The Surprise Visit
Preface
This is the fourth part of the continuing saga of Brooke and Brad. After their stay at Pine Lake and their honeymoon in Hawaii they embark on a new life with their new friends. On their first assignment things go a little awry, but ultimately work out. Now they are back on Maui and enjoying the time off from their new jobs. I recommend reading the first three sagas. Couples Camp, Honeymoon in Hawaii and The Island of Anguilla.
A word of warning, most of my stories contain elements of cuckolding, chastity, BDSM, and sharing. Some contain elements of consensual non consent and extreme situations that some might find disturbing. Everything I describe is pure fantasy. I hope you enjoy.
Chapter 5
The feeling in my hands was just starting to come back. My fingers were frozen, and my face was red from the freezing cold. We had a blast on the snowmobiles. Nick was a maniac, using any little mound to jump and try to get his off the ground. Kim and I just tried to keep up, but it was fun once I got the hang of the controls and learned how to use my weight to help turn. It was day three and I was starting to feel like maybe I could learn to be happy again. I knew I would never forget Brad walking out of that villa without reassuring him I would always be his, but maybe I could learn to forgive myself. Whenever I thought about him, I found myself reaching around and touching his name on my back. Remembering he would always be with me no matter where I was.
“Here you go sweetie.” Kim said as she handed me an Irish coffee.
“Nick is making us reservations for dinner; he should be here in a few.” She explained.
Kim and I laughed about the days’ mishaps and recapped the excitement we both felt zipping through the trees. It was an exhilarating experience I was thankful I had gotten to be a part of. We watched the last of the people coming in from a day of skiing as they peeled off their gloves and warmed up around the lodges many fireplaces. Two Irish coffees later and Nick finally joined us.
The cold winter air swirled outside as the three of us walked through the warm lodge on our way to the restaurant. I was hungry from a long day of playing in the snow and ate like I hadn’t in weeks. The combination of fun and company was working well. I was feeling like a person again and not just a twisted ball of emotional grief. After dinner Nick suggested we cap off the day with a drink in the lodges nightclub and Kim and I agreed.
“Oh, come on just one more.” Nick laughed as he set the two mudslides on the table for Kim and me.
I was tired but between the food and the drinks I was feeling a burst of energy, so I agreed to stick it out and not be a party pooper. We were enjoying the live music and the atmosphere in the woodsy lodge retreat. There couldn’t have been a place on earth less like the Hawaiian Islands than this place. Everything from the fireplace to the antler chandelier reminded me we were a million miles away from home. Then it hit me… Home? Where was home? Where was I going to go now? What would I do now? I was starting to break the spell and return to reality when Kim interrupted my introspection. I think she realized the water collecting in the corner of my eye was about to form a tear and run down my cheek.
“Hey, come dance with me.” She giggled as she grabbed my hand and drug me to the floor.
My emotions were on high alert one second, I was about to cry the next, I was laughing at Kim. I couldn’t help but laugh as Kim bumped and ground herself against me. She was really feeling the music and trying to get me into it. We started singing the words to the song and laughing together as we stumbled around like a bunch of crazy fools. It was fantastic. Exactly what I needed. I completely forgot about the outside world and just enjoyed the moment. A few more songs and one more drink and we were all done for the day.
“Why don’t I get you two back to the room.” Nick announced as he wrapped his arms around us
I was really feeling the alcohol as we made our way to the elevator. I saw the door close, and Nick pushed the button for the sixth floor and then it happened. Kim kissed me. It wasn’t a soft friendly kiss; it was the kiss of a lover unable to wait any longer. The lights shining off the snow glistened and made the reflection in the elevator flicker like the lodge’s fireplace. The moment took over and I responded to her touch. I felt myself melt in her arms as she held me. The soft touch of her lips combined with her warm embrace reminded me I could still feel love. I missed this feeling and didn’t want it to end.
The bell chimed as the doors opened and we were on our floor. Nick went ahead of us and opened the door to the room for us, holding it open as we both walked in. We had a two-room suit that was connected in the middle by a central living/dining room and kitchen. I was staying in the smaller room, and they had been staying in the master suit but tonight things would be a little different.
Kim went right back to kissing me as soon as we stepped in the room. I say she kissed me, but I was more than willing. I loved the way she kissed, so soft and sensual. We stood a few feet inside the door and made out, completely oblivious to anything else. I was lost in her supple touch. Her velvety lips lightly pressed against mine her slick tongue probing my mouth ever so cautiously. Kim was a beautiful sensual woman, and she knew just how to make me feel appreciated and desired.
It was no surprise when Kim asked me to come to her room, or when I eagerly accepted the offer. Neither of us paid any attention to Nick. We were too involved in one another to care about him right now. I wanted to feel her arms around me and her lips against mine and get lost in the moment with her. Kim was an oasis in the middle of the desert. A safe harbor in the center of a storm. I needed her affection and her tender understanding more than ever. Kim was compassionate with her touch and made me feel so comfortable and warm.
I slid my hand inside her blouse and felt her warmth. Kim’s skin ignited the dormant desire inside me and invigorated my passions. I wanted her touch against me, I wanted to taste her on my breath.
Kim caressed my breasts through my top and bra, something I hadn’t started wearing again until recently along with panties. Her gentle hands calmed my nerves while they excited my hunger. We delicately kissed allowing our tongues to dance together much like we had on the dance floor as we helped each other out of our clothes. It took longer and was more of a chore stripping down to our birthday suit. The layers of clothes we needed to keep warm all day were now nothing but a hindrance.
