when you were gone, I wasn’t thinking about not having to take your laundry downstairs anymore or only scraping snow off of one car in the winter.”
Kendall smirked and looked to the side, realizing how much she appreciated everything Shawn usually did for her.
“All I could think about was how bad I wanted to be with you but couldn’t,” he said, his hands wrapped delicately around her waist, “I loved being there for you because it meant you were home with me. And that’s when I was happy.”
Kendall stared into his eyes, falling even harder for him with every moment they stood beneath the water. She knew Shawn loved her and would do anything for her, and his love felt effortless. Her chest began to pound as they stared at each other in silence.
“Did you really love me the whole time?” Kendall suddenly asked, her breath shaking.
Shawn nodded, glancing at her lips. Kendall’s arms slowly reached up and wrapped around his neck. She held him closely with her forehead against his as the warm water poured over them.
“Sorry,” she whimpered, fighting the urge to cry.
“What for?” Shawn chuckled, rubbing her back and trying to calm her down.
“For making you watch me build a whole life with someone else when I should have been with you,” Kendall cried, squeezing his neck and burying her face in his collar.
“Hey,” Shawn gently consoled her, “don’t worry about all that, okay? For one, we’re not supposed to be together. You didn’t do anything wrong. And I knew I wasn’t allowed to have you. So there’s nothing we could have done differently.”
“You don’t think we could have done this sooner?” She asked, looking up at him in tears.
“Probably not,” Shawn answered with a smirk, “which isn’t bad. Can you imagine if we started having sex in high school or something?”
“You’ve wanted to for that long!?” Kendall burst into laughter.
“Uh, yeah!” Shawn smiled, “that’s when you started getting so hot I couldn’t stand it! Senior year, I wanted to have sex with you so bad I thought I would lose my freakin’ mind. Those black shorts you used to wear to track? Ugh…” He threw his head back.
Kendall laughed with an enormous smile as they held onto each other. Shawn loved how she smiled and couldn’t help but admire her, and Kendall couldn’t get enough of Shawn’s candid attraction to her.
“I probably would have…” Kendall mumbled, chewing her lip.
“Oh, yeah?” Shawn answered, pulling her against him.
“The way you fuck me?” Kendall laughed, looking him up and down, “I would have been yours, and you know it!”
They both laughed through the rest of their shower, pondering what things might be like if they had crossed the line sooner, and the more Shawn thought about it, the more he realized their timing was fine. However, his gut told him he was still right to have hidden his feelings from her for so long. Deep inside, he knew Kendall would not have responded to him the same way had he approached her sooner. Her breakup with Bradley was necessary for her to reconnect with Shawn in a way that allowed her to notice his feelings on her own. It allowed her to become attracted to him organically. Regardless, it was fun to speculate about what could have been.
That night, they fell asleep in Shawn’s room, locking the door this time. Despite knowing their parents wouldn’t surprise them again, they opted to take better precautions just in case. Shawn’s bed was also bigger and more comfortable than Kendall’s. She loved snuggling up to his naked body in the warmth of his bed. Kendall had never felt so safe and at peace before sleeping with her brother. When he held her against him, his soft breathing and warm embrace made every scary thing in the world disappear.
As his eyes grew heavier, Shawn couldn’t help but smirk to himself when he heard Kendall’s adorable snore against him. He had never heard her fall asleep so fast, letting him know she was comfortable and at ease with him. He nestled her closer in his grip and dozed off for the night, wondering what tomorrow might bring them.
Chapter 12: Safety and Chemistry
The morning light crept in through Shawn’s blinds, and the sound of birds chirping rested over the calming drone of his ceiling fan. His eyes slowly adjusted to his bedroom as he inhaled deeply through his nose. Kendall was still glued to his side when he looked down. He wondered if he woke up before her when they slept together because of how comfortable she was. Kendall always got up before him in the morning, but both times they fell asleep together, she still slept when his eyes opened. Her soft skin against him was perfect, and her gentle breathing filled him with zen.
Not meaning to wake her, Shawn gripped her against him and gently kissed her forehead. Kendall’s eyes slowly opened, and she nestled closer to him with a soft moan, closing them back.
“No,” she grumbled, “stay in bed with me.”
Shawn snickered at her, causing his chest to bounce. Her eyes opened again as her head bobbed against his chest from his giggling, and a smirk slowly formed.
“Stop,” Kendall giggled, “don’t laugh at me. It’s too early.”
“M’kay,” Shawn chuckled, pulling her against him and tightening his embrace.
“Mmm, fuck,” Kendall whispered, loving his grip around her, “I could die like this.”