Kim made me feel so at ease I forgot about everything except for her, as I helped her pull her base layer out of the way. I wanted to touch her so badly I starting to get a little frantic. I needed to feel her bare tender skin against mine soon. It was as if I needed her touch to breath. I simply couldn’t wait any longer.
Kim pulled my clothes over my head and tossed them aside exposing my bare breasts. I felt the cool air of the hotel suit rush across my nipples and instantly they swelled. Kim took notice and kissed around them teasing me with her silken touch. I could feel the excitement welling up inside of me I wanted to feel more of her. I wanted to taste her. I pushed Kim aside and dove down between her legs. I could smell her scent as I approached. Her tight little folds allowing just a hint to escape. Her bouquet was driving me crazy with desire.
It took everything I had not to dive straight in, but I knew better. I knew what a woman likes, and I knew to take it slow. I kissed my way down from her belly button to the top of her delicious pussy. Her skin quivered as I brushed past sensitive areas of her body. I could tell she was as excited as I was by the way she was pushing herself up to meet my touch. I could tell Kim had grown impatient when she pulled her legs apart exposing her silky gift.
I took the hint and headed down making my way towards her essence with my delicate kisses. The first taste of her honey touched the tip of my tongue and filled my mouth with desire. I wanted to dive right in and scoop up as much of her as I could, but I controlled my lust and held my ground. I gently swept through her folds stirring juices as I went. More of her delicious flavor rushed into the tinny taste buds lining the surface of my tongue and filling my mouth. I couldn’t wait any longer and lapped at her delicious cunt like a wanton animal.
I ran my tongue up and down in long slow strokes, stopping and gently attending to her clit as I reached the top. I wanted to make her as excited as I was and did everything, I knew I liked done to me. I circled her opening and kissed her sweet pussy, savoring her rich flavor. Kim was as hot a woman as anyone could be and her sexual energy was working on me just as well as any sex starved man. I hadn’t felt this level of desire in a long time and the intimacy with her was filling a black hole in my heart.
I could feel Kim’s fingers running through my hair as I pleased her. Her moans signaling her approval as her hands guided me. I felt her power over me as I felt myself melt into her. Kim used the grip she had on my hair to push me harder into her as she pushed her pelvis against me. I felt her tight cunt gripping my tongue as she thrust forward fucking my tongue.
Kim’s rhythmic thrusts reminded me of Nick when he would fuck my mouth, only this time it was a pussy fucking my tongue rather than a cock fucking my throat. I felt myself overcome with a desire to please Kim and make her cum. I wanted to know I could give her that pleasure. I wanted to know I could still make someone happy. As much as I tried, I couldn’t get Brad out of my head. I was tired of being sad. I wanted to cover up the pain I felt, the guilt, but nothing I did would keep the memory of him from haunting me. I did my best to focus on the moment, but as much as I loved the flavor filling my mouth, I couldn’t help but feel the emptiness without Brad enjoying it with me. Even when he wasn’t with me he was always in my heart and mind. Even when I fucked other people, ultimately I would have him to go back to and share the excitement with. But now I knew he wouldn’t listen to my story. He wouldn’t share in my excitement and fuck me to the recounting of it. Brad wouldn’t be around to reclaim me as his.
“OH yes that’s it baby.” Kim cried out.
I could feel her warm juice rushing down my tongue and filling my mouth. She kept fucking my tongue as it pooled up and sneakily ran down my throat. I tried to time my swallowing as she continued to pleasure herself on me, working herself up into an almost frantic pace. Kim grabbed my hair even tighter as she held me close and rode her pleasure. I felt her body quiver as it continued releasing its delicious treat. Her flavor was truly something special and I loved the fact I was able to extract it from her.
“My turn.” Kim announced as she eased her grip and pulled my face to hers.
I felt Kim’s soft tongue push past my lips in search of her own sweetness. Her gratitude was expressed through her tender kiss. I felt so appreciated and safe with her. She was a great friend who made me feel better when I needed it the most. Her soft hands caressed my face and reminded me what it was like to be so truly loved by someone. It reminded me of the tenderness Brad expressed whenever he kissed me. I was getting dizzy. I wasn’t sure if it was the alcohol or the mixed emotions. One second, I felt compassion, safety and desire and the next second I was overcome with emptiness and an overwhelming sense of loneliness.
“You smell so amazing.” Kim whispered in my ear.
Kim nibbled on my ear ever so gently as her tongue traced the edges of my lobe. She was an amazing lover and knew exactly how to make me go wild with desire. My body was screaming for her as she kissed her way up and down my neck, teasing me and driving my lust even farther. I wanted to feel her explore every part of my body and she obliged.
Kim probed my mouth with her tongue as her hands wandered. She lightly traced my torso, slowly running down to my hips. I felt the tips of her nails as she delicately ran them over my skin. I threw my arms around her and returned the passionate kisses with pleasure. I felt myself disappear under her touch, reduced to a mass of nerve endings and uncontrollable responses. I could hear my moans escaping from my mouth but had no control over them. Kim was in control of me, like a harpist running her hands across my strings and filling the room with heavenly sound. I felt myself losing control, unable to even respond to her anymore. I could barely control my own tongue as the feelings of her touch overwhelmed my senses.
Kim kissed me through my moaning as she ran her hand across my mound. I wanted to cry out for her to enter me but couldn’t. My body was on fire, glowing from the hot embers she was fanning. I nearly passed out when I felt her finger slide between my folds. Her soft hand resting on my bare skin as she curled her finger into me.