“We just might if we don’t get up soon,” Shawn answered, running his hand softly along her back.
“They’re not gonna be home for hours,” Kendall groaned, falling back asleep against his chest, “and the door’s locked.”
“I don’t have a special key like you do,” Shawn retorted, “if they want in, they’re getting in.”
“Then I guess we’d better not waste any more time…” Kendall mumbled with an erotic tone.
Shawn suddenly breathed out with a moan, feeling her hand grip his member beneath the blanket. Kendall giggled seductively, feeling him grow firm in her hand as she rotated her grip.
“Good morning,” she laughed with her lips delicately kissing his neck and her hand working his cock.
Kendall slowly repositioned herself, sliding over the top of Shawn’s body until she was straddling him. She sat on his thighs, gently caressing his shaft and balls in her hands. Shawn melted into the bed, feeling her massage him. Pleasure flowed through him like warm water.
“Wait, what time is it?” Shawn asked nervously, reaching for his phone.
Before he could turn his screen on, Kendall grabbed it from his hand, dropping it on his nightstand. Shawn looked up at her in surprise.
“We have plenty of time,” Kendall smiled, leaning forward and holding her breasts directly over his face.
Shawn’s eyes scaled her body with lust and desire as his breathing escalated. His hands were suddenly reaching up and gripping her hips, unable to resist her.
“Yeah…” Kendall whispered with her eyes closed, feeling his hands and the intense delivery of pleasure they always brought her.
Shawn squeezed her hips and felt her soft, warm skin as she ground herself against him. Kendall’s body made every fiber of him cry out with desire. His blood pounded beneath his veins as he began thinking about everything he wanted to do to her, and his chest violently huffed as she straddled him. Kendall grew wetter by the second as she riled him up, fantasizing about what he would do to her today with no one to stop them.
Unable to resist her any longer, Shawn raised to take action, but Kendall swiftly pressed her hands into his collars and forced him back against the bed. Shawn grunted as his back thudded against the mattress, not expecting such forward behavior from her. Then, Kendall gently shook her head with a smile as she lowered toward his groin, silently commanding him to stay right where he was.
A euphoric sigh escaped his chest as he felt Kendall’s mouth on him. His eyes stayed on the ceiling as her hot, wet strokes overtook him. Kendall enthusiastically sucked his entire length with his balls cupped in her hand to get him nice and hard for her. Gentle moans came out of her as she tasted him. Kendall was overjoyed to put him in her mouth every time, savoring his unique taste and feeling his reactions. She could feel him tense up and groan as she took his balls into her mouth. An erotic giggle came through her nose as she looked up at him, tasting his balls, massaging them with her tongue.
Kendall took her mouth off him with a blissful exhale, feeling him deflate against the bed. Shawn felt her warm breath against his groin as his cock throbbed eagerly before her face.
“Yup,” Kendall kissed the underside of his member, making it bob excitedly, “that’s ready to go inside me.”
When Shawn lifted his head, Kendall was scooting her way up his body on her knees. The feeling of her soft, warm inner thighs rubbing against his legs as she adjusted herself was unreal. Finally, Kendall stopped with her sopping-wet place just above his throbbing cock, and her knees slid outward, lowering her groin onto him. She pinned his cock forward, pressing it against his stomach, and he could feel the heat emitting from her. Kendall leaned forward, reaching down and grabbing his cock to guide him inside. With her butt raised and her chest against his, she hovered her mouth just outside his ear.
“Ready?” She whispered delicately, holding his tip against her burning-hot, soaking-wet entrance.
“Fuck…” Shawn huffed with his eyes closed and his hands gripping her hips.
Her sexy voice outside his ear gave him a shiver as he braced for the pleasure.
They moaned together as Kendall guided him inside her and lowered herself on him. His cock was the perfect fit for her insides, and she could feel every twitch and throb as she welcomed his entire length. Once Shawn was inside her, Kendall kissed him softly on his neck and collar, making him tremble and whimper. Shawn had never experienced such tender affection, and the feeling of her soft lips on his neck drove him wild. The smell of her hair and the warmth of her body against his was like a drug infecting his nerves.
As she sat up to begin moving, Kendall grabbed Shawn’s hands from her hips and pulled them up to her chest. Shawn firmly cupped her lovely, perky breasts in his hands, feeling how hard her nipples were against his palms. He squeezed them, making her moan with delight as she rode him.
“Oh, fuck…” Shawn panted, groping her chest and feeling her insides work his cock as her hips moved.
“Yeah?” Kendall huffed with a smile, “feels different from down there, huh?”
Shawn nodded with his eyes clamped shut, panting, overtaken by pleasure.
“Here,” Kendall suddenly stopped moving, “you’re gonna love this.”
When Shawn opened his eyes, Kendall was turning around to face away from him.
“Spread your legs apart,” she said, wiggling her butt over him.
“Uh- like this?” Shawn stumbled, pointing his knees outward.
“Yeah, just like that,” she answered, sliding her feet underneath his legs and rearing toward him.
“Whoa…” Shawn sighed, seeing his cock throbbing against her perfect, round ass.
“This is my favorite position,” Kendall said with a sexy, confident tone.
“Mine too,” Shawn mumbled in a trance, immediately recognizing it from watching so much porn.
Kendall giggled at his reaction, wiggling her butt playfully against his cock.
“Go ahead,” she chirped, raising her butt to line him up with her entrance, “put it in.”
Shawn grabbed his member and pressed it forward, lining his tip with her hole. Then, as Kendall felt him get into position, she reared backward and took him back inside her. Shawn groaned with pleasure as his head fell back against the bed. Her tight, hot place sucked him in and clamped around his throbbing shaft, and her soft, luscious butt against his groin was mindblowing. Shawn had seen this position in porn videos before but never thought he would get to try it himself, and all he could think about was how it was somehow leagues better than he had ever imagined.
Before his body could catch up, Kendall suddenly bounced against him, stroking his cock with her insides. She moaned as she took every inch of him into her with each bounce.
“Oh my God…” Shawn groaned as he watched her perfect ass smack against his groin and his soaked cock tunnel into her repeatedly.
The way her back arched and her hips moved made him feel like some sex goddess was spoiling him. The feeling of her insides stroking and sucking him in was otherworldy, and he could feel his orgasm approaching.
“Kendall…” He huffed desperately, feeling her milk him to climax with her thrusts.
Kendall moaned, slowing her strokes and looking back. She didn’t want him to finish so soon and loved edging him with her insides.
“I’m gonna cum if you don’t slow down,” Shawn groaned, feeling her work his cock.
“Promise?” Kendall giggled, craving his load.
“No- Kendall, I’m really about to…!” Shawn panted as Kendall started bouncing against him again.
She smiled as her strokes picked up speed, wanting him to give her every last drop of him.
Shawn’s toes curled as he struggled to resist her tight, wet insides wringing him out. The force of his impending orgasm nearly made him panic as she brought him past the point of no return. His breathing became erratic as he braced for Kendall to ride his load out, knowing it would be earth-shattering. Shawn could feel the pressure crawling up through his balls and shaft, squeezing the pillow behind his head and clutching his toes.
“Oh, fuck!” Shawn whimpered as his groin jutted forward.
“Ugh, yeah! Cum in me!” Kendall moaned, pressing herself hard against him and wiggling her butt.
With her hands pressed against the bed, Kendall took him as deep as possible, and that euphoric feeling of his cock pulsating inside her soon followed. She could hear Shawn shuddering with pleasure behind her as that addictive warmth from his hot seed filled her belly. The heat inside her grew with every violent twitch of his cock, and Kendall’s body quaked from the feeling of being pumped full of her own brother’s cum. The rush of committing the ultimate taboo flowed through her like a river of fire as her jaw dropped and her eyes began to roll. Her arms quivered, and the pleasure overwhelmed her.
“Fuuuuck,” Kendall groaned, “why is that so hot!?”
Shawn’s stomach violently expanded and deflated as he pumped every lost drop into her. It felt like her insides were extracting the cum straight from his balls.
“How do you keep making me cum like that?” He huffed, completely drained.
Kendall giggled as she slowly raised her butt, letting his cock fall out of her. She held herself there, letting Shawn’s massive load drip out, and the sight of his cum pouring out of her made his veins flash with lust. Shawn couldn’t believe the sheer volume that left his balls as his cum dripped back onto him.
“Mmm,” Kendall whined, “I love how much you cum. That is seriously the best.”
“Heh, it feels good for you, too, huh?” Shawn snickered, giving her ass a playful smack.
“Are you kidding me?” Kendall repositioned and flopped next to him, “I don’t think ‘good’ is a good enough word!”
As she nestled against Shawn, her body throbbed with pleasure from trying out her favorite position on him. The feeling of his cum gushing inside her was addictive and thrilling, and she knew it was a dangerous thing to enjoy. Kendall understood no contraceptive was guaranteed, but she couldn’t help herself. She wanted Shawn to pour his seed into her every time they had sex, regardless of the risks. The forbidden nature of their bond heightened her enjoyment of it like no other.