Kim eased her finger into me and straight for that special spot that only a woman can fully appreciate. My body was so ripe for her attention is offered nothing but encouragement, helping her with ample lubrication. I nearly came the second her finger pressed against my g spot but fought the urge, now wanting this to be over so soon.
“Don’t fight it, let yourself go.” Kim again whispered in my ear.
Her words rushed into my ear and straight to my pussy. I felt the liquid release as if she had turned on a faucet. I couldn’t keep myself from cumming all over her hand unlike any time I had ever cum before. I felt the floodgates burst and the waves of pleasure rush out of me like a tsunami. I was struck by the smell of sex as it filled the air around us. I was completely under her control.
Kim didn’t let up. Instead, she pushed on, rubbing her finger firmly on my swollen nub and causing it to grow even more. I felt the pressure building as the blood rushed to her fingertip like a metal to a magnet. She was controlling my body from a single tiny spot inside me. It was as if she had a remote control, I was unable to resist. Her finger swirled and tapped against that magical spot as my body prepared for a second flood of pleasure.
Kim never stopped her digital manipulation as she scooped me up off the bed and pulled me on top of her. I couldn’t help but push against her skin as I rode her hand and she pulled me in tight, our breasts pressed against one another. I was filling her hand with a rush of liquid appreciation as she kissed me deeply and pulled me even closer.
I was riding her hand, my body far from satisfied when I felt the warm breath against my ass and the familiar feeling of a tongue licking my flowering hole. Instantly I knew Nick was joining us. His tongue slid around touching the nerves in my ass like a game of duck, duck, goose. An overwhelming sense of joy came over me as I felt completely safe with them both. I felt like I was being wrapped in a heated blanket of trust and affection and it made me feel warm inside, despite the freezing cold outside.
Nick licked and probed my ass, while his wife did the same to my mouth. I did my best to respond to them both and let them know I didn’t want it to stop. I pushed back against Nick to encourage him to probe deeper as I moaned against Kim’s firm lips.
What little resistance my ass offered was quickly lost as Nick lubricated what I could only assume was going to be his ultimate goal. There was nothing else on planet earth at that moment. I was completely in the moment, completely inside my own body. The joyous spot Kim was stroking was once again swelling to even greater dimensions. My otherwise sloppy pussy was again feeling tight as her finger pressed against the swollen spot.
I’m not sure If I blacked out or just lost track of time, but I never felt Nick penetrate my ass. All I knew was his cock was now thoroughly engulfed inside my darkest hole. I could feel the pressure of him inside me, as he shoved me into Kim. Nick was a skilled lover and knew just how to rock his body into me. He was never too ruff or selfish. He knew how to read my body, when to push me farther and when to back off.
Kim continued to kiss me and fondle me. She had done her job and prepared me for Nick. Even after she removed her hand from me, she stayed with me and held me lovingly. Kim held my face between her hand as she looked me in the eyes.
“You feel that? You feel how much he loves you?” Kim cooed as she gently kissed my lips again.
Once again Kim’s words rushed in my ear and surged down into my pussy. It was as if she had somehow pushed the nerve endings in my pussy so close to my ass, I could feel Nick’s dick rubbing them. My pussy and my ass were now somehow connected like a hallway light with a switch on either end of the hallway. Every time he pushed in my ass, I could feel the sensation in both places at once. It was almost as if I was being fucked by two guys at once.
“Do you love him as much as he loves you?” Kim seductively enquired.
“Yes.” I gasped, as Nick pushed into me again.
I felt the heat of their body enveloping me and the pressure in my ass stoking that fire. Something about Nick’s cock was just magical. He felt as if he was part of me, part of me I missed when it wasn’t in me.
“Tell him. Tell him you love him.”
I didn’t even hesitate. I wasn’t even thinking anymore. I was just feeling. I was just feeling the love of his cock as it filled my emptiness.
“I love you so much.” I cried out.
It felt so normal saying those words, even though his wife was right there to hear it.
My declaration seemed to inspire Nick. His slow firm pace increased slightly but still felt as If he was making love rather than fucking me. I wanted to feel him, I wanted to see him, I wanted to be his.
I could feel Nick swelling as he slowed his pace. He pulled me tight as he pressed deep into me and started to throb. I could feel Nick exploding into me, his thick hot cum jetting deep into me. I felt his strength as his body tensed and his heavy breathing turned to heavy grunting. I felt like I was being fucked by a wild animal who was doing everything it could not to hurt me.
Kim knew what was happening and kissed me deeply. She held herself to my mouth and caught my moans as they echoed Nick’s grunts. I could still taste myself on her, and my flavor was sweeter than ever. All my senses seemed heightened. I could feel Nick’s pulse in my ass and Kim’s heartbeat on my breasts. It was as if we were connected, Nick’s power running though me and into Kim and her sensuality responding.
Nick eased himself from me, leaving me feeling empty once again. Even Kim’s loving embrace wasn’t enough to keep the sense of loneliness at bay. I wanted Nick back; I needed his attention to make me forget these feelings.
Kim turned slightly prompting me to lay next to her, my breath still labored. I had soaked the covers and her and yet felt as if I needed more. Not necessarily the sexual gratification but most certainly the loving feelings that accompanied it. That’s why I was so happy when Kim returned to kissing me. She was soft and affectionate with her kisses. Keeping her eyes open and looking deeply into mine. It wasn’t the steamy sexually charged kind of kissing we engaged in prior but rather a gentle loving exchange. I looked into her eyes and could tell she meant every emotion she was eliciting in me. It was a mutual affection only someone in love could understand.