Shawn could feel his heartbeat calming as he held Kendall against him. The euphoric rush of pleasure from having his load worked out of him in such an erotic way still lingered in his nerves. He loved the sight of her butt bouncing against him. Though his mind was faintly worried about the risk of cumming inside her so often, Shawn, too, could not resist the urge to live out his fantasies. He shared the bliss of filling his sister to the brim with his seed, an act he had dreamt of for so much of his life.
“I think I knew somewhere deep down this whole time,” Kendall said, rubbing his chest with her hand.
“What’s that?” Shawn asked with his eyes closed, dosing off again.
“You know,” she mumbled, “I knew it would just be… Good.”
Shawn opened his eyes and looked down at her. Kendall stared at him as he collected his thoughts.
“You mean us having sex?” He asked.
Kendall nodded, chewing her lip and looking into his eyes.
“I thought you hadn’t even considered it until that morning in the kitchen,” Shawn chuckled.
“Okay, but, like…” Kendall stumbled, looking away from him.
“What?” Shawn laughed, nudging her with his arm.
“It’s true,” Kendall raised her voice, “I hadn’t thought about us actually doing stuff until recently. But that doesn’t mean I wasn’t already attracted to you.”
“Well, I am handsome,” Shawn chuckled with sarcasm.
“You are, but that’s not what I mean, you dork,” Kendall giggled.
“So, if it wasn’t my dashing good looks, was it my comprehensive knowledge of scary movies? Or perhaps my unmatched pancakes?”
When Shawn looked down at Kendall, she smirked silently at him. The look on her face was both warm and annoyed.
“You’re such an idiot,” she finally spoke, resting her head against his chest and scooting closer to him.
Shawn held her against him, feeling her soft, warm skin and finding security in her attraction to him. His lame jokes aside, he resonated with what Kendall was trying to say because he had felt the same thing toward her in his heart since they were young. He knew their sibling chemistry and unbreakable friendship would make having sex wonderfully natural.
“Okay. Your pancakes are really fucking good…” Kendall mumbled against his chest.
The two broke into laughter as they held each other.
A loud buzzing sound interrupted their moment, causing Kendall to look at the nightstand.
“Dammit,” Kendall sighed, “it’s too early for this.”
A slight gasp followed when she reached for her phone. Shawn immediately looked at her, wondering what caused her panic.
“Uh- fuck, fuck! I need to get up!” Kendall jolted out of bed, running for the door.
“Where’s the fire?” Shawn asked, not moving a muscle.
“Grace is on her way here!” Kendall yelled, unlocking the door and soring down the hall.
“Shit! Why!?” Shawn rolled out of bed, nearly tripping over his clothes as he raced after her.
“Here,” Kendall handed him his toothbrush as she frantically brushed her teeth.
“How close is she?” Shawn asked, squeezing toothpaste onto his brush.
“Ionno,” Kendall spat and rinsed her mouth with a panicked tone, “her text said she was on her way. We need to hurry!”
Shawn sighed with frustration as he brushed, disliking that their morning together was being interrupted again.
The two blasted through their shower together, imagining the horror of Grace showing up and smelling the sex on them because, unfortunately, Grace was Kendall’s nosiest friend and habitually showed up with insufficient notice on some weekends. Dropping by was usually not a problem because Grace typically did not interact with Shawn often, but after last night’s events, they needed to eliminate all suspicion. Furthermore, Kendall had an unpleasant feeling that Grace would want to see Shawn again after how she acted toward him at the club.
“Okay,” Kendall sighed, drying her hair with a towel, “so obviously, Grace is nosy.”
“Most good friends are,” Shawn replied, sliding fresh boxers on.
“I do love her,” Kendall said, reaching for her bra, “but sometimes she’s too much.”
“Are you worried she’s gonna ask about last night?” Shawn asked.
“Terrified,” Kendall groaned.
“Hey, don’t worry,” Shawn reassured her, “they didn’t actually see anything shady, did they?”
Kendall looked him up and down with a slight smirk as she hooked her bra.
“I hate to break it to you,” she smiled, “but me dancing on you is pretty shady.”
“Hm,” Shawn shrugged, buttoning his shorts, “well, I sure liked it.”
“Me too,” Kendall giggled, wrapping her arms around him and giving him a peck on the lips, “but they don’t understand. You know that.”
“I mean, it’s not that weird, is it?” Shawn asked.
“Mhm,” Kendall grinned and nodded, “pretty weird.”
Shawn sighed through his nose, rolling his eyes.
“I know, I know,” Kendall consoled him, “come on. Let’s go.”
“They’re just jealous…” Shawn grumbled as Kendall locked arms with him, leading him out the door.
“Probably,” Kendall laughed as they made their way downstairs.
“Shit,” Shawn grunted as he opened the fridge, “I’m out of coffee.”
“Can’t you just make a pot? There’s a whole bag in the cabinet,” Kendall responded, shoveling down a bowl of cereal.
“No!” Shawn snapped, “I don’t like hot coffee. It’s too-”
“Yeah, yeah,” Kendall interrupted him, waving her hand, “it’s too acidic!” She mocked him.
Shawn slammed the fridge shut, disliking her impersonation of him. Kendall knew why he preferred cold brew and still picked at him about it. She giggled through her nose with her mouth full after seeing the look on his face.
“Laugh it up,” Shawn groaned, walking past her and delivering a hard smack to her ass that rung through the kitchen.
“Ow!” Kendall yelled, “there’s a time and place, idiot!”
“How about as soon as Grace leaves?” Shawn answered, turning his console on to fire up a video game.
Kendall wandered into the living room and stood behind the couch with her bowl of cereal to watch him fight while she waited.
“If I can get her out quick enough, sure,” she agreed, taking another bite, “speaking of, where the hell is she?”
Shawn shrugged, sitting on the couch and clicking through the menus of his game to start fighting.
The moment Kendall questioned it, a knock thudded at the front door.
“Showtime,” Shawn mumbled, ready to be as distant as possible.
“Yeah…” Kendall sighed stressfully, setting down her bowl and approaching the door.
“Well, good morning!” Grace sang as Kendall opened the door to let her in.
“Hey!” Kendall forced herself to smile.
Grace wore a black leather jacket over a white t-shirt with jean shorts, fishnet leggings, and sneakers. Her jet-black hair was permed and wild. Anyone could discern from her appearance alone that she was feisty and energetic. For as long as Kendall had known her, Grace was a troublemaker and a fighter. But Kendall loved her and cherished their friendship. They had gotten into trouble countless times because of Grace’s rebellious influence, creating a powerful bond with crazy memories.
The two wandered toward the kitchen, and Grace noticed Shawn on the couch.
“Hi, Shaaaawn,” she greeted him with a deliberate tone.
“Yo,” he raised his hand, not looking away from the screen.
The next moment, Grace was leaning on her forearms on the back of the couch with her face uncomfortably close to Shawn’s.
“How was last night?” She asked with a grin.
Shawn leaned away from her, smelling the cigarettes on her breath, disliking her lack of boundaries.
“Um… It was fine,” he answered, his eyes wandering her face.
Grace smiled at him, studying his expression and confirming her suspicions that he was more handsome than she thought. Shawn’s eyes wandered down to her red lipstick and white teeth. Her dark eyes were deep and curious. Of course, Grace was beautiful, but Shawn disliked the smell of cigarettes and anyone being in his bubble.
“Good,” she answered swiftly before standing up and bolting toward the kitchen.
Shawn lightly shook his head, wondering how Kendall spent so much time around someone so unhinged.
“So, what’s new with you?” Grace asked, grabbing a bag of pretzels off the counter and shoveling a handful into her mouth, “anything exciting?”
Kendall shrugged as she finished a gulp of water from her glass, not wanting to give Grace any doorways into her new situation with Shawn.
“Just working and staying busy. You know,” Kendall mumbled.
“Staying busy, huh?” Grace asked with a raised eyebrow, chewing pretzels.
“Yup,” Kendall answered, deliberately staying vague.
There was an odd silence between them as Grace folded the bag and set it back on the counter.
“You must be,” she responded, reaching into her jacket and revealing a small packet.
Kendall immediately recognized the packet, realizing it was her birth control that came in the mail every month.
“Where did you get that?” Kendall asked, slightly alarmed.
“It was in your mailbox,” Grace casually answered.
“Grace!” Kendall fired out, “why did you go through our mail!? Give that back!”
Kendall felt mortified that her friend had rummaged through her personal belongings, and her mind raced with ideas to prevent Grace from asking too many questions. But, over the years, Kendall had begun to realize that Grace was a natural-born detective, and it was nearly impossible to hide anything she was interested in from her. Moreover, fooling Grace into believing nothing was happening with Shawn grew more challenging by the day because if Grace wanted to know about something, she always found a way.
“Ah-ah!” Grace held the packet behind her back, preventing Kendall from taking it, “I wanna know about him!”
“Who!?” Kendall yelled, trying to take the packet from behind her.
Grace playfully sprinted to the other side of the island to evade Kendall, refusing to give it to her.
“The guy you’re sleeping with, obviously!” She laughed, craving the details of Kendall’s love life.