Kim relinquished her undivided attention as Nick joined in. He too wanted to kiss me and show his affection. I felt so wanted and taken care of. Safe and loved in their presence.
“Tell him how you feel.” Kim whispered once again in my ear.
Nick gently pulled his lips from mine, neither of us losing eye contact with one another. I could see the tenderness in his eyes as he gazed down at me, waiting to hear what I would say.
“I love you.” I cried.
I couldn’t believe my ears. But it was true. I loved Nick. I loved the way he made me feel and now more than ever I needed him. I couldn’t stop crying. The fact was I would never stop loving Brad, but now I was admitting I had fallen in love with another man. I felt guilty for loving Nick and yet I couldn’t stop. I would do anything to bring Brad back, but it was too late. I hadn’t been carful enough with our relationship and drove him away. He would never have died on that boat if he was in my bed, but now it was just too late.
“I love you too.” Nick romantically responded.
My tears were streaming out of control as the image of Brad flashed in my memory, yet Nick’s loving response helped to ease the pain. I felt the flood of emotions coming from my eyes dry as his words wrapped their arms around my heart. I didn’t want to forget Brad, but I did want to forget the pain. Both Nick and Kim held me and reassured me that everything was going to be ok as we all drifted off to sleep together.
The next morning, I woke up with Nick’s arm around me, Kim was nowhere to be found. I laid there recounting the events of the night before and started to feel myself getting sad again. The thought of truly losing Brad forever was never going to get easier to grasp. I felt the grasp of Nick around my body, but I still felt a loneliness I was convinced would never go away. I tried to distract my mind with other thoughts and wiped my tears away with the sheet bundled up at my chest. It took me a few minutes to get out of my head and back in the bed where I was, but finally I was able to redirect my attention.
It wasn’t long before Nick woke up too and after giving me a kiss, got up and went to the bathroom. A few minutes later and I heard the shower turn on and Nick get in.
“Hey, why don’t you come take a shower with me.” Nick called out over the rushing water.
I thought for a second and decided to go for it. I needed to take a shower anyway and the thought of seeing Nick’s gorgeous body drenched in hot water was too much to resist. As I pushed the bathroom door open the steam rushed out. I could see his magnificent body dancing around under the water as he lathered himself up. I wasn’t going to waste any more time and quickly slid the door aside and stepped under the water with him.
Nick gave me a big hug and kiss, welcoming me to his steamy oasis. He ran his hands down my back coming to a stop at my ass. He held me, squeezed me, and reminded me how much he loved me. I felt revitalized already as if my life could somehow recover. Nick took his time and washed my body for me. He gently ran his hands about softly scrubbing my skin with a loofa. He treated me like a queen, his queen. I relished the warmth of the water as it ran down my body rinsing the previous night off me.
I was lost in the moment again, forgetting about everything else in the world except what was happening to me at that very moment. Nick gently pushed my head under the water and ran his fingers through my hair. He was making sure to get my long locks completely saturated. I had never had another man wash my hair before, not even Brad. It was an incredibly different experience when Nick kneaded the suds into my hair and lathered me up. I felt completely taken care of. There was something about him washing my hair that gave me an overwhelming feeling of submission. Nick touched every part of me from the deepest depths of my ass to the tip of my hair and everything in between There were no secrets from him. No way of hiding myself from him.
We finished washing up and got out of the shower. An hour later and we were sitting at the breakfast table downstairs in the lodge’s restaurant. I must admit I completely forgot about Brad and Kim for that matter. The only person I was thinking about was Nick. Oddly enough we really didn’t talk much, we didn’t have to. There was an unspoken understanding between us. He was going to take care of me and all I had to do was let him.
The next few days Nick and I spent time alone and with Kim. When we were all together it was fun. We went to the club and danced, we went down the slopes a few times and even all went walking around downtown at the shops together. But the times I relished the most were the times Nick and I spent alone around the fire. We just sat there watching the flames hypnotically dance. Nick would hold me and remind me how much he loved me and wanted to take care of me. It was strange in a way, but I never questioned how Kim felt about the whole situation. More than once she had shown her approval in subtle ways.
One day she encouraged us to go to a romantic dinner without her. The next day she suggested we go dancing while she went into town with some friends she had made at the lodge. She was even letting us sleep together alone at night in the master bedroom while she took the attached room. By the end of the week if felt normal, and almost like she was the third wheel, so when she said she had to leave us there and head back to the Midwest for a family emergency it wasn’t uncomfortable at all.
The next few days became almost routine. We were living as if we were a married couple. Sleeping together, eating together, laughing and going shopping together. It was as if we had been together for years and it felt right, it felt normal. One night after dinner Nick ordered us dessert and while we waited seriously declared.
“I want to ask you something really important.”
“What is it?” I responded, nervous of what he was about to ask me.
“I have to go back to the lake, and I want you to go with me.”
I wasn’t sure how to respond. I was a little bit in shock. I really hadn’t thought about what I was going to do after this week. It was as if I was in a bubble of denial in the snow. I had almost forgotten about the real world and everything that included.
“I know it’s a little sudden, but I really want you to come with me.” Nick continued.
I tried to absorb his words, but my mind was racing. Images of Brad and the island were spinning around like a dream world in my head. Flashes of the lake and the island blended like a crazy dream that didn’t make sense. One second, I could see Brad standing next to the pool with the palm trees swaying behind him and the next second I could see Nick’s face staring down at me as if we had just had sex in his bed. I hadn’t even contemplated what I would do, but now I was being forced to think about it. Nick could tell I was uncomfortable and reached across the table taking my hand into his.