“But I’m not!” Kendall whined, “please just give it back!”
“Not without the tea,” Grace flicked her eyebrow, leaning on the island.
Kendall finally sighed through her nose, lowering her shoulders. She knew there was no other way out of this talk. All she could do now was tell Grace what she wanted to hear without revealing that it was Shawn.
“Fine…” She mumbled quietly, holding her hand out.
Grace’s eyes shot open, and she sprinted around the island, smacking the packet into Kendall’s hand.
“No way!” Grace yelled with a giant smile, “you are having sex with someone!”
Kendall violently shooshed her, frantically waving her hands at Grace’s face.
“My brother’s right there!” She hissed, not wanting Shawn to hear them.
“So?” Grace shrugged, “I thought he was your best friend. You guys don’t talk about sex?”
“Um… No?” Kendall answered with an attitude, “he doesn’t need to know about that stuff. God, you really are an only child!”
“Hey, Shawn!” Grace called out, making a cynical face at Kendall, “our girl talk isn’t bothering you, is it?”
“Not listening, kinda busy,” Shawn answered plainly, mashing the buttons on his controller.
Grace gave Kendall a victorious smirk and flicked her head, eliminating her excuse to avoid the discussion.
Kendall glanced over at Shawn, feeling the weight in her heart as she thought about how badly she wanted the world to accept them. She thought about how, in a perfect world, nobody would judge her for loving him. He was intelligent, polite, honest, and attractive. But Shawn was her brother, and this world is imperfect, forcing her to lie to her best friend to protect that love.
Kendall tugged Grace’s arm and pulled her to the other side of the kitchen, away from Shawn’s ears.
“Okay,” Kendall sighed, tucking her hair behind her ear, “just don’t tell anyone else about this.”
“Deal!” Grace replied excitedly.
“So… Yeah, I’m sleeping with someone,” Kendall mumbled awkwardly, scratching her head.
“What does he look like?” Grace asked, “do I know him? How long have you guys been fucking? Show me a picture!”
“No,” Kendall giggled as Grace drilled into her, “you don’t know him, I’m not showing him to you, and if you must know, we just had sex for the first time last night.”
Grace’s face lit up with excitement as Kendall explained her situation.
“Why can’t I see him?” Grace prodded further, “is he ugly or something?”
“No,” Kendall mumbled, looking away.
“So he’s hot?” Grace asked, smiling at her.
“Insanely…” Kendall answered with a nervous smirk, thinking about Shawn.
Grace’s jaw dropped, thirsting for more information on Kendall’s mysterious new partner.
“Okay,” Grace laughed, “so he’s new, he’s not, and what else? Is it serious?”
“Um…” Kendall rubbed the back of her neck, evading the question.
“Did you let him?” Grace asked with a suggestive tone, waving Kendall’s birth control near their faces.
“Let him what?” Kendall asked, puzzled.
“You know, that thing you like,” Grace raised her eyebrow, looking down at Kendall’s lower half.
Kendall compressed her lips and made a guilty face as her mind replayed the sensation of Shawn cumming inside her. Grace’s mouth gaped open, and her eyes widened as Kendall’s expression gave her away.
“You slut!” Grace smiled, giving Kendall’s arm a playful shove.
Kendall shooshed her, trying to hold in her cackling.
Grace knew Kendall almost too well, including her kinks and fetishes. Sex was one of their favorite things to discuss since they were young girls, and that was one thing about their friendship that would never change.
“Well, alright then,” Grace grinned, looking her up and down, “as long as you like him, I suppose you can keep us in the dark. For now.”
“Don’t worry,” Kendall reassured her, “he’s… Special.”
“Special?” Grace asked, intrigued.
“Mhm,” Kendall nodded, reflecting on how intense her connection had been with Shawn the past few days.
“How so?” Grace asked, leaning closer to her.
“I dunno,” Kendall mumbled, fighting the smile forming, “I just feel good with him. We have a lot of safety and chemistry.”
“Chemistry, huh?” Grace made a suggestive face.
Kendall nodded her head.
“So the sex is good?” Grace mumbled, nudging Kendall with her elbow.
Kendall chewed her lip and nodded with an embarrassed smile.
“It’s really good,” Kendall whispered, struggling not to giggle.
Grace’s jaw dropped as she listened to Kendall’s soul take flight over how fantastic sex with Shawn was. Kendall knew Grace would never understand her situation, regardless of how close their friendship was, but she was thrilled to brag about the pleasures she was experiencing, even if she couldn’t reveal her partner.
“Look at you, getting that good dick!” Grace cackled.