“I want you with me, I want to take care of you, and I want you in my bed every night. I just can’t stand the thought of you all alone, and I certainly can’t stand the thought of not being able to make love to you.”
I soaked up his words. I felt the loneliness he described and knew I needed him to fill that void. I needed to feel his arms around me. I needed to feel his body next to mine. I needed to be with him.
“I’ll go. I’ll go.” I blurted out.
Nick’s face lit up. He was so pleased I had agreed to return to the lake with him. He kissed my hand in appreciation as the dessert arrived. Neither of us said another word until we got up from the table. We rushed through our Creme Brulé and headed back to our room to celebrate.
Nick closed the door behind us and started making out with me right away. We never made it to the bedroom that night, instead we fell asleep in front of the fireplace in the living room after he made love to me. As I lay there in the flickering light of the fire I thought about Brad. I missed Brad so much I could barely stand it. I wanted to go back to Hawaii and pick up where we had left off before Nick and Kim came to visit, but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t bring myself to go back there now. Every day I would be reminded of him. There wasn’t a single thing in Hawaii that wouldn’t remind me of him, and I just couldn’t torture myself like that. I was lucky to have Nick and even luckier he wanted me to move in with him. I tried to imagine what it would be like and how Kim would fit into the equation as I drifted off to sleep in Nick’s arms.
The next morning, we got breakfast and went straight to the plane. Nick had arranged for all our things to be sent to the lake on the next commercial flight and assured me we would go shopping for new clothes and whatever I needed as soon as we had time. I looked out the window of our private jet as we took off and wished Brad had been able to see this place with me. I fought off the tears as best I could, but I know Nick would be able to see them. I knew it was going to be a long time before I was able to get though a day without thinking of Brad, but it was really hard. I didn’t want to forget him, but I didn’t want to cry about him either. I just wanted not to be sad.
A few hours later and we were at the lake. It had been quite a while since I had been here, and it felt a lot different. There was a skeleton staff. Just enough to maintain the resort through the winter months. The excitement of people laughing and running around was missing. The restaurant was closed, and all the outdoor furniture had been placed in storage until next season. It was a summertime resort in wintertime hibernation.
Nick did his best to make me feel at home. He showed me around his private home and introduced me to the small staff.
“Now I want everyone here to help Brooke. Anything she needs, anything she wants. She is my number one priority, so I expect her to be your number one priority as well.” Nick announced to the congregated staff.
I felt a little embarrassed at being placed on such a pedestal. I didn’t want to appear to be a spoiled bitch to the staff nor was I used to such attention. I just wanted to spend time with Nick and forget about the heartache of losing my husband.
Over the next week or so I became much more comfortable with the staff. I made friends with Becky a sweet young girl who had just started working there at the end of the busy season. Becky would go on walks with me around the lake when the rain wasn’t too strong to keep us inside. We would talk about tv shows we both liked or movies we had both seen. I really appreciated her friendship. I knew my way around just fine, but it took knowing I had a friend there to really feel like I belonged.
Nick was always busy with business stuff during the day but at night he made a point to sit down with me and have dinner. I was lucky there was a chef to make food for the crew still on staff so I didn’t have to cook for us, but Nick made a point of having the food delivered to his house so we could have dinner in private every night.
I think it was around day ten or so when I started to feel like something was really off. I mean maybe I should have felt that way much earlier I don’t know but something about Nick’s demeaner seemed to change. Looking back there are a lot of red flags that I should have seen but I just didn’t want to, I guess. First off where was Kim and why was she so willing to allow me to step into her place as Nick’s “number one priority”?
One day I was having an exceptionally difficult day and decided to go for a walk by myself. I was bundled up and walking around the lake reminiscing about the day Brad and I got married here. I had wanted him to pull the trigger and ask me for years, but it wasn’t until we went through the Pine Lake program that he realized he was going to have to commit fully to me before they could move forward. I remembered the excitement of that first night as his wife and how much he loved finally getting to fuck me. I was teetering between happy memories and feelings of sorrow when I saw Becky peering through a window at Nick’s office. I wasn’t sure if it was something I should be concerned about or not, but it certainly caught my eye and my curiosity.
It was late on a Friday night and the staff was all given the next day off, so after delivering dinner they all went into town to spend the evening at a club. I told Nick what I had seen over dinner, and he seemed extremely concerned. I could tell there was something he wasn’t telling me.
The next day I saw him talking to Becky and I could tell even from a distance that he was really laying into her. I don’t know what he was saying but he was obviously angry she had been trying to invade his privacy. After that I didn’t see Becky all day. She didn’t show up at our regular spot to chat and I didn’t see her later that day when all the staff got together for lunch either. I figured it was her day off so she probable just decided to keep to herself. I was disappointed but I understood it was her time to do as she pleased.
The following day was Sunday and Nick, and I were supposed to spend it just laying around in front of the fire watching old movies and cuddling, but he changed that last minute and said he had to do some work at his office. Around two in the afternoon I was bored and decided to take a stroll around the lake even if I was alone. I remembered the first time I sucked Logan. How the sun hit my cheek as his cock forced its way down my throat. I was new to the sex scene, and it was difficult for me back then but now I was a seasoned expert who could suck a man like him without any trouble at all. I had become the slut my husband loved, then I remembered why I came here in the first place and started to cry again. Sure, I loved the feeling of sex with other men and obviously I had had played a dangerous game with my true love, but the idea that he wouldn’t be around to share with me was never a concern. I never once thought Brad would leave me and I never once considered leaving Brad. It was an exciting game we played one we both liked and one that turned us both on.