But a lingering doubt was gnawing away at Grace’s instincts somewhere inside. She couldn’t pinpoint why, but Kendall’s story bothered her.
The two laughed with each other, despite being in two completely different worlds. Kendall felt a piece of herself die from being dishonest with her best friend, even though the truth would ruin them, and Grace silently analyzed Kendall, thirsting to know what she was hiding. As their smiles faded and they halted their laughter, Kendall and Grace exchanged looks with one another. The air around them was slightly off.
“Well, hey,” Grace continued, “I’m happy for you. You deserve a break after, well, you know…”
“Thanks,” Kendall mumbled, not wanting to think about the last four years of her life.
“Anyways,” Grace said, straightening her posture, “Marce is waiting in the car. I should probably go.”
“Oh!” Kendall jolted, looking out the window to the driveway, “I didn’t know she was with you.”
“Yeah,” Grace answered, “we’re running some errands today.”
“Okay,” Kendall responded, “well, have fun. And remember! We had a deal.”
Grace gave Kendall a slightly puzzled look, forgetting what they had agreed.
“Don’t tell anyone!” Kendall stressed, “not even Marcey. ‘Kay?”
“Right! Right… I won’t,” Grace smiled reassuringly.
As they made their way to the front door, Kendall felt the relief wash over her. With every step they took, another pound of stress melted from her shoulders. It seemed almost too easy.
“Um, actually,” Grace stopped in the living room, “can I use your bathroom? I can’t wait until we get to the store.”
“Yeah, totally,” Kendall answered, silently dreading the idea of Grace snooping around her room.
She had no choice but to oblige, knowing Grace would immediately pick up on her behavior if she resisted.
“Cool, thanks,” Grace responded, walking toward the steps and heading for Kendall’s bedroom.
As she disappeared up the steps, Shawn spun around on the couch, giving Kendall an alarmed expression. Kendall returned his stare, nervously fidgeting with her hands.
“Dude!” Shawn whispered angrily, “there’s a bathroom right next to you!”
Kendall shooshed him, clamping her eyes shut and grabbing the sides of her face.
“Stop,” she whispered, “there’s nothing up there. It’s fine.”
Despite saying that, Kendall could not ignore the pit forming in her stomach. She couldn’t think of any immediate dangers, but the feeling in her gut told her that Grace going upstairs was bad. Shawn huffed with frustration, turning to face his game again.
As Grace entered Kendall’s room, her skeptical instincts went straight to work. Kendall had never lied to her, so she had no reason not to trust her, but the feeling chewing at the back of her mind would not let her leave without being nosy. Her eyes scaled the room as she walked near Kendall’s bed, looking for signs of nefarious activity. But, after not seeing anything out of the ordinary, Grace finally went into the bathroom, knowing Kendall would become suspicious if it took too long.
Kendall nervously fidgeted, waiting for Grace to return. Her trip to the bathroom felt like an eternity.
“Quit,” Shawn grumbled as he played his video game.
“Oh, shut up,” Kendall snapped, knowing he was referring to her picking, “you’re not even looking at me.”
“But I know you’re doing it,” he answered with an attitude, “so stop.”
Kendall huffed angrily as her hands separated. She knew Shawn only wanted to help her. But her mind raced with panic, praying Grace wouldn’t notice anything weird.
Grace sat on the toilet, sighing through her nose. Her gaze wandered Kendall’s bathroom, not thinking she would find anything strange, but then she saw it. Her eyes stopped moving, and her head suddenly turned towards the sink. A second toothbrush caught her attention. She quickly wiped and pulled her shorts back up, intentionally not flushing to avoid alerting them she had finished. Then, as she leaned down to get a closer look, she could immediately tell it did not belong to Kendall. Grace recognized Kendall’s toothbrush because they were both subscribed to a service that delivered special ones. Seeing a second toothbrush that appeared to be from a grocery store made her back tingle with curiosity.
“Who do you belong to?” Grace whispered to herself, grabbing the toothbrush and leaving the room.
“Is she taking a dump or something?” Shawn asked, looking at the steps.
Kendall snickered at his rude comment.
“Hush,” she giggled, “don’t you know girls take forever in the bathroom?”
Shawn groaned, becoming impatient and paranoid as they waited for Grace to return. He knew every second she spent upstairs was a risk for them.
Grace tiptoed down the hall without a peep, silently pushing Shawn’s door open. Her stomach did not want to find anything shady, but she somehow knew she was going to with every step she took toward his bathroom. The first sign of her suspicion checked out as she failed to find a toothbrush. The mug on his sink was empty, and his cabinet had only floss, band-aids, cotton swabs, and mouthwash. Her eyes frantically wandered Shawn’s bathroom until they passed the trash can by his sink.