I quickly wiped the tears from my face before they froze into tiny icicles on my cheek and felt the cold wind blow as the trees whistled their warning of the approaching storm. I was almost back to the safety of Nick’s cabin when I saw the light in his office. I was curious and decided to wander over to see what he was up to.
I peered into the window and instantly wished I hadn’t. I saw Nick fucking Becky for all she was worth. He had her bent over his desk and was violently fucking her from behind. I don’t know why it bothered be so much, but it did. I knew he was married after all and I knew he would fuck Kim again, but I hadn’t expected him to fuck other women as well. I should have known, he never told me he wouldn’t, but it bothered me just the same. Then the big surprise came.
Nick was fucking Becky but there was someone else in the room as well. I was confused by what I was seeing. The cold wind was cutting through my jacket, and I couldn’t stay much longer but the image of this was burnt into my memory for ever. Off in the corner was Kim who was watching the whole thing. I felt a lot of jealousy but even more so, I was confused. What was Kim doing there and why hadn’t she come said hi? How long was Kim here? had she just arrived? Why hadn’t Nick told me Kim was coming? what was going on?
My head was racing and so was my heart. I couldn’t sort my feelings from my thoughts. The cold wind was picking up and I just couldn’t stand there any longer. As I headed back to Nick’s cabin, I tried to make sense of what I was feeling. Ultimately, I decided to keep what I had seen to myself as I removed my jacket and warmed my hands in front of the fireplace. I tried to keep my mind occupied, turning on some music and making myself a cup of hot tea, but I wasn’t having much success. I felt like Nick was keeping things from me. His demeaner the last few days was different, and this just added to my uneasiness. I felt my eyes well up once again as the thoughts of Brad rushed to my rescue. For all we had been though I could always count on Brad coming thorough for me. He let me have my fun and always took the emotional hits for me.
Brad was the best husband any woman could have. He supported me and gave me the freedom to enjoy myself but never once let me feel like I was doing it alone. No matter how much I pushed the boundaries of his trust he never gave up no me. Deep down, I always knew he would accept me, even back when we had first arrived at Pine Lake. It was at that moment I realized what I had with Nick was completely different. I was attracted to Nick and God knows he could turn me on like no other man ever had, but Brad was the only one that could ever make me feel completely safe. I was crying my eyes out again, overwhelmed with the loss of his never-ending love.
As much as I had already cried over Brad’s loss, I couldn’t stop myself. It felt like it was starting all over again and the preceding weeks had done nothing to help me except I wouldn’t see him again. Finally, I fell asleep on the couch, my body completely exhausted and ready to give up.
“Brooke, honey are you ok?”
I woke up, surprised to see Nick standing there.
“What’s wrong baby?” Nick asked as he sat down next to me.
“Brad… I was just thinking about Brad.” I sniffled.
Nick put his arms around me and gave me a reassuring hug.
“I understand baby, and I’m here for you.”
I contemplated telling him what I saw but decided not to complicate the situation. I was feeling guilty for admitting I was missing Brad to him. For some reason I felt as if I was cheating on my relationship with Nick with my lingering feelings for my lost husband. It was weird. A perfectly normal thing, like grief over the death of my spouse felt like emotional cheating. I was a mess. I didn’t know what I was supposed to feel anymore. Should I be sad over the loss of Brad, or excited because of the attention I was getting from Nick? Should I be jealous about Nick fucking other women or was that just something I needed to accept and pretend I was ok with? Certainly, Kim had learned to deal with it, should I as well?
Nick held me and told me how much he loved me, his words soothing me. I just excepted his affection and let it ease my pain. I wanted to believe everything was going to be ok, and so I believed him when he told me that.
“Why don’t we stay in tonight and I’ll have some food brought over to us?” Nick suggested.
I wanted to ask about Kim, but I didn’t. I still don’t know why. Maybe I was just avoiding the topic because I feared ruining what we had going. The fact he had fucked Becky seemed like less of an issue for me. I didn’t see her as a threat to my relationship with him at all. She had only been working at the resort for a few months and like most of the people there she would probably not be there long. But not telling me about Kim, just seemed odd.
“Yeah, that sounds good.” I whimpered.
Nick threw some more wood on the fire before he called over to the main lodge and had our dinner delivered. I appreciated his attention, and it did wonders to easy feelings of loneliness. We cuddled in front of the fire after eating and watched old episodes of The Twilight Zone. It was a great way to distract my mind and just try to enjoy the moment. I welcomed the distraction and soon forgot all about my problems.
Nick kissed my cheek, and held me, we talked about the old show and what great messages they imparted. We spent hours and hours just chatting and enjoying each other. It was getting late and both of us were starting to think about retiring for the night.
“Maybe one more episode?” Nick asked.
“Yeah, that’s fine.” I agreed.
Just as the next episode started, Nick kissed me. I felt his warm lips against mine and forgot all about the tv show. My body was programmed to respond to him in ways I had no control over. I felt my desire for him rise like a hot geyser from the ground, erupting towards the sky. Nick knew how to make me feel special and how to turn my appetite for him on in an instant. I loved the way his strong hands held me as his lips caressed my skin.
As strange as it might seem I still felt as if I owed him an apology for being so upset. I wanted to thank him for being there for me, so I took charge. I pulled at Nick’s button up shirt and popped the first few open. I kissed him passionately as I ran my hands inside his shirt and traced the muscles of his chest with my fingers. I loved the power of his body over me. I loved the way his firm body felt.
“I want you.” I whispered in his ear before kissing my way down to his now exposed chest.
I tugged at Nick’s shirt again completely uncovering his firm masculine physique. His chest and abs bulging and fanning my desire. His body was nearly perfect, and I felt grateful for the opportunity to experience it. I kissed his chest and nipples, rubbing his hard body and relishing in it. His muscles felt amazing, and his skin tasted delicious. I wanted more of him, and I was growing less patient by the second.
I circled his nipples with my tongue as I ran my hands down to unbuckle his belt. I pulled the thick leather strap holding his pants in place and herd the clank of the buckle as it came free. Nick leaned back giving me better access to him and relinquishing control of the action for the time being. His scent was calling me like a moth to a flame.
I kissed my way from his perfect chest down his stomach, tracing his muscles as I went. I licked and sucked his skin doing my best to excite his senses and satisfy my desire to please him. I delighted as much in his pleasure as I did in my own.
I pulled his trousers down exposing the elastic band around his waist, as I examined the muscular triangle sending my attention south. I took my time kissing his rippling muscles and enjoying his soft skin. I took in a deep breath as I prepared to expose his manhood, and as I did, I could smell the mixture of his male pheromones with the remnants of his previous exploit with Becky. Once again, I wasn’t as jealous as I would have thought. But instead, I felt a strong desire to compete with her.
I wanted to impress Nick so much he would rather be with me than her. I wanted to show him he had no reason for other women, and I was going to prove I had the best game around. I pulled the strong elastic band down past his hips and exposed the prize I was after.
Nick was hard as a rock, his gorgeous cock standing straight up, like a solder ready to salute. He was obviously enjoying my skills, and soon would be under my complete control. I made him wait, I wanted to tease him and make his body beg for my mouth. I gently grasped his cock and ran my fingers up and down his shaft just lightly holding him. His cock jumped with anticipation, as I stroked him, barely toughing him as all. It was as much a tease for him as it was for me. I wanted his cock as much as he wanted me to have it. I could see the first drop of clear excitement rise and bubble up when I was distracted by something outside the living room window.
Nick’s head was laying on the floor his eyes closed and his cock at full mast. I was kneeling between his legs looking towards his face and the window on the wall behind him. I could see the peaking eyes of someone outside as they peered in between the tiny curtains. I was sure it was Becky. She was returning the favor so to speak watching me like I had watched her. I decided to play along and pretend as if I didn’t know she was there and just continued lightly stroking what was now MY cock.
I felt the competition between us elevate, I wanted to show her as much as him, that I was the one with the skills. I wanted to make her jealous and show her I wasn’t going to let her have his full attention. I might not get him exclusively, but I was going to make sure she had a hard time keeping up with what I have to offer.
“You like that baby? You like the way I stroke your cock?”
I wasn’t usually that vocal. But I wanted to make this the best blowjob Nick had ever received. I was on a mission now. One to prove I was the best cocksucker he would ever know.
“Uh huh,” Nick murmured.
“I love how your cock feels in my hand. Do you like it too?” I continued probing.
“Yes,” Nick gasped.
“I bet you’d like me to suck that huge cock of yours, wouldn’t you?”
“Yes, I’d love that.” Nick exhaled.
The clear drop bubbling up from Nick, increased and began to drip down the head of his swollen cock. I was excited to see his reaction and gripped his cock a little bit tighter. As I did a slight moan of approval escaped his mouth, confirming I was on the right track.
“That’s it, think about my warm lips wrapped around your dick.” I said, prodding his brain.
My increased grip caused another bead of precum to rise up and help lubricate his rock-hard cock, increasing my desire to milk him to ecstasy. I gradually increased my stroking until I could see a nice flow of clear lubrication coming from his meat making his cock glide easily between my fingers.
I shot a knowing smile at the eyes in the window as I leaned in to get a taste of what I had created. I licked the source of the clear liquid; proud I had been the one to extract it from his body. There was an increased sense of power I felt doing what I was and knowing Becky was watching me. I felt almost as if I was dominating her, while I was solidifying my place with Nick.
Nick’s flavor was a little different then I was used to. There was a sweetness to him that normally was raw. I realized what it was. I was tasting the remnants of him and Becky’s combined juices. At first, I felt as if Becky was getting her revenge on my psychological war with her, but then I used that to fuel my exuberance. I wasn’t going to let her see any hesitation, instead I wanted her to see how much Nick enjoyed the artistry of my oral affection. I swirled my tongue around the head of his cock, cleaning and lubricating it even more. I squeezed and kneaded him, onto my outstretched tongue lapping at his helmet as it came into reach.
“More baby?” I teased.
All Nick could muster was a slight moan, as he lay there falling into my seductive trap. One thing I have learned is how to increase pleasure via teasing. The trick is to read your partner and tease them enough to elevate their thrill without causing them too much frustration. Although frustration can be fun too. I slid my hand out of the way, and over his tight abdomen, leaving his cock completely alone bobbing for more.
I leaned farther down and allowed the head of his cock to slide past my parted lips and feel the heat of my breath. I waited a split second then continued engulfing his entire length in a single smooth swallow. Nick was perfectly groomed, with only a little tightly trimmed hair on his groin and none on his balls. His tight abbs and chest made for a delightful washboard to keep my left hand busy while my right hand cupped his smooth warm sack.