“For once, just let me be wrong…” Grace mumbled to herself as she knelt and rummaged through Shawn’s garbage.
Her arm stopped moving as her hand felt a long, flimsy packaging that would house a cheap toothbrush. Grace pulled it from the can, holding the toothbrush beside it and comparing their labels. It was a match. Her eyes slowly looked up from her hands as her suspicions thickened by the second. Then, suddenly, clothing items on Shawn’s bathroom floor caught her attention. Grace tossed the packaging back into the garbage and walked in front of the shower. She instantly recognized Kendall’s top as she picked it up from the ground, causing her head to turn toward the shower. Her mind imagined them showering together as her gaze returned to the clothing in her hand. Finally, she saw a pair of Kendall’s panties next to her shorts, and every horror she was afraid of began to sink in.
“Did you let him do it?” Her mind recalled their talk moments ago.
“You know, that thing you like?”
Grace dropped Kendall’s shirt at the thought of such a vile act, stepping back and covering her mouth in shock.
Her eyes darted around Shawn’s bathroom while her brain struggled to process the evidence she had uncovered. She didn’t want to believe that Shawn and Kendall were doing such a fucked up, disgusting thing, but the clues were indisputable.
Why would Shawn’s toothbrush be in Kendall’s bathroom, and why would Kendall’s clothes be in his? Kendall’s birth control and her vagueness about who she was sleeping with didn’t sit right either. Grace’s mind flashed back to the club and the giant smile on Kendall’s face as she danced with her ass against her brother. She thought about Kendall’s jealous behavior and how they left holding hands, and suddenly, it was all clear.
Grace fled Shawn’s room in a panic, trying as hard as she could to stay quiet. Then, she stealthily placed Shawn’s toothbrush back in Kendall’s mug, flushing the toilet and ending her hunt. As Grace made her way down the steps, Shawn deliberately prevented himself from looking at her to avoid appearing guilty. Hearing her footsteps, Kendall spun around to face her with a surprised look, and Grace stopped before her, analyzing her. Grace didn’t want her expression to give her away, but for a moment, the look in her eyes was different than Kendall had ever seen.
“Um- thanks,” Grace said awkwardly, “I’ll see you soon?”
“Yeah,” Kendall mumbled, shaken by the look on her face, “definitely.”
Grace forced an uncomfortable smile before glancing over Kendall’s shoulder at Shawn and bolting out the door.
As soon as the door shut, Kendall wandered around the couch and sat beside Shawn. Her gaze bounced around in thought as her stomach tightened from seeing the strange look in Grace’s eyes. Without a single word uttered, she somehow knew something was terribly wrong.
“Thank God that’s over,” Shawn sighed.
Kendall said nothing, continuing to spiral next to him because not once in their entire friendship had she ever received that look from Grace. Then, after not hearing a response, Shawn looked over to see Kendall staring at the ground in thought.
“Hey,” he paused his game and set the controller on the coffee table, “you okay?”
Kendall finally looked at him, unsure of what to say.
“I’m not sure…” She mumbled with an uneasy tone.
“You don’t think she’s onto us, do you?” Shawn asked.
“That’s the problem. I don’t know,” Kendall answered, looking down at the couch, “that whole thing was just… Weird.”
“No kidding,” Shawn chuckled, “she must’ve eaten something bogus ’cause that took forever.”
A smirk slowly crawled across Kendall’s face as Shawn joked about Grace’s bathroom endeavors. Her mind desperately wanted to think of something other than Grace’s expression haunting her, so she scooted closer to Shawn and giggled with him. Perhaps she was overthinking.
As Grace opened her car door and sat inside, Marcey looked up from her phone and took her sunglasses off.
“So, what’s the verdict?” She asked plainly, expecting nothing.
Grace stared at her steering wheel uncomfortably, not proud of what she had found. Until now, uncovering Kendall’s secret was more of a game than anything else. The feeling of exposing such an inappropriate thing suddenly did not feel so rewarding. She finally looked at Marcey with a dreadful face. Marcey’s body jolted forward in the seat.
“Shut. Up.” She said with a shocked look, in complete disbelief.
“I’m not gonna say it!” Grace yelled.
“I’m not gonna say it!” Marcey yelled back with her hand on her chest.
“Okay, okay,” Grace sighed, covering her face with her hands, “on the count of three, we both say what we’re thinking. Ready?”
“No…?” Marcey responded, unnerved, not expecting Grace to return with real evidence.
“Come on,” Grace continued, “One… Two…”
“They’re fucking.”