As I raised up allowing his cock to feel the freedom from my throat, the flavor of him permeated my taste buds. His masculine flavor mixed with the sweet flavor of his earlier lover made this whole situation even more arousing to me. I felt as if I was not only giving Nick pleasure but sharing in the scene I had witnessed earlier as well. It was a weird mixture of competition, jealousy, and just raw sexual desire.
I rolled my eyes forward to see if I could still see the two eyes in the window looking back at me, and I did. I didn’t want Becky to think she was in any way distracting me. I wanted her to see how dedicated I was to him and how much he yearned for me.
The veins in Nick’s cock were pushed to their limit. He was as swollen as he could possibly get, yet that didn’t stop me from taking him to the base once again. I slowly swallowed his cock and held him deep letting him enjoy the feeling. Once again as I lifted off his cock, I could taste the one of a kind mixture coating him. Oddly enough I wanted more of that flavor and decided to go get it.
I licked up and down his amazing dick like a cat licking her tail. I wanted to clean every drop of them up for my enjoyment now. I was extremely turned on as I mopped up the delicious remnants of their union. I lost myself for a moment and imagined what Becky might taste like on her own, before the desire for Nick’s cock regained control of my thoughts.
Once I was satisfied, I had removed as much of their seasoning as I could I returned my attention to giving Nick as much pleasure as possible. I returned the head of Nick’s cock to the depths of my throat and slightly lifted his nuts so my extended tongue could reach them. I had learned this trick from Michelle. Raising Nick’s balls closer to the base of his cock, gave me the chance to tickle them while his head was deep inside me. The combined stimulation was something most men would never experience, but I had learned to do it, and was confident it was one of the things that made me a far superior cock sucker. I was focused on given Nick as much pleasure as possible, not making him cum as quickly as I could. This was my time to show off and I was going to impress him. This was certainly not the first time I had sucked Nick, but it was the first time I felt like a porn star doing it.
Sure, there were plenty of other times I had had fucked or sucked someone in front of people. But this was the first time I really felt like someone was just watching me, from a distance. Becky was watching us through the window like a porn, on the computer screen. I was the star of a real life porno, and I was going to shine.
Again and again, I took Nick all the way to the base, pausing and massaging his smooth balls with my tongue. I could feel the veins in his cock as they slid past my lips and the bulging head of his cock as it passed by my tonsils. It wasn’t easy to take a cock like his that deep, but then again, I wasn’t new to this technique. I knew this was one of many things that could separate me from Becky and make me much more valuable in Nick’s eyes.
Nick started to arch up to meet my mouth. I could tell he was getting close and was about to lose his seed. I massaged his balls as he pushed his head deep inside me. I let him regain a touch of control as I let him fuck my throat.
I could feel Nick’s swollen balls tightening and his cock start to throb, but he was still pumping his hips into me. I wanted to make this something special and decided to take back control.
I squeezed his balls with one hand while I pushed down on his lower abdomen with my other. I was making it clear to him, stop thrusting and lay flat. Nick was happy to oblige when he realized what I was doing. I pressed down pushing his cock as deep down my throat as it could reach. I firmly squeezed his balls to make sure the pressure was directed in the right spot and waited for my prize.
It didn’t take a second and I could feel the swollen head of his cock explode. The hot liquid rushed down my throat tingling every nerve on the way down. I could feel his seed as is surged from his cock, coating my throat on its way to my stomach. I massaged his sack, pushing every drop up and out. I wanted to completely empty his warm cum, so there was none left for anyone else. I drained every drop from him and took great pride in it.
Nick was still hard when I slid his cock from my mouth and let his balls hang free. I had momentarily forgotten about being watched but then was reminded when I saw the shadowy figure move away from the window and into the night. I knew Becky had gotten a show and hopefully a message as well. Nick was mine and I would do whatever I needed to do to keep it that way.
“Oh my god that was amazing.” Nick confessed as he pulled me up to hug me.
We kissed and held each other in front of the fire. Nick reached over and grabbed a blanket off the couch and tossed it over us, the tv still playing in the background. We lay there intertwined as we faded off to sleep.
Later that night I woke up to the sound of Nick’s voice. He was quietly talking on the phone in the other room, only slightly louder than a whisper. At first I thought it was sweet he was trying not to wake me, but then I wondered who he was talking to so late at night. There was a tone to his voice that indicated it was something really important and the curiosity of what that could be got the better of me. I got up and started towards the bedroom where he was, when I heard him say.
“So, they must know then.” Nick said trying to keep his voice under control.
“How long do you think we have?” He continued.
Something about the conversation really scared me. The tone of Nick’s voice and the fact he was obviously trying to keep me from hearing, told me it was something to worry about. I speculated who was on the other end of the call and thought it might be Max or Logan calling from Hawaii. That would make sense I thought looking over at the clock on the living room wall and seeing it was two in the morning. That would make it only midnight in Hawaii I thought as I tried to make out what they were talking about. I could barely make out what he was saying but felt like it was better if I didn’t know anyway. It was probably some more of Michelle’s business crap, something I really didn’t want to think about going back to.
I didn’t want to think about going back to work yet, and I certainly didn’t want to talk about it this late at night. I also felt a little guilty for listening in on Nick and didn’t want him to know. So, I decided to slip back under the blanket and pretend like I hadn’t heard anything.
A few minutes later and Nick was back under the covers with me, his arm around me, making me feel safe once again. I wasn’t sure what the future was going to hold for me, but I knew that for now I was safe here with Nick.